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  1. Public Bookmark 65

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    Shane ends up roommates with a Russian reindeer hybrid who gets very territorial during ruts.

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    16 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ch 3

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    Shane Hollander is tired of wanting someone he cannot have, and he’s dying as he waits for someone who will not stay. Someone who doesn’t want to stay, not when there are so many others waiting for him. Fun of another variety, Shane left a treat amongst many.

    It’s humiliating. It’s distracting. And it feels like shit.

    He wishes he could erase his feelings, move on as easily. In an effort to gain back control over the ‘situation’ that has become his romantic attraction to a notorious player, Shane attempts at imitating Ilya Rozanov’s methods until he perfects them and becomes as good as keeping it light and casual as his rival.

     

    Or Shane tries to Hoe Phase himself into a self discovery journey to choke and kill his feelings for Ilya Rozanov. Ilya is not the only who suffers from it, but he sure feels like he’s being choked and killed.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    “Papa, what’s your job?”

    Ilya opens his mouth. Closes it. He looks at Shane, who is suddenly very interested in his coffee.

    “My job,” Ilya says slowly, “is to take care of you.”

    “That’s not a job,” Wyatt says matter-of-factly. “That’s just being a papa.”

    “Yes,” Ilya agrees. “It is.”

    In September 2030, Ilya Rozanov is newly retired, newly restless, and learning the hard way that staying home with their three-year-old son is more exhausting than any playoff run. Shane Hollander is back on the ice, chasing another season while missing things he can’t get back.

    After more than a decade together, Ilya and Shane must relearn the hows of their relationship—what comes after happily ever after.

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    14 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    finished

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    In the months between Sochi and Vegas 2014, Shane Hollander decides he’s done watching Ilya from a distance.
    He stops waiting.
    Told through alternating POV, this fic explores what happens when Shane moves on, and what it does to Ilya to realize he doesn’t get to decide where Shane stays.
    It was never just sex. It was never just a game.
    And when Shane finally chooses steadiness, it changes the rules.
    And who is that man?

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    Shane is trying to build something honest.
    Ilya is trying not to lose him.
    And the silence they used to live inside is no longer an option.

    filled with angst. slow burn.

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    14 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 35

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    The girl pulled away from Ilya just for a moment, down his neck while whispering something Shane didn't want to know.

    And Ilya. Ilya was happy. He raised one of his hands to tuck a strand of hair behind the girl's ear as he laughed at something she said. He kissed her cheek one more time before she strutted away to her friends. Then, Ilya looked up. Straight at him.

    Or

    After two months of no contact, Ilya and Shane reunite. In a club.

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    14 Jan 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 13

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    Shane is heir to the Hollander group, a big name in public, and an even bigger one to those making shady deals in darkened corners. His life is going just the way it should, and he is everything he should be: meticulous, controlled, and singularly focused. And then a stranger with a Russian accent offers him a cigarette and throws Shane's world off its axis.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    “The boys said they were going to buy me a stripper,” Rozanov says. “Like a, ah, you know, a Playboy bunny.”

    “Okay,” Shane snorts. “So why are you here now instead of with your—“ He rolls his eyes. “Playboy bunny.”

    “Why the fuck would I care if some random woman dressed up for me?” Rozanov finally turns back around, his hands holding something behind his back. His smile turns wolfish. Like he’s about to eat a goddamn bunny. “But I would care if you dressed up for me.”

    For Rozanov's birthday, Shane wears a bunny suit.

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    12 Jan 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 11

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    This is the club scene (ep 4), except they go fuck in the club's bathroom after seeing each other.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov thinks it's probably best to decline the invitation to the 2017 All-Star Game. It's not swaggering, knothead alpha male bullshit; it's a survival strategy. He doesn't think it'll end well for anyone if he's forced into playing an instinct-driven, blood-pumping sport like ice hockey with Shane Hollander right now, not when Hollander is probably going to bring his new girlfriend to Tampa for the weekend.

    But it's Hollander. It's Shane. So of course Ilya doesn't decline the stupid invitation. And of course the game goes sideways.

    That doesn't mean it doesn't end well.

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    09 Jan 2026

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    Male carriers are a rare breed in North America. With only .005% of the male population having the recessive gene. In Canada there are a couple hundred male pregnancies documented each year with only half of them carrying to full term.

    Shane Hollander was one of the .005%. He just didn't know it.

    or;

    the angsty Shane Hollander mpreg fic

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    08 Jan 2026

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    “I am normal,” says Shane, rearranging his silverware on the table. “And I will pass Logic, ignore Ilya Rozanov, and continue to be normal forever until I die.” When he reaches for Rose’s fork to move it parallel to her plate, she grabs his wrist and gently sets it on the table.

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    08 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander is just trying to survive—NYU biochemistry, hockey practice, and the graveyard shift at a Manhattan 7-Eleven. He's too tired to notice that his new regular customer is clearly Russian mafia, or that Ilya's interest in him goes beyond terrible coffee.

    When Ilya gives him a $10k scarf and gloves, Shane sells them for rent money. Any normal person would be terrified. Ilya is fascinated.

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    08 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ch 19

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    Before ascending the throne, omega Shane Hollander must choose his bethroted, the one with whom he is destined to spend all his springs, but who will also be the father of his children, the one who must leave a mark on his neck. Therefore, it is not a decision to be taken lightly.

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    06 Jan 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 82

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    “Is he a good hockey player?”

    His question was met with silence for a few moments. When he couldn't take it anymore, he glanced at the other and found that Ilya was still looking back, his face now serious and calculating.

    “Miller is OK. You are better.”

    Or, Ilya has a new teammate and Shane gets a little jealous.

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    06 Jan 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 30

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    “See you, Shane.”

    And then he turned. The girl latched onto his arm as if she’d won something, pulling him onto the dance floor. Ilya didn’t even look back.

    Shane stood still for a few seconds, the bill still under his hand and a feeling of discomfort in his stomach.

    “Ouch,” Rose said beside him, appearing out of nowhere. “That hurt just watching from here.”

    “Nothing happened,” Shane hurried to say, putting the money back in the cash register.

    Rose raised an eyebrow.

    “Of course, darling.”

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    AU! where Shane is a nightclub bartender and sees Ilya Rozanov with his hookups 5 times, and 1 time that it’s the other way around

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    03 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander finally gets the perfect job at Rozanov Enterprises as a personal assistant.

    What he didn’t account for, is becoming his boss’s—-Ilya Rozanov—-prey.

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    02 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    finished

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    a hockey injury makes ilya curious

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    02 Jan 2026

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    “I need to talk to you.”

    Ilya pretends to peer around, exaggerated, chin jutting, then points at himself. “Me?"

    “Who the fuck else, Ilya?” Shane hisses Ilya’s name, sees his pupils dilate. “Go to the bathroom. I’ll meet you there in five.”

    Ilya looks dazed, then shakes his hair out of his face and rights himself, reaches for another shot. “You do not tell me what to do, Hollander.”

    Shane is going to kill him.

    Or, Shane and Ilya, at the club, post-game. Ilya has let Boston’s victory get to his head and Shane brings him back down to earth.

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    02 Jan 2026

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    Immediately after talking to Shane’s parents, after putting the pasta leftovers in the fridge, Shane asks to be fucked without a condom.

    Ilya’s his boyfriend now. Suddenly, messy sheets don’t seem like such a bad thing.

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    02 Jan 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 49

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    "Tell Rose we keep the wings"

    It's New Years Eve, and for reasons unknown to Shane, he and Ilya are dressed as fairies.

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    02 Jan 2026

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