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There were times in the Wilderness, especially near the end, when it became hard to tell where Tai ended and Van started. Even for a while afterwards, the lines between them were a little blurry.
In which the rescuers finally arrive, Van and Tai are codependent and Van has a Not So Great time at various medical institutions.
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20 Aug 2023
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“Did you need something, Lot?” She says, not looking up.
Lottie swallows. “Uh, yeah. Here.”
She hands her a rock she found the other day, this flat grey stone with a hole through the middle.
- Five times Lottie gives Nat a gift (usually in the form of blood), and one time Nat gave her one back.
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08 Jul 2023
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to know me (is to hate what i've become) by Ephemeral_Moment
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
26 May 2023
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Set after S2E8, canon compliant ish through S2E9, but diverges after that.
Natalie and Lottie are drawn together by their shared experience of being chosen by the Wilderness.
Title from Noah Kahan's Godlight
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03 Jul 2023
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So when Shauna got drunk (which was always quickly) and got messy (which was always inevitable) and would start to pick fights, Natalie would stick close. When Van would block the goal with her nose, too tired from night of being the adult and too queasy to open her eyes, and Taissa was off giving a bollocking to the person who kicked the ball, Natalie would hold the tissue to her nose and offer to right it for her.
or, Nat and her guilt
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03 Jul 2023
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my reflection, dirty mirror (im in love with my sadness) by stargirl_landing
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
30 Sep 2023
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Nat thinks maybe she died in that trailer, like she was supposed to, and that this is some fucked up version of hell come to swallow her whole. Maybe she died and came back wrong, like all the same parts but no sum, Frankenstein's monster in the shape of a girl. It would explain the hole in her chest, at least. Maybe she drowned in the lake and it’s her body swinging from that branch, and she's just a ghost following behind.
The truth is, Nat doesn’t even really know what being alive feels like. How would she ever know what death is?
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nat is feeling a lot of big girl emotions and is bad at handling them. lottie is dying. they’re gay about it. tile is from zero by the smashing pumpkins.
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01 Jul 2023
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they take you, one by one by one, into a room that no one comes out of. hospital, you think, and for one insane, hysterical moment, you want to tell someone you don’t have your insurance card.
it’s in my wallet, you want to say, but you don’t have a wallet. you don’t have much of anything, except van’s hand gripped in your own, her fingernails digging into your skin.
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immediately after the rescue. it’s not real, how can it be real.
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30 Jun 2023
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there have been times you've kinda scared me (but i'm the one who will not quit) by cupcakeb
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
27 Jun 2023
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Natalie wouldn’t say she’s thriving, or anything, but she’s not constantly miserable, either, and that has to count for something, right? It’s not like she was thriving before.
She’s okay, as long as she keeps busy.
Busy usually involves Lottie.
OR: Nat and Lottie, the in-between years; before rehab and Switzerland and all the other shit, they kind of have a good thing going.
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28 Jun 2023
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Lottie is spiderwoman and she has to keep that fact hidden from Natalie, her roomate and best friend since middleschool, who she might have a little crush on.
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- Part 1 of Spiderman AU
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27 Jun 2023
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Nat’s a drug addict. Lottie’s a prophet. Shauna’s trying to talk to the dead. Tai’s sleepwalking and eating dirt. Van’s pretending it’s still 1996 and nothing bad has ever happened.
— The college AU after the crash.
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24 Jun 2023
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22 Jun 2023
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It takes weeks to wash off the micro-layers of dirt. Sometimes Natalie wakes to find Lottie red and raw under the scalding hot water, scrubbing away at her skin until she bleeds. On those days, she lets Natalie dry her off and falls silent in her arms.
The girl turned prophet, wanting only to be clean.
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20 Jun 2023
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how can she go back to that place – to home, if she can call it that anymore – without jackie? guilt is a black hole that shauna’s been walking circles around for fifteen months straight.
or: shauna has to deal with the reality of taking the rescue trip home without jackie.
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19 Jun 2023
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It’s all Van has done her whole life. Why would this be any different? To be there for everyone and have no one there for you? She would rather die than let Lottie feel that pain by herself.
Van centric fic, post rescue, when Van was there for Lottie and no one was there for her.
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Van and Lottie make each other worse. Featuring Peripheral taivan’s first breakup.
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19 Jun 2023
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Charlie’s the one who picks Van up from the airport. The flight from Saskatchewan to Jersey is rough for all of them. Hell, the detail arranging their return blatantly offer the girls Xanax for that very reason. But Van chooses to feel extra sorry for herself because the only person waiting for her on the other side of this nightmare is the half-brother she hasn’t seen since she was thirteen.
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Post-rescue, Van Palmer finds that coming back is the hardest part.Or, the longest day of Van’s life, featuring Burger King, air mattresses, and Taissa (of course)
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19 Jun 2023
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when your mother gives you the keys to her car and says you can drive yourself to therapy today, you want to laugh, scream, cry; you want to make her understand you never need to ask permission to do anything ever again.
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tai post rescue. how do you go from a god to a suburban teenager?!
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- Part 2 of if you make me feel something
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19 Jun 2023
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am i brave if the noise doesn’t scare me (if i make myself easier to carry?) by cassiopluto
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
12 Jun 2023
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This ingenious plan lasts all of three months before Lottie Matthews is rapping at her door, and she’s in Natalie’s arms, and all Natalie can feel is the rush of wind through the trees, and the sharp sting of lake water in her eyes, and Lottie’s comfortable warmth.
And that’s when it all goes to absolute shit.
— After the rescue, Nat cuts contact. But then Lottie shows up at her door to escape being sent to Switzerland and she’s right back in it.
— Or, how they begin to heal. Slowly. Together. They are young and they are learning how to live.
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13 Jun 2023
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Nat finally starts to realise what the other Yellowjackets see in Lottie.
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10 Jun 2023
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After the bath conversation, Lottie and Nat find themselves cuddling in an attempt to fall asleep. It's just for warmth--that's what Natalie tries to justify to herself at least. They have some hard conversations, and through that grow closer.
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AKA some Lottienat fluff and slight hurt/comfort after ep 4.
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10 Jun 2023
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I just love the very blood of you, It keeps its heat in spite of you by Anonymous
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
25 Apr 2023
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'Nat and Travis were late. They weren’t dead, she would feel that, she knows she would. It wouldn’t take Nat without telling her, she was too important.'
Natalie gets hurt while hunting. Lottie does what she can to save her no matter how anyone else might feel about it.
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10 Jun 2023
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turn me into a believer (i wouldn’t recognise myself either) by cassiopluto
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
09 Jun 2023
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She’s not a God. She’s not a prophet.
She’s just a fucking teenaged girl with unmedicated fucking schizophrenia.
And she’s scared, and she’s hungry, and she’s pretty sure she’s falling into something like love with Natalie fucking Scatorccio, and she’s falling apart at the fucking seams.
Jesus fucking Christ.
— Lottie didn’t ask to be a god. Natalie didn’t ask to be their hunter. It’s just the roles they assume.
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- Part 2 of the girl-prophet and the non-believer
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09 Jun 2023