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“I was thinking pills,” Hongjoong says nonchalantly while Seonghwa unwraps his second sandwich. He can feel the paper is hot, the bread is hot, and the chicken is probably gonna be steaming once he takes the first bite. His mouth waters with anticipation, and he takes the first bite, a real mouthful, without acknowledging what Hongjoong said.
“Whoa this is so fucking good,” his eyes roll up for a moment and he melts in his chair, throwing his head back while he alternates between chewing and sucking in air to cool down the bite in his mouth. “Do you want a bite?”
“I wanna get this over with.” His voice carries a weight as if they had been sitting there for two hours stalling instead of barely ten minutes. That’s why Seonghwa likes this place, and likes ordering something to eat, and likes taking his time to eat it — this is not a conversation to be carried hastily.
There is no such thing as just getting it over with.
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18 Oct 2025
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The smell of rotten syrup seeps into every breath, and Hongjoong knows it must be worse for them than it is for him—their senses are sharper, their stomachs younger and untrained for this kind of rot.
But to him, even that reek carries a sweetness. Sugar rotted down to something unholy is still sugar, still a memory of what once soothed.
And when one has been starved of sweetness for so long, even decay can taste like a gift.
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For a thousand years, werewolves and vampires have lived in silence. Hongjoong leads his pack—San, Yeosang, and defiant Mingi.
Seonghwa commands his coven—Yunho,
Jongho, and stubborn Wooyoung.Their territories touch, but no wolf has ever spoken to a vampire, nor a vampire to a wolf.
Until one night, a wolf crosses the line—
and the silence shatters.Who’s to blame?
Who is the villain?
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- Part 1 of The Chain
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10 Oct 2025
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Jisung wants Minho to be his new hobby. Learning each tick and hum. The way his bones creak and his breath tumbles from his lips. He wants to become an expert.
He thinks Minho could be the hobby that sticks. The thing that will finally stop the clock on his humiliating, slow demise— his deterioration into nothing but soil, and dirt, and the dust of flower petals that never grow correctly.
He’ll have to see.
(OR: Jisung is saving himself for his step-brother; Minho is home for the summer.)
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25 Jun 2025
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Changbin has a stalker. He's quite flattered.
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- Part 2 of you make me ssick
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- 1/1
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28 Apr 2025
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He kneels on the cold bathroom floor and lets his love overflow him until he can’t breathe. His whole body is aching today, but that’s natural, it’s what the temperature drop does to him.
He chokes on his love and it spills red, but that’s natural, this is the only way Ivan could ever love.
(Red camellias, Luka would say, wearing a lazy smile with no teeth, the type that doesn’t reach his eyes. Symbol of faithfulness and longevity. Ironic, isn’t it?)
there is no softness to be found within ivan; of course his love would kill him.
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10 Dec 2024
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Reo’s greatest fear is being a marionette: wooden limbs clacking in predetermined ways, controlled in every sway, only destined to follow someone else's instructions. Then, he meets Nagi, and he imagines cutting away these strings and finally becoming free.
He has to die to realize this isn't the case. That this has never been the case, and that Reo is nothing but a blunt instrument in the hands of fate, meant to guide Nagi to go far from his reach.
It’s okay. If it’s Nagi, then he can bear it.
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28 Oct 2024
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“I bet this cost an arm and a leg.”
“Yeah, it did.” Kenma sighs wistfully, and a cocky smile plays at the edges of his lips like he’s proud of the fact that he's shelling out so that Kuroo looks paid for. It makes Kuroo want to give him whatever he wants whenever he wants it. The moon? Deal. The crown jewels? Absolutely. Kuroo’s still beating and bloody heart in the palm of his hand? Done.
“And you don’t mind? Spending this kind of money on me?”
“I just like getting you nice things,” Kenma replies, his voice is quiet, almost like he’s talking to himself, “Is that so bad?”
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- Part 4 of Fan Behavior
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03 Aug 2024
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“I’ll ensure you get to live normally,” Dan Heng had promised him, a whisper spoken against chapped lips. “I’ll make sure no one ever follows you or harms you.”
Ren tries to live a normal life after leaving the Family but the past returns as possessive as ever.
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30 Jan 2024
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Drops of Dreams; Ripples From a Life Never Lived by lily292
Fandoms: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
14 Apr 2023
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In one life, Vegas survived the attempted coup. In another, he didn't. And in yet another, he dreamed of a universe that was not to be, remembered a life he didn't live.
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27 Jan 2024
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“But you were such a bright kid!” his mother insists, childishly shaking her head as if she truly didn’t see him fall apart. “Remember? When you were both sixteen, you went on that skiing trip with your school. We went shopping for coats and you were so excited!”
“I tried to kill myself when I was sixteen!”
Atsumu grows up feeling like he is too much to love.
