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    Shane is heavier than he used to be; his weight bears down on Ilya in a new way. He’s put on pounds of muscle since Ilya last touched him like this. Ilya flattens his palms, skims them under Shane’s undershirt, feels the flat solidity of his abs, the bulk of his lats, the swell of his chest. It’s the same and it’s new, this body; it’s the boy he couldn’t stop thinking about when he was 18 and the man he loved enough to let go at 26 and the person who somehow always comes to find him when he’s lost.

    A stranger, and the love of his life.

     

    or, Ilya's father doesn't die in 2017; Ilya breaks up with Shane instead of confessing his love. They get older, but not any less stupid about each other. Shane gets a boyfriend; Ilya gets on medication; they work on becoming whole people. And they always find their way back to each other.

    OR a story for those who love Shane and Ilya's baby love but ALSO think it's hot when people in their thirties make active choices about who they are and what they want in their partner!!

    Note: the "cheating" tag refers to the relationship between Shane and his aforementioned BF, not to Shane and Ilya cheating on each other.

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    20 May 2026

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    When the long game falls apart, Shane and Ilya need a new plan.

    I recommend reading the series in order it was posted, even though the second fic is a prequel to the first one.

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    17 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander has a secret boyfriend, and it’s not Ilya Rozanov. That’s for the best, though, because Shane’s boyfriend is absolutely perfect on paper. He’s also completely on board with the need to keep their relationship out of the press to avoid ruffling any feathers at the MHL commissioner’s office.

    There’s only one problem with Shane’s boyfriend. He’s not Ilya Rozanov.

    (Canon divergence where Ilya and Shane do separate photo shoots pre-rookie season and never hook up. Somehow. So then Shane has a “normal” dating life.)

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    11 May 2026

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    When Shane slips into the hotel room in Boston, there's a familiar jersey spread over the bed—Raiders, number 81, Rozanov in stark white lettering jeering up at him.

    "Not a chance," Shane says immediately.

    Or, Ilya fucks Shane while Shane wears his jersey.

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    08 May 2026

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    Anyway, Shane didn't remember exactly what was in the folder ... But he knew they were all good shots of him.

    He hastily clicked open the folder, his eyes barely glancing through the dozen or so shots there, vaguely registering a picture with a sunset background from his condo balcony, something of him laughing, a picture of him working at his laptop with his glasses on...

    The director called him again, and he shook his head, the photos blurring. Whatever. It would have to do.

    He clicked "select all," then the messages icon, then Rozanov's name. Hit send.

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    Or: When never-hooked-up Shane and Ilya have to collaborate on a league charity project, Shane accidentally sends Ilya a nude.

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    05 May 2026

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    “You know,” Ilya adds, like he’s continuing a casual thought, “Hotel was good idea. It’s warm, no ice, no… audience.”

    Shane’s grip tightens on the strap of his bag, but he still doesn’t respond. He keeps skating, eyes fixed ahead, pretending the words don’t land even as heat crawls back up his neck.

    “But no,” he continues, clearly enjoying himself. “You choose rink, very bold.”

    “Fuck off,” Shane exhales through his nose.

    Ilya keeps talking as they slow near the boards, skating lazy circles around Shane like he has nowhere else to be. “Next time,” he says mildly, like he’s already planned it, “We use a hotel. I promise, much less… scandal.”

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    Shane and Ilya get freaky on the ice, LIKE LITERALLY on the ice during the All Star Game week.

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    03 May 2026

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    Ilya has some fun ideas about how to show Shane exactly how good he looks getting fucked.

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    “Is Polaroid,” Ilya clarifies. “No files, no sharing… very private.”

    Hollander swallows, stares a beat longer, and then aggressively doesn’t look anywhere near the camera or Ilya. “Okay. So?”

    Ilya thinks, it’s always this. Hollander feints towards something he wants, and Ilya gets it for him, and he offers it up like a toy for a cat. Not too needy, not too blasé, he must twitch it at just the right pace. Here, kitty kitty. 

    “I would like to take some, see how you look,” Ilya offers oh so casually. “It’s just for fun. You can keep all of them, after. Put them through the shredder. I don’t care.” He cares. The things he’d do to keep one of those photos.

    Hollander wets his lips, glances back at the camera, flushes. Then the pounce: “You can leave it on the nightstand.”

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    03 May 2026

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    The Voyageurs ask Shane to join FanMail in order to foster a better connection with fans. Internet sleuths start to notice some interesting details in the background of Shane’s videos, and then the internet does...what the internet does.

    Or Shane and Ilya are granted an opportunity to come out on their own terms. Sort of. And in they do it in a very Ilya way. (Surprisingly, it is Shane’s idea)

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    26 Apr 2026

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    “Did I fuck up? I was his roommate in Tenerife,” Matteo asks. He remembers many mornings he had woken Jonas to ask if he wanted to go on an early ride with him to the nearby café. Many mornings where he played his music maybe too loud in the bathroom. But Jonas didn’t say anything, just smiled easily, and entertained his whims.

