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  1. Rec 57

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    The analogy is surprisingly accurate, if Kunikida wants to think about it. He’s a broken fucking record.

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  2. Rec 8

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    a piece from kunikida’s perspective regarding hydrangeas, and maybe his work partner, too.

    [ written for @allbuthuman’s writing challenge
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    26 Jul 2023

  3. Rec 48

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    Dazai laughs, cold and hollow. “Oh? Too much for you to handle? Are you finally disillusioned with me? Have you finally given up trying to fix what will alway be broken?” He gives his door a half-hearted kick. This is it, this is the moment where he pushes Kunikida away for good.

    Just walk away already.

    “Dazai,” Kunikida says.

    It’ll be better if you do. “What?”

    “I’m sorry.”

    “...What?”

    Dazai has been pondering his changes in his personality and what having a more beautiful world really means since he left the port mafia all those years go. He's a man who is always destined to be alone since anything he wants to hold dear to him always ends up leaving him. That doesn't stop him from repeating his mistake however. Enter Kunikida Doppo, hard-core idealist and the main subject of Dazai's torment. A new mission involving an old college classmate of Kunikida's causes both of them to want more than what they are getting out of the partnership but both are afraid of what wanting that means. Dazai has spent years building his walls and Kunikida never takes risks without proper calculations. Can they resolve their feelings and solve the case, or will what took two years to build come crashing down?

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    27 Jul 2023

  4. Rec 89

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    “I also see how you look at me.” Komaeda said, interrupting his own thoughts.

    “And how do I look at you, Nagito?” He sounded almost amused, smiling too fondly at the other.

     

     

    Like there’s more to me than there actually is.
    Like if you look long enough, there’ll be something new.

     

     

    Komaeda looked back at the sea.

    “... differently.”

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    Another post Neo World Program fic where Komaeda knows he's not going to make it to July, but it's easier said than done when Hajime is too stubborn for his own good.

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    13 Oct 2023