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  1. Rec 77

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    Fyodor (or the motherfucking rat bastard as Chuuya calls him behind Dazai’s back) being a preppy economics student with greasy hair and a creepy smile, a weird group of friends who all worship the fucking ground he walks on, and not a single genuine bone in his stupidly tall body.

    And Dazai’s boyfriend of three years, somehow.

    Safe to say, Chuuya doesn’t really like Fyodor very much.

    Now - does Chuuya, in part, hate Fyodor because he’s been in love with Dazai for God knows how long? Kind of - but it’s still a relatively small part of the whole equation.

     

    / or: dazai gets cheated on, chuuya deals with the fallout, and it all works out in the end

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    27 Jan 2025

  2. Rec 75

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    Dazai glared at the floor. Shattered glass littered the wood and he could barely see the outlines of it through his tired eyes. He forgot to tell Chuuya that he was going blind. He forgot to tell him a lot of things. Like how he could never quite blame him, how he could never really forgive him.
    He was trying to look for acceptance in every person who despised him. He always was a helpless fool. He was stumbling through the darkness of life towards the only person who granted him light. Like a moth to a flame, he was drawn into the possibility of warmth only to find out that Chuuya was just as cold as the rest of the world.

     

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    Chuuya ghosts Dazai and a year later they are forced to meet back up after Dazai is diagnosed with stage four medulloblastoma (brain cancer). This is the story of the last few weeks of Dazai's life as they grow together through the heartbreak of grief and hope.

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    02 Oct 2024

  3. Rec 90

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    They weren’t completely boring. Hirotsu was a funny man. He was fun. More fun than Mori by far.

    Then there was Kouyou.

    That was the thing about the Mafia. There were no friends. Only family.

    And there’s no such thing as a child named Dazai Osamu.

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    A short character study on what Kouyou and Dazai's relationship might've been like in the Port Mafia.
    And maybe a little bit after.

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    29 Feb 2024