    “You wanted that, no?” Tiesj says. “You asked Grischa.”

    He had. And it was the best two weeks of his life.

    (In which Matteo and Jonas are roommates again in Tignes. Matteo is excited and doesn't think he's annoying. He also doesn't think Jonas has changed.)

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    23 Sep 2025

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    When he finally reaches the top of the climb, the hallucination doesn’t go away. Jonas blinks and he’s still there, standing next to his bike leaning against a concrete bench, taking a selfie. Jonas watches as the mirage furrows his eyebrows at screen and readjusts the angle of his phone to take another photo. Jonas is vaguely aware that the wheezing sound he’s hearing is coming from his lungs and that the metallic taste in his mouth is his own blood.

    Tadej startles when he finally looks up from the phone. That’s when Jonas vision becomes staticky at the edges.

    (2024: Tadej becomes a force to be reckoned with and Jonas does a lot of reckoning.)

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    19 Aug 2025

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    When Kate's sister goes missing, she gets herself a waitress job at the Pebble Lounge to track her down, working under London’s seedy underbelly to find the only person she has left in this world to love. And Anthony Bridgerton? No matter how alluring and distracting he may be, he’s just a means to an end, his life defined by his family business built on corruption.

    Kate won’t dance to that tune. She’s just trying to find her sister.

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    24 Nov 2024

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    “You want us to be… fuck buddies.”
    His face twitched, “I wouldn’t quite put it like that.”
    She rolled her eyes, “How would you put it?”
    “Two pretty hot people with schedules that line up pretty conveniently having pretty hot sex?” He shrugged, as though it was so simple
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    Anthony and Kate couldn't resist the tension in Glasgow

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    Sliding Doors

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    19 Nov 2024

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    Kate and Anthony still meet each other during the 1814 season, but with a few details changed: Anthony, set on remaining a bachelor for at least another year, has no interest in pursuing the diamond or any other woman he might be obliged to wed. When Violet invites every eligible young woman in London to Aubrey Hall for a getaway in the country, Anthony is determined that he will not engage. Until he meets Kate Sharma. The problem is, she hates him.

    Takes a bit of canon from the show and a bit from the books. Rated M for later chapters

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    17 Nov 2024

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    “Wow, once you Bridgertons find someone, you never let them escape, huh?” Kate asks.

    Penelope giggles, “They have a habit of collecting strays.”

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    A year in the life of Kathani Sharma, told via Bridgerton family events

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    16 Nov 2024

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    “No,” Kate is incredulous, because Sophie isn’t getting it. “This is not my bag.” She spins it around and tilts it for Sophie to see. The laptop that had been tossed on top of a mound of unfolded dress clothes slides off and onto the bed. She holds up a clean, rumpled white button-down. “This isn’t mine!”

    __________

    Or, a fic inspired by:

    Kanthony Prompt #22
    Matching suitcases at an airport baggage claim. Anthony gets home to discover lacy lingerie and an intoxicating perfume and needs to meet the paragon that owns it.

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    16 Nov 2024

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    Twenty-six drabbles about Anthony and Kate's very spicy romantic life.

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    01 Nov 2024

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    27 Oct 2024

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    Kate Sharma and Anthony Bridgerton both have high stress jobs. When friends/family force each of them to attend a week-long silent meditation retreat to relax, neither takes it seriously (or is very happy about it). After a few flirty exchanges between them, things get steamy, and they try to make the most of their otherwise frustrating week. Though they part ways expecting their time together to have been no more than a fling, when they return home, it becomes apparent that Kate and Anthony aren’t the total strangers they thought they were.

    NOTE: If you are using a screen reader or translator, please read the accessible version of this fic, which includes image descriptions of text graphics.

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    09 Oct 2024

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    A modern AU about Kate, currently working her way up the corporate ladder, and her solo nighttime activity to an eerily familiar, yet anonymous, amateur pornographer whose enjoys a good wank on camera.

    “By the time Kate arrived home that night, she practically inhaled her first glass of red wine. With the second, she grabbed her iPad, closed the blinds in her bedroom, and pulled up her favorite guilty pleasure: the WankTube account I_Dream_of_You. Her belly did a flip when she saw he’d posted a new video. She excitedly pulled it up and started to unbutton her trousers. “

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    02 Oct 2024

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    **COMPLETE**

    The Bridgertons are a prominent (and prolific), wealthy family headed by a charming hunk of spunk called Anthony. Helping his siblings dodge the ridicule of the parochial Australian media and keeping his family's business empire afloat preoccupies all of Anthony's time until a prickly stunner with zero respect for legacy bursts into his life and fucks up his neatly laid plans.

    The Sharmas are second-generation Aussie battlers working hard to re-establish themselves after a family tragedy. Kate has sacrificed everything to protect her younger sister's prospects but with Edwina about to graduate uni and Mary finally finding her feet, she can no longer avoid tackling her own heart's desires. Kate's not exactly sure what's next but an entitled, white fuckboy is certainly not top of the list.

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    22 Sep 2024

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