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all of our birthdays this summer by PrinceDrew
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
28 Dec 2025
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Hikaru doesn’t get it. He doesn’t get any of it.
Some days, it feels like Yoshiki just wants as much distance between himself and Hikaru as he can get. Other days, it’s like being away from Hikaru would kill him. Hikaru can’t tell what’s gonna set Yoshiki off or not, and it’s not like looking at the memories would help. He got moody like this before, but only when Hikaru tried to talk about girls or Yoshiki leaving one day, and never for as long as he does now.
Is he doing something wrong?
“Hey, Yoshiki?” he calls ahead. “What d’ya reckon we should do for my birthday?”
Or; ‘Hikaru’ celebrates his sixteenth birthday. Hikaru doesn’t.
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06 Jan 2026
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Peter’s wrong, of course. When it’s all over, Martin does still want to tell Jon everything. It’s just—well, there’s a few things they need to work through first before they can get there.
Martin and Jon find each other again in Scotland.
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Jon takes another breath. He can’t bear to look at Martin’s face as he says it; he fixes his gaze on the far corner bedpost instead. “I . . . don’t want to have sex with you. I don’t want to have sex with anyone.”
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21 Nov 2025
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Living Cadaver by DegenerateAce
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
08 Sep 2025
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Suddenly, his hand presses down on something large and pillowy. Hikaru curls in on himself and chokes out a gasp of air. Then he laughs, and Yoshiki feels it against his hand.
“What was—”
“Stop punchin’ the air outta my lungs!” Hikaru wheezes out. “Feels really funny.”
Yoshiki recoils. “Yer lu—you’re just playin’ with me, right?”
Hikaru grabs onto his hand, preventing him from pulling out further. “Not joking. You can probably squeeze the air right outta me.”
This sends a chill down Yoshiki's spine.
Hikaru tugs on his arm, urging him forward until his knuckles brush against it again. The lung. “Just be gentle,” Hikaru says. “I don't mind ya touchin' it.”
Hikaru wants to keep testing Yoshiki's ability to resist impurities. Yoshiki is interested in learning the intricacies of Hikaru's insides.
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- Part 2 of A Lesson in Vulnerability
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04 Nov 2025
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The Sublime and the Beautiful by anodymalion
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
25 Jun 2025
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'The passion caused by the great and sublime in nature, when those causes operate most powerfully, is astonishment; and astonishment is that state of the soul, in which all its motions are suspended, with some degree of horror… A mode of terror or pain is always the cause of the sublime.'
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"If I come out," Hikaru says, "all the way, you promise you won't be scared of me?"
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23 Oct 2025
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half alive by vavavavoom
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
15 Jun 2023
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The corpse, the boy who loved it, and the thing it became.
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Everything changes, nothing perishes. In other words, what if the dead aren’t really gone?
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Bookmarked by mapathy
18 Oct 2025
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beautifully written hikaru pov about life and death
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"What do you want me to say? Do youuuu…want me to feel awful?"
"Kinda," Sam admits.
"I've never been worse. My life is meaningless. How can I go on-" I begin to drone, robotically. She steps towards me, cupping her hand over my mouth, frustratedly.
"Aren't you even the least bit sorry?"
If I'm being honest, I feel nothing. But she wants a show, and I'm bored, so I decide to see where this goes.
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27 Sep 2025
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very good fix it ficw w a 1st person POV from josh
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"Thou soul of love and bravery! / Thy songs were made for the pure and free"
Oscar thought he was going to die as he fell from the Relic Chamber in Atlas, only to find himself waking up in his own bed, back on the farm. With no voice in his head, old scars now fresh, and the certainty that all he could remember was real, he sets out to try to change things.
Ozpin finds himself fixated on a single name and the feeling of falling. There is something missing but he can't tell what.
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What the Night Brings by sven co-op (sven_coop), sven_coop
Fandoms: Tales of Arcadia (Cartoons)
15 Aug 2021
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A bite from a bloodthirsty troll leaves Jim with scars that run deeper than he ever expected. Now human by day and troll by night, he must fight to retain normalcy while simultaneously hiding this new dangerous part of himself. Trouble brews beneath his feet as an old grudge stirs, and the mysteries of Arcadia suddenly become clear as day.
His only goal had been to survive senior year.
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josh keeps a totally manly diary, everyone learns some things, and everyone pays a price. a story about the comedic undertones of some distinctly not funny things.
complete.
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Haunted by Washington family secrets and her guilt over an inadvertent betrayal, Sam returns to Mount Washington to find an obscure cure for the mountain's curse and save the messed-up asshole she loves.