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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    It has been a long few years for Nile, who never thought that getting Kim to learn to lock the door when himself and Chay were doing anything which involved removing clothes, was going to be the hard part of his job....hell he had never thought it would be part of his job at all! But then if you had told him a few years ago that Kim would be smiling, laughing and generally pleasant to those around him, he would have laughed at that idea too.

    The last few years had been long, but they had been full of friendship, laughter and a frankly diabetes inducing amount of sweetness between the lovebirds.

    However recently things were starting to go wrong....and not just the average amount, but rather almost apocalyptic proportions!

    However it is not just Kim who is dealing with the difficulties………..Chay’s life seems to suddenly be suffering from unforeseen problems as well.

    As everything closes in, and the stress begins pulling Kim and Chay's relationship towards its breaking point......can the two men, with the help of Nile, work out what is happening and who is behind it?

    (This is a sequel to 'Lost in Lies' but can be read separately if you don't wish to read the first story.)

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    18 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 23

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    Kim is desperate! No matter what he does, Porchay isn't talking to him.

    And in desperate times come the most absurd ideas; he will kidnap Porchay, if it's the only way for them to talk.

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    24 Oct 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 21

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    Porchay is used to being looked at, but never like this. Under the weight of Kim's devastatingly possessive gaze during a family dinner, he's never felt more seen, or more loved. If only his brother Porsche didn't look like he was about to throw up.

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    24 Oct 2025

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    “Fuck… “ Kim muttered while watching Chay through the window, watching him sitting on the kitchen floor, crying next to a sad pile of what used to be a muffin with a slowly dying candle burried in the mess.

    Kim had no idea what to do.

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    Chay never really celebrated his birthday. Partly because usually there was no money to do so but more importantly because there was no one to celebrate it with.

    He didn’t have any friends close enough to do this with. Porsche, even though he always kept apologizing profusely, had to work and Athree wasn’t the type of person who would care about something like someone’s birthday.

    So Chay was always all alone on his birthday.

    It always had been like that and Chay got used to it.

    But this year it was supposed to be different. Chay was turning 18 and Porsche swore he wouldn’t miss that for the world. Porsche promised he would be there for Chay’s 18th birthday no matter what and Chay made a mistake of actually getting his hopes high… just to be let down, harder than ever before.

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    14 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 55

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    Six months after the events of KinnPorsche, the power dynamics in the Thai mafia world are shifting—and so are the lives tethered to it. With Porsche now leading the Minor family and Korn’s iron grip on the Main family weakening, the lines between loyalty and manipulation begin to blur.

    Porchay, once a sweet dreamer chasing melodies and love, has traded guitar strings for gunmetal. After suffering heartbreak at the hands of Kim—the man who used and discarded him—Chay has buried his innocence beneath bruises and silence. But when news of Korn’s sudden death sends shockwaves through both families, a door opens. Secrets long buried begin to resurface. And Kim, finally free from his father’s control, dares to return home—to reclaim what he lost and confront the truth he's tried to bury.

    Chay and Kim find themselves at the center of a dangerous reckoning. In a world built on blood, legacy, and lies, love may not be enough to save them.

    But sometimes, from the ashes of betrayal, something stronger can rise.

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    10 Oct 2025