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    Time moves forwards without mercy. Buck is firmly in the captain's seat. Except this time, he isn't keeping the seat warm for when Bobby returned. With Bobby playing advisor for a Hollywood show that resembles their lives a little too much, the 118 is officially Buck's. And of course, disaster is imminent.

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    23 Nov 2024

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    Buck can only hope, after how awful the year previous was, that the new year will be better. He has a clean bill of health, and he gets to do the job he loves, even if he isn't doing it at the 118 any more. But the world is about to go to hell around him, and it's another Buckley sibling's turn to have an uninvited ghost intrude back in their lives.

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    20 Oct 2024

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    "I was worried, I’ve never seen Eddie like that, he was--It was...” Buck says. “He needed something to hold onto, okay.”
    “So you slept with him?”
    “I..." he says. "Yes.”
    Maddie hisses a breath out through her teeth.

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    Buck and Eddie and the many paths home.

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    24 Sep 2024

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    Sequel to "With a Friend in the Dark.”

    It's been weeks since Buck's cancer diagnosis, and in most ways, things are looking up. The idea of resuming chemo still frightens him, but not nearly as much as it did last time. This time, he has people on his side. But Buck is about to learn that treatment is just the first challenge. Money troubles, identity crises, learning what real love means for the first time at twenty-seven... who knew cancer would be so complicated?

    Eddie, meanwhile, is still wrestling with his guilt and anger over how he handled things the first time. Being there for Buck? That's a given. Figuring out what it means to be Buck's friend through his cancer treatments, in the wake of all that's happened between them? That seems a lot trickier. Even more so when Eddie starts to realize that anger and guilt might not be the only feelings he's having.

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    15 Aug 2024

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    Buck hated hospitals. It made him think of his first date with Abby, of the truck bombing, of the embolism, of the tsunami. Just, a lot of bad memories, is all.

     

    Which is why he had wanted to tell everyone so quickly. Just so he didn’t have to go to this appointment on his own. Last week he had gone alone, thinking it would be just another check up and then his doctor had looked at him with pity in his eyes and told him they’d found abnormalities in his blood work and they needed him to stop taking his blood thinners and come back in a week.

     

    His doctor had been simultaneously vague and clear when he told him what they would be looking for. Listing all the possible reasons that his blood cell counts were off. But on that list was cancer and Buck knew that with his fucking luck, it would be that. The look on his doctor’s face made him think that he thought so too.

     

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    Buck had meant to tell everyone, he had, really. But they were angry with him and he didn't want them to forgive him just because he might be dying. He needed to fix things first.

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    24 Jul 2024