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“Don’t try to deny it,” Komaeda retorted harshly. “Maybe you don’t hate me as much as I thought, but everyone else on this island is disturbed by my presence.”
“They’re worried,” Hinata conceded. “They never took the time to know you. They’re scared because they don’t understand what goes through your head.”
“And you do?”
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01 Jan 2026
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“Morning,” Hyunjin mumbles against his lips, taking in the way his boyfriend stirs, messy bedhead rubbing through his pillow. “Love you so much.”
“You’re going to kill me.” Seungmin rasps, looking up with adoration pouring onto him. A lot like worship, except Hyunjin is the devotee and Seungmin is just reciprocating. It’s not like he questions Seungmin’s love, no, it’s more the fact that Hyunjin loves like he breathes.
or, a look into the relationship of one Hwang Hyunjin and his beautiful vampire boyfriend.
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22 Nov 2025
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“I just don’t like the idea of outside germs on my bed.”
“So what? You’re not going to cuddle your lovely boyfriend because he’s dirty?” Hyunjin asks, looking up with a raised eyebrow. Seungmin snorts through his nose and throws a leg over his. Victory trumpets play in Hyunjin’s inner mind because that’s basically a yes, it’s only a matter of time before Seungmin ends up wrapped around him. Hyunjin had won and got his way, he smugly pats himself on the back.
About ten minutes pass before Seungmin speaks up again.
“Do you remember my rule about eating you out?”
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Hyunjin is lazy to shower before diving onto Seungmin's bed, Seungmin has a remedy for that.
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22 Nov 2025
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“What were you looking at?” Jeongin asks.
Chan’s face does a thing; his nose scrunches a little and his eyebrows knit together, like he’s thinking really hard. Like he’s not sure what Jeongin’s talking about. Maybe he isn’t.
“I don’t know, what was I looking at?”
It’s not the what of it, it’s the how of it that Jeongin knows. He knows it inside out, knows the pain of it. Taking a deep breath, he gets out of his shoes too. Steps further inside and stretches his arms over his head. “I don’t know, it just… looked like an intense look.”
or, Jeongin and Chan are both in love with Felix. It brings them closer together.
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Minho was so damn observant. That was something Jisung loved about him— usually. Right now, he wished Minho would be at least a little more clueless to his nervous mannerisms. Maybe Minho wouldn’t pry if Jisung looked away, pretending he spotted something interesting on the empty kitchen counter. If Jisung didn’t breathe too loud, the topic would change and they could simply move on. That sometimes worked when people tried to ask him about stuff he couldn’t answer.
But really, Jisung’s luck had never been great, and Minho was amazing at noticing all the wrong things.
“Han-ah, are you really that prudish?” Minho asked.
Shit.
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In many ways, Jisung isn't the alpha he wants to be. Minho decides to help. That's what best friends do!- Language:
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08 Nov 2025
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Hyunjin should have been punished, really. The soda wouldn’t be fizzy when Seungmin picked it up again. He shouldn’t have been so warm, so that he wouldn’t mind turning off the aircon at night. He should’ve been comfortable in Seungmin’s bed. He should’ve fit there as easily as he fit into Seungmin’s heart, but he didn’t.
Seungmin and Hyunjin keep getting it wrong until they get it right.
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25 Aug 2025
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“Let’s write to each other,” Jisung tells him, his face going funny from the way he's lying. Minho looks up and finds Jisung's hair tickling his forehead.
He blows air out of his nose and it lifts Jisung's fringe. “Like letters?”
“Yeah. Like in the movies.”
Or: Jisung goes away for the summer. He doesn't want Minho to forget him.
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02 Aug 2025
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This isn’t new. This isn’t unheard of. This is normal, this is temporary, and it isn’t unlike them.
Falling asleep in an empty bed without a good night text, however, is unlike them.
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26 Jul 2025
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Looking at Changbin stirred things deep inside of Felix; a whole mess of tangled emotions and desires he had no intention of unpacking – especially not now.
Each time he forced himself to lock something new away beneath his ribcage, it became harder to do it. It seemed counterintuitive. Wasn’t practice supposed to make perfect?
He looked at Changbin and figured that the role of perfect was already taken. He tucked that away inside his chest, too.
Then he closed his eyes and willed himself to feel Changbin’s weight on him, his warmth against his side, as nothing more than a comfort to lull him to sleep. Like a favorite blanket. Innocent.
or: a Changlix sleepover turns not-so-innocent, as the tags may imply.
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22 Jul 2025
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Felix has a muscle kink, Changbin has muscles. Can I make it any more obvious?
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22 Jun 2025
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“You can–ah–” Jisung’s hips kick up but Minho’s right hand is quick to pin him right back down, easily. “If I fall asleep, just keep going–”
Minho stops. Blinks. “Jisung.”
