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    After the tuna melt incident, after he ran out on Ilya, after Rose, Shane is determined on righting his wrong and winning back his man. But a catastrophic and nearly fatal accident on the ice threatens to put a pin in Shane’s plans indefinitely.

    While in a coma Shane finds himself confronted with the question, what if he didn’t run out on Ilya that day? What if he stayed?

    What follows is basically a speed run through years of uncertainty and miscommunication in which Ilya and Shane end up exactly where they’re supposed to be – together (only months maybe years ahead of time).

    Includes a lot of (inaccurate) medical stuff, Yuna and David being supportive parents, Hayden and JJ being supportive friends, co-inhabitation and this time when his father dies, Ilya isn’t alone left to grieve or to pick up the pieces by himself. This time he has Shane and the Hollanders.

     

    Chapter 10: Ya tebya lyublyu the mostest.

    Ilya gets loved on A LOT. Surprise guest appearance. Plans get planned. Decisions get made. David cooks Ilya breakfast that makes him cry.

    Read the end notes.

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    08 Aug 2026

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    Ilya and Shane are broke roommates, until Ilya discovers streaming and starts making bank jerking off for the viewers
    Naturally, he offers his good friend Shane a chance at making money the same way
    And if they touch each other a little it’s only because of the tips, not because they are into each other

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    Shane and Ilya are both completely straight here
    #ISwearrr

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    08 Aug 2026

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    “You fucking knocked me up.”

    There’s a pause before the corner of Rozanov's mouth tilts up, words nearly purring through his grin. “Ah. You are trying to turn me on, yes?”

    or: Shane gets pregnant. Unfortunately the father is Ilya Rozanov, the bane of his existence.

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    08 Aug 2026

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    “English is… is not first language,” the woman said quietly. Her accent was thick, and unmistakably Russian.

    “Oh, sorry! I’m speaking too fast, aren’t I? Sorry,” she took a breath, and held out her hand. “I’m Yuna,” she repeated. The woman took her hand quickly, her hands bony and delicate.

    “Irina,” she replied, before gesturing for Yuna to sit with her. Quickly, Yuna did. “Sorry, I have not been in Canada long.”

    “No problem at all; welcome to Canada! Is that your boy?” Yuna asked, gesturing over to the child that had similar hair to Irina, which was poking out from under his helmet. He was taller than Shane, though his little hockey outfit still seemed to still dwarf him. He had a serious look on his face, but his eyes were light as he watched the other boys play. He was tapping his stick on the ice, clearly itching to get into the game.

    “Ah, yes,” Irina nodded, taking a few seconds to translate the question, “Ilyusha.” Irina looked over at her son, a small smile on her face. “Is my Ilya.”

    Or: Ilya and Irina move to Canada for a fresh start when he is six years old. He meets Shane Hollander at ice hockey practice, and they grow up together (and of course, fall in love).

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    05 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander is traded to the Ottawa Centaurs three days before the NHL trade deadline.
    Suddenly the league's fiercest rivals have to share a locker room, a bench, practices, and road trips.
    Ottawa expects fights.
    The media is hungry for disaster.
    Instead, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov become the most dangerous line in hockey.

    The only problem? Shane is still dating Rose, and it turns out a handful of games a season were a lot easier to survive than sharing a locker room all the time.

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    04 Aug 2026