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  1. Public Bookmark 45

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    Noelle Holiday just wants Kris Dreemurr to look at her again.

    On a hot, hot day when her mind should be elsewhere, she can't help herself but be wholly plagued by thoughts of them.

    She is angry, which in turn made her even more angry because she didn’t want to be angry—both out of feeling like she wasn’t allowed to be angry at anyone because of sweet, sweet Golden Girl expectations and because she didn’t want to be angry at them—but she was!

    And then they look at her, a small but meaningful glance thrown her way and suddenly her anger gets that much more complicated.

    And then she finds Kris...stealing their dad's truck??

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    23 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 58

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    It's been three years, and Dazai is on what should be a simple recon mission when he overhears a rumor that could mean Atsushi is still alive.

    Dazatsumonth day#22: cold

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    16 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 37

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    It doesn't occur to Dazai that he should maybe talk to Atsushi about his feelings the boundaries of what they're doing until he's already done unspeakable things to the guy.

    Written for dazatsuweek2024, day 5 prompt: danger

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    24 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 53

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    It occurs to Atsushi that he could just try and talk to Dazai about his wants, but he doubts he could make the words work and frankly he’s pretty okay with how their relationship is going so far.

    OR, Atsushi's insight leads him to some correct conclusions, he almost overthinks himself out of them, and then fucks himself right back into being correct.

    Written for dazatsumonth2025, day 12 prompt: affection

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    23 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 12

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    He sighed through his nose, and Yosano looked at him through the rear view mirror. Was it just his imagination, or was she smirking at him? “Don’t worry, Atsushi. It’s not going to be that scary, you just have to go in and buy one little thing.”

    Ranpo snickered. Atsushi closed his eyes. This was his fault for starting bets with the both of them in the first place – he hardly ever won, and now the price was simply too high to pay. His dignity, or what remained of it, was what was left on the line. He swallowed, his face pinched like he’d tasted something sour. “What do I have to buy again…?”

    Atsushi goes to buy a sex toy.

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    23 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 11

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    “Hey!” Atsushi snatches the bottle back immediately. His next sip is hasty; a little bit of the drink spills out of his mouth, drips down, and his tongue darts out with tiger-reflex speed, trying and failing to lick at it. It’ll dry sticky, Dazai thinks. All over his chin. He’s thinking so hard about it, in fact, that he swivels in his chair again, and, oops, his legs bump into Atsushi’s, jostling him sharply enough that the drink splashes out of the bottle, soaking down his shirt, into the fabric of his pants. Atsushi squawks, face reddening at near-record speed. 

    Dazai makes a mistake.

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    23 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 9

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    Atsushi and Akutagawa are in the backseat, when the tension between them gets a little too much. All while Dazai is driving.

    SSKK Week 2025 | Day 3 | Public

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    22 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 24

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    “Perhaps I want you to hurt me. That’s all I know after all,” Dazai tries, finding odd, mournful notes in his voice. It wasn’t supposed to go this way between them. There wasn’t supposed to be a them at all after his defection from the Port Mafia, but old habits die hard. Buried feelings don’t ever meet such an end at all, allowing roots to wrap around the crevices of every scar beneath the bandages. He averts his gaze, betraying himself for Chuuya to see. Flayed, bare. Stripped clean of his pride, Dazai mumbles, “perhaps it wouldn’t be so bad, if it’s Chuuya.”

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    16 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 12

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    "You broke it because you were bored," Chuuya states, the accusation sharper than any yell. "You broke it because you wanted me to stop reviewing the territorial mandates and pay attention. You broke it because you want a consequence."

    Dazai chuckled, the sound airy and slightly breathless. "And what if I did, My Lord? Will you simply give me a lecture on the economic history of rare spirits? That seems terribly boring."

    Chuuya’s expression tightened into something intensely possessive. "Boring is what you will never be allowed to feel in my domain. You are restless, Fox. And restlessness must be dealt with."

    She leaned in, her breath warm against Dazai’s ear. "You calculated this, didn’t you? You wanted me angry. You wanted me to enforce the rules you crave to break."

    "Perhaps," Dazai whispered, finally dropping the façade of indifference. The scent of Chuuya—spicy leather and raw power—was intoxicating. "Punish me properly, Chuuya. Don't let me get away with it.

    Day 7- request/ free day

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    16 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 23

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    “Oh. Well. Do you have to wait it out?”

    “What do you mean?” Higuchi breathed out, trying to not let her instincts read meanings behind the question that were not there. She still needed to keep her composure. Even if Gin had figured out she was in heat, there was no way she would offer to--

    “I mean,” Gin’s voice was sharper now as she took a step closer to Higuchi, “Do you want me to help you?”

