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You Will Always Be Mine by Anonymous
Fandom 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
- Explicit, Mature, Teen And Up Audiences
- Rape/Non-Con, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, No Archive Warnings Apply, Major Character Death
- M/M, Gen, F/F
- Series in Progress
05 Nov 2025
- Rape/Non-Con
- Graphic Depictions Of Violence
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Major Character Death
- Mydei/Phainon (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Phainon & Tribbie (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Mydei & Eurypon (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Aglaea & Anaxa (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Aglaea & Tribbie (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Anaxa & Phainon (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Krateros & Mydei (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Anaxa & Mydei (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Hyacine & Phainon (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Chrysos Heir Members & Phainon (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Aglaea & Mydei (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Mydei & Trianne (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Anaxa & Cerces (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Anaxa & Hysilens (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Cerydra & Mydei (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Hyacine & Mydei (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Anaxa & Hyacine (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Cerydra/Hysilens (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Mydei (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Phainon (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Tribbie (Honkai: Star Rail)
- The other two are there for a moment as well
- Aglaea (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Eurypon (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Trianne (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Trinnon (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Castorice (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Cipher (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Garmentmaker (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Anaxa (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Krateros (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Original Honkai: Star Rail Characters
- just one though - Character
- Hyacine (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Hysilens (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Cerydra (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Minor Original Chrysos Heirs
- Cerces (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Alternate Universe
- Dark
- Dark Mydei (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Rivals
- War Prize Phainon
- Hurt Phainon (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Phainon Needs a Hug (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Whump
- Obsessive Behavior
- Possessive Mydei (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Bad Ending
- if you could call it that
- Well bad for Phainon at least
- Hurt No Comfort
- Angst
- Not Beta Read
- You think I'd share this with someone who knows me?
- War Prize Phainon (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Phainon has PTSD
- Phainon misses his home
- Internal Victim Blaming
- Phainon Speaks Three Languages
- (And yes that is plot relevant)
- Phainon Angst (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Pretty literally in this case
- Branding
- Blood Drinking
- Phainon's not broken yet but man is he not having a good time
- Hurt/Comfort
- I mean Mydei's doing the comfort after he also did the hurt so I don't really know if it counts...
- Past Rape/Non-con
- Injury Recovery
- Heavy Angst
- Non-Consensual Drug Use
- Force-Feeding
- Disassociation
- Hallucinations
- This is the technical high point of the first act
- For Phainon at least
- And these are the tags
- Phainon's going through a lot
- Regicide
- Mydei's fully going through with his plan
- Minor Character Death
- i mean obviously
- King of Castrum Kremnos Mydei (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
- Implied/Referenced Character Death
- Rape/Non-con Elements
- Public Humiliation
- Non-Consensual Blood Drinking
- But like probably not the way you're thinking
- Torture
- Escape Attempts
- Phainon is having a BAD TIME
- Mydei is having a great time
- There's more but I don't want to spoil it
- No one is having a good time
- Aglaea Needs a Hug (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Anaxa Needs a Hug (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Everyone Needs A Hug
- Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
- The Tribios Siblings don't like it when people argue
- Mentioned Phainon (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Phainon is having a bad time offscreen
- praying
- Desperation
- This is just angst for 3000 words
- And of course because it's one of my works
- Self-Sacrificing Anaxa (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Suicide Attempt
- Phainon is again having a BAD TIME
- Minor Violence
- Though again Mydei's doing the comfort after he also did the hurt
- Sparring
- Mydei gets a win and man is that bad for Phainon
- Emotional Manipulation
- Mydei's getting smarter and Phainon's not prepared
- referenced attempted suicide
- Phainon's going through the emotional wringer again
- Loss of Agency
- Public Display of Affection
- But y'know non-consensually
- Coercion
- Phainon speaks three languages and that is yet again plot relevant
- Self-Victim Blaming
- Self-Hatred
- Tragedy
- But y'all know the drill with that tag
- Manipulative Mydei (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Ooo we finally have that tag
- Restraints
- Extremely Dubious Consent
- And I only tag that because this is from Mydei's POV and he's delusional
- See the archive warnings for what's actually happening
- BAMF Anaxa (Honkai: Star Rail)
- I must stress that Anaxa is extremely close to snapping
- desperately
- Self-Harm
- Escape Attempt
- perceived character death
- Again probably not in the way you're thinking
- Dear god why do I keep tormenting Phainon like this?
- Hyacine Needs a Hug (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Hysilens and Cerydra could use one as well to be honest
- Guilt
- Again Non-Consensually
- Implied/Referenced Torture
- Minor Character Death (referenced)
- Mindbreak
- Mental Breakdown
- Despair
- Suicidal Thoughts
- This is it. Where everything's been heading towards.
- Phainon is NOT having a good time
- Thankfully this is the last time he'll feel this way!
- Everything Hurts
- The Author Regrets Nothing
- The Author Regrets Everything
- Good luck to you all
- Unreliable Narrator
- this is a rough one folks
- Cipher Needs a Hug (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Trianne Needs a Hug (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Feral Mydei (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Mydei Wins Again
- This is good for no one but him
- Titans help the rest of the Chrysos Heirs
- Hysilens Needs a Hug (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Anaxa & Cerces Friendship (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Implied/Referenced Enslavement
- This is not as bad as the rest of this series is going to get
- You get a semi-nice prologue to throw you guys back into the swing of things
- but in the background - Freeform
- implied/referenced mutilation
- Hyacine and Cipher need hugs in the background of this
- Prepare yourselves it only gets worse from here
- Phainon is Not Okay (Honkai: Star Rail)
- Even if he believes he's fine
- Oh look we finally have that
- Abuse
- Unhealthy Relationships
- Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
- Oh yeah we're in that territory now
- Gaslighting
- but like internally
- Mydei is an Asshole (Honkai: Star Rail)
- We get this tag now too
- This Is Not Going To Go The Way You Think
- This Is Why We Can't Have Nice Things
- no one is having a good time in this fic
- Not even Mydei
- He's gotten so much worse in the past three years
- Threats of Violence
- entitlement
- Implied Sexual Content
- anger issues
- Anaxa & Hyacine are Siblings (Honkai: Star Rail)
- BAMF Anaxa
- Reunions
- This is going to be an entire work of just Battle Scenes
- So who knows how long its going to be
- Those tend to get away from me
- Genocide
- A lot of Minor Character Death
- Anaxa would like to give him one
- I think you guys are going to like this one
Summary
A different world.
A darker Son of Gorgo.
A Deliverer caught in a twisted trap.
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- Works:
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19 Mar 2025