moonlightphan
Fandoms
- SKAM (Norway) (6)
- Emmerdale (TV 1972) (6)
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i know this growing older don't scare me anymore by moonlightphan
Fandoms: SKAM (Norway)
15 Dec 2021
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Even buys Isak Skin Deep's The And card game and they spend an evening talking about their relationship together.
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i knew you tried to change the ending, peter losing wendy by moonlightphan
Fandoms: Emmerdale
22 Jun 2021
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Victoria manages to get Aaron to go visit Robert with her to discuss the changes to his case.
or a world where i write the storyline with robert's possible appeal so it's actually fulfilling in some way
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Isak and Even grew up together, and this is a whole story about their years together. It's told through lots of times they had, and there's present-day scenes of them trying to get back on track.
(or, even and isak are childhood friends and dated and broke up. this is the story of that, and how they can get back together)
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- Part 2 of SKAM week
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The Self-Isolation fic - Jonas bets Isak and Even they can't go five days without touching each other because they're meant to be in self-isolation. It's a struggle.
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- Part 1 of SKAM week
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Even and Isak go to weddings throughout the years, and learn what they want from their possible future wedding. They learn what the concept of marriage means to them.
(a wedding guest fic through the years of 2017-2021)
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- Works:
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“I want to fuck you before my dick stops working.”
“You know that’s a possible side effect, right? We don’t know that’s gonna happen.”
“Mm. If I expect it I will not be disappointed.”
“If it does, we’ll figure something out. And—“
“A broken dick is better than a broken brain.”
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or; ilya takes medication and he can't come like he usually does so they try something new. also emotions and tenderness and love.
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lay me down on the altar, and forever’s what i’ll vow by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Feb 2026
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“Am I too boring for you?”
He doesn’t mean to ask. Doesn’t mean for those words to come out. They fall from his lips before he has a chance to stop them, and the second they’re out there he wants to take them back. He wants to swallow them down so they can’t hurt anyone but himself.
Because Ilya…Ilya flinches.
“What.”
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this could either break my heart (or bring it back to life) by waterloovase
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
03 Jun 2026
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Alex just stared.
His brain simply refused to process what it was seeing.
Because standing in the hallway was Henry.
Alex wasn’t sure it wasn’t a cruel hallucination created by sleep deprivation. There was no way Henry was really here a year later.
"Hello, Alex," Henry said softly.
The familiar accent hit Alex like a punch to the chest.
"I'm sorry to bother you at this time, but..." Henry swallowed. "Could we talk?"
Or:
Henry asks Alex to leave when he goes to Kensignton. A year later, he comes out.
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we want to be free, we want to be by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Apr 2026
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“You are my friend, Hayden, but he is the man I am going to spend the rest of my life with - he is the man that I love. I will choose him over you, every fucking time.”
Over anything and everything, Shane would choose Ilya. Even over hockey, if it came to that. There’s no doubt in his mind, no question about it.
Losing hockey would hurt, and Shane would grieve it, but it wouldn’t kill him. It would be an ache he could live with. Losing Ilya is not something that Shane could ever survive. They’re so tangled together - so intertwined - that to lose Ilya would be to lose himself.
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forgive me if i jump at the rattle of your keys by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 May 2026
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Ilya knew, right from the very moment he met Shane Hollander, that he would never be good enough for him. He’d seemed so…pristine, when they first met. Untouched. And Ilya knew his unclean hands would only dirty him up. He’s always been selfish, though; his father used to tell him that.
So it’s no surprise, really, that Shane has finally gotten tired of it. Of him, always needing more from Shane than he deserves - always begging for more than he has earned.
Ilya would leave himself, too, if he could.
(Or, five time Ilya thought Shane would leave, and one time he knew he wasn’t going anywhere.)