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    06 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 6

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    Gin bit down on the pale skin of her neck when Ichiyo tried to free her hands from their grasp, making the blonde gasp and squeeze her eyes shut.

     

    “ha...gh, hard day, Gin?”

    Higuchi asked with a grin, to which the other replied with another bite and a low hum against her.

     

    “...Yeah, me too.”

     

    or, shameless higugin smut with fluff at the end.

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    06 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 29

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    Apologizing isn't all that hard. It gets a little more complicated, however, when you have to corner your extremely attractive rival in a locker room late at night to do it.

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    06 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 22

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    more than friends, not quite lovers. that's been your relationship with dazai osamu for as long as you can remember. you didn't want to push him, and you gave him plenty of chances, but there's only so long you can wait for someone. you thought you would be better off moving on—you were wrong, of course.

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    04 Jan 2026

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    31 Dec 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 2

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    Everything felt like too much. Becoming acutely aware of the seams in your socks and how bright the room was with both the sunlight bleeding from the windows and the harsh office lights. You shifted uncomfortably in your seat as everything overwhelmed your senses. It was all too loud and bright.

    You groaned with discomfort as you crumpled up the paper in your hands, and as if it couldn’t get any worse, you startled to feel tears prickling at your eyes. You rested your head in your hands as you tried not to cry, until a familiar bandaged hand softly grabs your forearm.

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    You get overwhelmed/overstimulated by the office noise and Dazai steps in to help.

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    31 Dec 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 19

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    “I do have questions,” she admitted. She’d said so few words that each syllable had Dazai leaning forward in her seat waiting for the next one. “Well, just one. Do you and your husband love each other?”

    Dazai’s lips twitched up into a smirk.

    “I’m afraid not,” she sighed, swirling her wine wistfully. “I’m not his type, and he’s not mine. I don’t even use his last name if it’s not a legal matter.”

    “Who’s… his type?” Fyodor replied, perplexed. Dazai looked at her for a long, wordless moment before she understood. “He’s a homosexual, then.” A curt nod. “And you’re…”

    “In theory,” Dazai clarified. “Not in practice. I don’t leave the house or talk to anyone but the men my husband brings around. I would’ve liked to have had sex with a lady before I died, but… here you are.”

    “Here I am,” Fyodor agreed with a dry gulp.

     

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    Chuuya Nakahara hires an assassin to take his wife out quickly and painlessly, but his wife has never been one to go so easily.

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    06 Dec 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 6

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    Now, Sigma is against the front door, her back resting on the wooden surface as two strong hands make sure she is lifted up from the ground as she rides her girlfriend’s thigh.

    “You look so pretty like this.” Dazai’s ambarine eyes are focused on her, analysing Sigma. She does nothing other than studying how beautifully the other reacts to the pleasure. “I love when you wear skirts and we get to do this.”

    “I… Oh, shit. I wear skirts almost everyday.”

    “I love it everytime.”

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    17 Nov 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 6

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    “Well done, Osamu. Do you want the cream now or after we bath?”

    The mention of bathing causes her to tense her body up. Normally, washing with Sigma or using her bathtub, bigger than her own, is one of her favourite parts of aftercare. Her girlfriend keeps her ensuite very clean, always smelling perfectly, and she owns a bunch of products that leave her hair looking awesome and her skin feeling flawless. She even keeps a speaker in an (unreachable by water) spot and plays soothing music after their scenes…

    But tonight, bathing with Sigma scares her.

    "Osamu, you're worrying me."

    “I haven’t showered in 7 days.”

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    17 Nov 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 3

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    “Hands off, ‘Samu.” She orders as soon as the zipper is done with. Truth is, it’s much easier to have the other undo it than go through the not very sexy process of struggling to reach it properly.

    “Don’t wanna.” The woman says, going now for the bralet’s hook.

    Sigma only needs to touch her, putting a hand in her uncovered tummy and raising it all the way to cup her tit. Smoothly, she places it between the fabric and the skin and pinches her nipple, hard enough for the other to complain.

    “I said hands off.”

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    17 Nov 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 7

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    It’s a game of who gets the other to lose their cool first. But Sigma is a gambler.

    “Well, you will be back soon, won’t you? How is the case going?”

    Dazai tries to play a loud moan as a groan of complaint.

    “I am afraid to say that if tomorrow is anything like this, ahhh…” The “ahh” lasts too long to be intentional. “Then maybe I will have my double suicide here.”

    “Oh, my princess is going to leave me all alone?”

    “No, no, Sigma…” The changes from low to high-pitch in her voice are so telling it makes Sigma giggle. “Ahh, I could never leave Sigma.”

    “Is that so?” She is sure the other is seconds away from giving in, she just has to push a bit more. “How come?”

    “Because, ohh, because I am Sigma’s good girl.” There we go.

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    17 Nov 2025

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