namdad
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On the way to the orange grove, before the temple on the hill, there sits a small shrine. by namdad, Seokmonsters
Fandoms: EXO (Band), Mamamoo
17 Feb 2017
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Minseok thought that humans were always such precious creatures, back then and now.
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Apogee by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
09 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander is the youngest Commander in ISS history; straight-backed, closeted, and so tightly on his own leash that seven months in orbit with Ilya Rozanov have not produced a single crack in his composure.
Ilya Rozanov is the Russian cosmonaut who should have had his job, won’t stop bouncing a tennis ball off the walls, and is still looking for a fissure. Thankfully, a solar storm finds it for him.
or: Near-death, zero gravity, and the wrong man’s hands in exactly the right places.
A Cosmonaut!Ilya x Astronaut!Shane AU 🚀
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28 Apr 2026
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Wow. Just- wow. This might be one of greatest works of fiction I've ever read. I am struck deeply by the fact that reading this made me feel like I was 15 and reading the 3rd novel in the Matt Cruse series all over again. Thank you so so much for writing and then sharing this with us, OP. Hoooo boy, it's gonna take me weeks to process through all of this. Incredible. 1000/10 👨🚀🌟🚀🛰️✨☄️💫♥️
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Ilya murmurs, “I like you like this. Nice and – complying? What is word?”
“Compliant,” Shane offers dizzily.
“Yes, this. Compliant.” Ilya’s hips swivel, and he hits that perfect angle with every syrupy thrust, lighting him up from the inside. “Following orders, no arguing. You should be like this all the time.”
“You’d hate that,” Shane says, without hesitation, even as his voice breaks into a whimper.
Ilya chokes out a ragged laugh and admits, “Yes, probably.”
[Or: Shane insists that he is fine, Ilya insists that he is selfish, and they both insist that this whole thing is casual. Everyone here is lying through their fucking teeth.]
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- Part 2 of Hollanov standalones
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27 Apr 2026
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swear i have control (just like a universe expanding) by there_must_be_a_lock for the_abster (heart_in_paradise9393)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
20 Mar 2026
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They do not talk about what they’re doing. To acknowledge the ground beneath their feet would be to crash and burn immediately, or so Ilya assumed. Like stupid coyote cartoon running off a cliff; it’s fine, until he looks down.
But tonight Shane sits on the edge of his bed and sets his jaw and asks, “It’s not just me, right?”
Shane, apparently, just noticed gravity.
[Or: a missing scene from Episode 5, in which Ilya is Totally Fine, obviously, and they have sex about it.]
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- Part 1 of bluebird
- Part 3 of Hollanov standalones
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27 Apr 2026
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Ilya stared at Shane in bemusement. “Sounds… complicated for just sex. What, you going to spank me, tie me down?”
Shane was silent at that. His eyes were steady on Ilya, his face determined.
Ilya’s heart thumped in his chest. “Are you?”
“I’m not going to hurt you,” Shane said. “I mean. I might bite and scratch at you a little, but no more than I normally do.”
That did not answer the tying down part of the question.
But if Shane wanted to try something new, Ilya could indulge him. This was Shane after all, Ilya’s sweet, desperate bottom. What harm could it do? It wasn’t like they didn’t both know how this would end, with Shane face down on the bed, begging for Ilya’s cock.
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- Part 1 of tell me im in trouble
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27 Apr 2026
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Where Nobody Gives A Damn by there_must_be_a_lock for HelgaPitakisLeftEyebrow
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Mar 2026
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Ilya’s expression goes so open and earnest that it’s hard to look at him, and he says softly, “Even if you were worst dancer in the world, I would want to dance with you. Because you are you, and we get to dance now.”
“Oh,” Shane blurts out, eyes hot.
“But if you are worried, I can dance bad too!” Ilya takes a step back and does a weird funky-chicken-meets-running-man move, utterly unselfconscious, while Shane buries his face in his hands and groans. Then he steps close again, curling his hands around Shane’s hips, with a wheedling smile and fluttering lashes. “We make perfect pair, yes?”
“Jesus, you’re such a fucking asshole,” Shane says, impossibly fond. “Yeah, okay.”
[Or: the Hollander-Rozanovs do Ibiza, Ilya fails at incognito mode, and Shane gets a dance lesson.]
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- Part 5 of Hollanov standalones
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27 Apr 2026
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Somehow, this is only the 2nd honeymoon fic I've read??? Brilliant execution, OP, loved it!