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    His skates felt heavier than normal, the gear he’s grown accustomed to felt foreign and out of place, and his stick felt too heavy in his hands. His mind couldn’t focus on where the puck was nor was he in the mood for the Red Jackets’ chirps. In all honesty, Shane wanted more than anything at this moment to go home, shower, and go to bed.

    That’s why he knew something was wrong.

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    18 Apr 2026

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    “Bella broke up with JJ.”

    Shane stopped dead. He swore the temperature in the kitchen dropped two degrees. “What? Noooooooo.” The neck of his T-shirt was suddenly too tight. He curled a finger in the elastic and pulled. Air. He needed air.

    Hayden’s voice was lowered to a frightened whisper, “We’re Code Red, buddy. Code fucking Red.”

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    16 Apr 2026

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    14 Apr 2026

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    Shane makes a list: reasons to Come Out on one side and to Stay Safe on the other. It's definitely not meant to accidentally star in the background of his mom's Instagram post for fans to find.

    But now that the world knows, maybe Shane can finally let himself have everything he's wanted.

    If only Ilya didn't go out and get engaged the next day. Which is fine! Rozanov was settling down? Shane could settle down, too. He would find himself a nice man.

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    10 Apr 2026

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    They’ve gone years surviving on stolen moments, so now everything feels vibrant, wonderful, secure. It’s everything Ilya ever dreamed of and thought he could never have. Loving Shane openly, being loved loudly and publicly in return, is everything his heart ever wanted.

    So Ilya doesn’t get jealous. He doesn’t need to.

    Except that today Shane is out to lunch with Rose. He drove out to Montreal this morning, a place that now makes Ilya want to see red, so they could go shopping and catch up before going to one of the chic restaurants that Ilya never got to frequent with Shane when he lived there.

    Or, Shane spends a day with Rose and Ilya is forced to recognize he isn't as unflappable as he thought.

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    05 Apr 2026