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20 Jan 2024
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why do MMOs have marriage system by Sakamichi
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
26 Jul 2023
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Dan Heng's game is going great. He joins a stable guild, finds a strong permanent party, builds an actual online friendship with other players. He just hopes this game ends the couple/marriage system soon.
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01 Aug 2023
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(Absolute) Unit 311 by devilsoupe
Fandoms: 二哈和他的白猫师尊 - 肉包不吃肉 | The Husky and His White Cat Shizun - Meatbun Doesn't Eat Meat
03 Jun 2021
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Chu Wanning doesn't have a soulmark.
Neither does Mo Ran.
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- 5/5
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Bookmarked by nilani
25 Jul 2023
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This is fine! (It’s not fine.) It’s all just fun and games. (He wants to have a fistfight with God.) It makes him want to die a little bit sometimes, but he’s fine. (He’s jerked off so much, his dick is chafing.)
Or: Shirabu Kenjirou and Semi Eita are high school exes who end up living right next to each other, seven years after their dramatic breakup in the rain. Shit happens.
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21 Jun 2023
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Does he know where your heart lies? (Where it truly lies) by Unpopularsoftshipper
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
27 Jan 2023
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Nagi could remember what he had just said, you’re mine. How stupid. He didn’t want to know of the other person, he hadn’t considered that variable, that option. He hadn’t considered if he would ever be okay with it. Now more than ever, he wanted to say I love you, half sure it would fix everything.
If he was Reo’s, if they got back together… they didn’t have such an awful time when they were dating, did they?
Or: 5 times Nagi couldn't say "I love you" + 1 time he did
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07 May 2023
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“I don’t think you should be here right now,” Reo says, voice tight. “I want to be alone.”
“But—”
Reo’s gentle even in his anger, cutting Nagi off firmly and efficiently. “Do you need someone to drop you home?”
Slowly, Nagi shakes his head.
Reo gives him a wan look, and steps back into the darkness of his house. The click of the door feels resoundingly final.
Nagi’s left on the doorstep, feeling not so much like he’s missed a step but instead like he’s crashed through the whole staircase, and begun to freefall.
After their falling out in the Second Selection, Nagi realises that Reo's started to avoid him.
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14 Apr 2023
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“Because Pantalone is right.”
“About hanahaki or about how pathetic I am?”
The Puppet is quiet for a moment. “Both.”
Panic does not fill Tartaglia. He does not feel fear coiling in his stomach. He is not indignant at the insults.
He accepts it.
There’s no time for grief.
Within the cold walls of Zapolyarny Palace, Childe fights the flowers eroding him. The Harbingers all worry for him in their own ways.
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- Part 1 of on unrequited love
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07 Apr 2023
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Zhongli furrows his brows, seemingly in confusion, “What do you mean, Childe? Everything was merely a contract. Nothing more, nothing less.”
A sharp pang of disappointment strikes the warrior’s heart, “A contract needs to be mutual. You colluded with Signora to hide everything from me and turned me into an enemy of your nation. Don’t you think you owe me something?” his tone is almost hopeful, desperate even.
An apology.
An apology is all he wants. He wants proof. Proof that he meant more than some convenient tool to the consultant. Proof that remorse, or at least hesitation, was involved when Zhongli made his decision to backstab him. Proof that the feelings he harboured for Zhongli weren’t in vain.
But Zhongli shows that they were.
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In which Childe tries to get over his first love.
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- 2/2
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Bookmarked by nilani
04 Apr 2023
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Alhaitham purses his lips. “What did you say your name was again?”
“I didn’t,” says Kaveh weakly. He swallows.
Okay. There are two options here.
Option A: Tell the truth. Yeah, uh, hi. I’m Kaveh. I’m your roommate. Um. We slept together last night. Hopefully this doesn’t make things weird! Nice to meet you!
Option B: Run.
Kaveh is horrified to find out that his one night stand is actually his elusive new roommate.
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Bookmarked by nilani
23 Mar 2023
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It starts with Atsumu stranded at the airport—past midnight—on New Year’s Eve.
Yeah. He was probably doomed from the beginning..
Or: the one where Sakusa comes to the rescue at the most (in)opportune of times.
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- Part 1 of dermatology and you
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06 Mar 2023
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Kaveh can feel the heaviness of eyes on his back. He can feel people staring at his face. Waiting. Expecting. Everyone is holding their breaths, acting like it's only a matter of time until their entertainment begins.
Kaveh feels tired.
Kaveh doesn't want to be a clown in their imaginary circus. He and his emotions aren't tools of their entertainment.
He really doesn't care if Al-Haitham is the new Acting Grand Sage. Congratulations to him.Everyone expects Kaveh to react negatively to the news of Al-Haitham becoming the new Acting Grand Sage.
But he doesn't.
Instead, he stays and helps Al-Haitham to build Sumeru.- Language:
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Bookmarked by nilani
25 Feb 2023