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    Hopefully, the sheer absurdity of Asano Gakushuu, the perfect Student Council President, willing trekking up E-3’s mountain to throw himself off a cliff that won’t kill him is enough to make whoever it was, doubt their eyes.

    In which Gakushuu is fascinated by Akabane Karma and it's not in the way you think.

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    Gakushuu had always been different; he had known that from the very start. He went through things that most 14 year olds would never dream of going through and handled things in such a manner that one would find it absurd and self destructive. Perhaps that's what he was; self destructive. There was no denying it.

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    this is the world’s worst joke, the sickest twist the universe has played him.

    standing in front of him, unnaturally pale, still youthful, basketball in hand- ikeda.

    (or ikeda is mad about the way things have turned out)

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    There’s always one place in your life that you never truly leave.

    He found out about Ikeda first from his mother, second from old photos, and third from visiting the bridge.

    - E.D.

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  5. Public Bookmark 11

    Mystery Work

    Part of tangerine peels
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

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    It’s a bright winter morning when Asano Gakushuu, student council president and undisputed pride of Kunugigaoka Middle leaves his home, takes the subway to school, and walks into the forest. He doesn’t walk out.

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    Asano Gakushu didn’t know what to expect when he jumped off the bridge. He thought it would all just end. The pain. The sinking feeling of uselessness.
    The abuse.
    He did not expect to come face to face with the ghost of the same boy who jumped off this very bridge a decade ago.

    “Hey, Asano Jr. C‘mon, take a seat. I’ve been waiting for you. Let’s have a chat before I send you back.” A bright faced Ikeda chirps.

    There’s a pause. He stares. His knees are shaky.

    “Wait. Send me back?” He feels a pang of fear run through him, “No. Please. Don’t—I can’t go back there—“

    “One year ago. That’s when it all started going downhill, for you, didn’t it? I’m sending you back one year. And maybe you can save more lives than just yours.”

    Then another voice speaks up, echoing Gakushu’s thoughts, “Ikeda, I’m perfectly fine being dead. I’ve told you there’s no need—“

    Gakushu turns to see a yellow octopus. The Yellow Octopus. He sinks to his knees.

    He thought his life was a mess, who knew death was worse?

    —Gakushu gets a chance to redo the last year of his life. With one simple decision, it leads him on a completely different path. And just maybe, that’s not entirely a bad thing.

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    "Shoji pushed you in the cupboard." Ren tells him. "When you came out, you were just acting weird," Ren says, frowning. "You didn't talk to anyone and you didn't talk to me."

    "Oh," Gakushuu says. 

    "Gakushuu," Ren says suddenly. "The door wasn't locked. Why didn't you push it open?"


    There's someone else living in Gakushuu's house. (Or head.)

    Or: Gakushuu Asano has DID.

    Edit to Add: Please refer to the next fic in the series for an update on this fic

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  9. Public Bookmark 49

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    Life without purpose is meaningless.

    Gakushuu knows this. He's accepted it. That's how he finds himself on the same bridge where his hell started.

    Ikeda started this, he was going to end it.

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    Atychiphobia: the fear of being evaluated negatively, more known as the fear of failure. Phobias are commonly formed during one’s childhood either through a traumatic event or was learned from a family member. Atychiphobia leads to the individual not trying things, especially outside of their comfort zone, if they feel like their success isn’t guaranteed.

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    gakushuu wants his father to catch him when he falls.

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    Izuku knows he will burn fast, but he wants desperately to burn brightly.
    To give something to the world before he runs out of fuel.

    But some dreams should stay dreams, and Izuku really should have learned to be more careful with his heart.

    (A notebook can be a damnable thing, I suppose. And traitor is an ugly, ugly word.)

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    Even in a world where Midoriya Izuku does develop a quirk, life is not kind.

    Somehow, ineffably, he still finds his way to being a hero, even when his body fails him. Even if it's the last thing he does.

    (where quirks are not always kind, and the author ruminates on the idea that trauma can be a list of smaller things that grow into something bigger and all the more willing to swallow someone whole. But it’ll be okay, eventually, because Izuku’s got Mirio by his side, and Mirio has got him).

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    One for All has always been a gentle killer. A litany of apologies and the looming end. It whispers, “I’m sorry,” every time he goes to bed, and every time he still wakes up.

    Midoriya Izuku has always known he was meant to die. It was only a matter of when.
    (Against all odds, they win. The victory is hollow.)

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    Strangely enough, Izuku meets Charon before he dies. Charon is both everything and nothing he expected.
    Contrary to what the myths would have like him to believe, the Underworld is a gentle, gentle place. It's a resting place. A home for all those that are lost and still wander. It teaches him that death has always been, and will always be, an ending with many faces.
    (The fruit of the Underworld is forbidden because it seeks to keep. Izuku does not mind. He likes being wanted.
    The first bite of pomegranate is tart and sweet and tastes like relief.)

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    Izuku's image of heroes is shattered. He's disillusioned. But instead of getting bitter, he's just...tired.
    He'd just like to stop thinking about it. Maybe it's better, to lock himself away where he is safe from the biting teeth of the outside world.

    There's a strange boy he keeps meeting on rooftops.

    Izuku thinks that they should really stop meeting like this.

    (Even after all this, Izuku handles people kindly, careful hands cradling their potential between his palms. His touch is soft where no one else's is.)

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    Izuku is quirkless, but that doesn't explain why he can't seem to stay dead.
    He always gets a choice, between two doors. One to move on. One to stay behind (to stay alive).
    There’s some days he doesn’t want to come back, and the longer he spends in that room between two doors, he thinks that that part of him is right. He’s still got a list of what he wants to get done first, but when push comes to shove...Izuku will fall first.
    (Home has not been alive in a long time).
    (Izuku has always been good at saving everyone except himself.

    Even in death, he is a miracle).

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    There is a green-haired boy with a blindfold. He’s got a pistol in his hand.
    (He’s got a pistol to his head).

    Six chambers. One bullet. No will to live, no reason to stay.

    There’s a crowd watching the stage he stands on. He hears them, the whisper of fabric, the low murmur and brushing of hands. Money exchanging hands. His hand doesn’t waver.

    Why don’t we raise the stakes?

    Otherwise known as: Izuku plays Russian Roulette as a form of highly illegal entertainment for an anonymous crowd gambling on his life. He doesn’t have much to lose.

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    “Why am I not dead yet?”

    “Death cannot hold you. Not yet.”

    “Will you come get me when it’s time?”

    “Always. In every universe.”
    (Unspoken: you will never die alone, forgotten).

     

    It’s enough.
    (he’s so lonely, it aches.)

    Izuku sees Death from a young age, and their relationship changes everything and nothing at all. He ends up with a different understanding of death and a quiet obsession with graveyards. None of that is enough, in the end.

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