Jisung begs, albeit sleepily. “Pleasepleaseplease don’t stop. Hyung, please.”
“We’ve never talked about this.” He takes Jisung’s lower lip between his teeth and tugs, like doing so would drag to the surface any of Jisung's remaining consciousness and he’d hear how ridiculous he sounds for suggesting Minho fuck him while he sleeps. “We need to talk about this.”
Ridiculous, he repeats to himself, trying to conjure some rationale in a place where it should’ve been so, so abundant and intuitive.
Right?
Or: With the next leg of the tour coming up, Jisung is exhausted. Minho tells him to sleep, but Jisung has something else in mind.
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19 May 2025
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in which han jisung does inventory with his long-time crush lee minho and gets locked in the walk-in cooler. shenanigans occur.
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19 May 2025
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Jisung sighs wistfully. “Sometimes I just think about it.”
“About… sucking dick?”
“Yeah,” he nods, “they look so— I don’t know. It seems like it would be fun.”
“Fun,” Minho echoes distantly.
Jisung develops a new fixation and goes on a journey of self-discovery.
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17 May 2025
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Minho’s gaze is intense and unyielding. It’s something Jisung’s never felt or experienced before—being looked at like this. He swears he can feel Minho’s gaze tripping over every inch of his exposed skin, could feel fingertips brushing over his waist—like a stone skipping water, it just went on, and on, and on.
Here’s another moment in time branded onto his brain. If he could pinch just one, and let it carry on forever, Jisung thinks he may choose this.
Something inside him is cracking, splintering apart.
Jisung is stubborn, likes to get what he wants. Minho has been at the top of that list for as long as he can remember. They're close to strangers, really. He's just Jeongin's older brother, Chan's best friend. A passing ship in the night.
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14 May 2025
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Hyunjin wants to surprise his boyfriend with a new piercing, and asks Felix to come with him as his emotional support friend.
Felix ends up falling at first sight for the piercer, and he elaborates a plan to see him again, and again, and again.Bookmarked by notaphilosopher
29 Apr 2025
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Changbin doesn't know what to do about the fact that he's in love with Felix.
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“What else can we supposedly do?”
Minho draws in an inhale. Leans against the table between him and the other two. “We can indulge them.”
“Indulge?” Changbin blinks.
“Make a statement where we say you two are actually dating.”
Changbin snorts. That’s simply ridiculous. He holds back the urge to burst out laughing. “Why would we do that?”
It’s Felix, not Minho who speaks up next. He huffs a laugh. A soft one. There’s an amused smile on his face when Changbin meets his eyes. “Because it’s smart. That would make both of us look good. Shut down the groupie rumors. And it’s good PR. For you, your band, and for me.”
or, after guarding his peace for years, Changbin has to step out of his comfort zone and pretend to date a vlogger to deal with a scandal. In the process, he struggles with daily life, learns a thing or two about a British scifi TV show, and tries to keep his distance—to no avail.
[title from Airbag by Radiohead]
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09 Mar 2025
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“We’ll escape this place eventually, yeah? Together.”
“Promise me?”
“I promise.”
“And we’ll go everywhere? We won’t end up like my mom, will we? Not stuck in an unhappy marriage in a town that eats us alive, right?”
Hyunjin meets Seungmin in their quiet and small hometown when he’s five years old, and they become inseparable in the blink of an eye. Throughout the years, Hyunjin learns a thing or two about the world and himself, falls in love with his best friend, and grows up in the process.
When Seungmin leaves, he takes a piece of Hyunjin’s heart with him. Hyunjin thinks that’s the end of it.
Or, Hyunjin’s trials and tribulations through growing up and falling in love with his best friend. There’s a treehouse, a train track moment, heartbreak, and a whole lot of yearning.
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18 Dec 2024
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Hyunjin has spent so long wasting his time with the wrong people, trying to be visible to those who never give him a second glance, no matter how many times his roommate Seungmin warns him. It isn’t until he’s left alone in the rain on his birthday, feeling more invisible than ever, that he comes to terms with the fact that one the person who sees him for who he is has been at home all along.
or: Seungmin finds Hyunjin crying in the rain on the night of his birthday and tries to put his pieces back together in an abandoned parking lot.
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17 Dec 2024
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the book of us: electricity by orphan_account for directorscut
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
12 Aug 2020
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HJ @hyunfortunately 5h
;-; i was at the store and this song was playing over the speakers and i tried to remember some lyrics so i could search it up later but i can’t find it this is TRAGIC
HJ @hyunfortunately 5h
it was in korean and it’s kind of got rock-pop-balladish vibes and the first line of it was “neoneun neo neoneun na” if anyone knows it PLEASE tell me
Seungmin doesn’t like to interact with other people on Twitter, but the questions seems almost aimed to him. He hits reply and types, “Try Hi Hello by Day6.”
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12 Dec 2024