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“Yeah, you like this—you love this,” Buck pants. “Drooling, and uh—and whining—huge cock deep in your ass, a big, uh—a big, buff man holding you down, making you—“
“—yes,” Eddie interrupts before he’s even had enough time to consciously process any of the words—it’s just… it’s all he can do—to nod, to repeat that word over and over again. “Yes—yeah, yeah.”
“Oh, that’s it,” Buck concludes, triumphant—raspy, breathy, and fucked out—but triumphant, nonetheless.
“Uh-huh,” Eddie nods.
“That’s, uh—that’s two-hundred-and-thirty pounds last time I checked,” he says. “Nine inches,” he bites on the next grind. “You feel that, huh? All man, baby.”
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11 May 2026
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the punchline to the joke is asking "someone save us!" by drunkonyou
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
22 Feb 2026
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Christopher can’t do this. His hand is broken, his legs are going all shaky the way they do before they give out, and he’s barely in high school! He’s fifteen! He can’t even drive yet, probably won’t ever be able to, and he’s had to see his dad and Buck on the brink of death so many times since he was a kid that he’s starting to really get sick of it.
Christopher can’t do this. He can’t deliver a baby. Doesn’t it make any difference that he’s just fifteen?
or, A dead mall, a hostage situation, and a baby. This is not how Christopher planned on spending his last day of summer vacation.
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01 May 2026
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A deeply tired, ugly little part of Eddie wanted to know what would happen if he simply sat down on the apparatus floor and bled through his shirt. Would they notice then? Or would he have to actually pass out first?
He hated that thought as soon as he had it.
It wasn’t fair. They loved Buck because Buck was lovable, because he was family, because he had just been kidnapped and tortured and dragged through hell. Eddie loved him too. Maybe more than was good for him. Certainly more than was wise.
And if Eddie had made himself harder to care for, then that wasn’t on them.
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Now that we’ve survived the finale, I’ve decided to change part of my story and shift the flow a little. So to my loyal readers — you may want to start rereading from Chapter 9 so everything connects better from there.Bookmarked by nyltiak
19 Mar 2026
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After a career-ending injury ended his time in MLB, Eddie Diaz stayed close to the game by covering baseball for ESPN, learning how to watch instead of play. Now he’s been reassigned, temporarily, covering hockey, covering the Kings. Eight weeks of a sport that doesn’t know him. New rules. New experiences, New faces. No attachments.
Eddie’s lived long enough with pain to recognize when something is supposed to be simple, and never is.▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬
A 911 Hockey AU
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19 Mar 2026
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What if Buck and Eddie were both taken, and Eddie was used to make sure Buck would be Derek
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19 Mar 2026
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“Eddie,” Buck tries. “You could, uh… I get why you asked for two rooms, but maybe we should…” The bed is small. They’d be touching all night, and that would be bad, given what happened last night—it would be terrible; Buck definitely doesn’t want it.
He doesn’t want Eddie pressed against his chest, doesn’t want his soft, steady breath at his ear. He doesn’t want it so bad that he says, “Splitting up gets people killed in horror movies.”
Eddie’s answering smile is surprisingly soft. “We’re not in a horror movie, Buck.”
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They're in a horror movie. 9x13 alternate version.
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09 Mar 2026
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A night out irrevocably changes Eddie’s life for the worse, now he has to figure out a way to survive in the aftermath.
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22 Jan 2026
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Maggie nodded, but pressed her ear against the door to confirm, hearing fading movement on the other side and then, eventually, nothing.
Hopefully they were all gone and no one stayed behind to ambush them when they opened the door. She didn't think it was all that likely though, so the more important focus was getting out of the locker. Given that SWAT would arrive in under 20 minutes, however, she wasn't too worried at the moment.“You okay, OA?” Maggie heard Tiff ask, hesitancy in her voice.
She immediately spun around.
OA was standing in the corner with his head a few inches below the ceiling, eyes pressed shut, shoulders hunched slightly.Something was wrong.
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12 Jan 2026
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After performing their paso, Sam realises that Nikita is out of sorts, something which culminates in him collapsing at the entrance of the Clauditorium.
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30 Dec 2025
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"Logan had been sick, Gustavo even commented on his lack luster performance.
"Logan's fine! Right Logan?" Gustavo looked pointedly at the boy on the couch. As much as Logan wanted to go home and sleep off whatever had him like this, he'd rather not incur the wrath of Gustavo.
"Yeah, I'm fine!" Logan tried to muster up all the enthusiasm he could."
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Logan's sick but tries to push through, he ends up passing out and worrying everyone involved.
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24 Nov 2025
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Buck doesn’t take his hands off Eddie’s shoulders as he glances over to Athena and Nash, who are watching the display calibrate. “How’d we do?”
“See for yourself,” Athena says.
Bad, Eddie thinks.
But he can’t read her – doesn’t know what it’s going to say. For all he knows, he’s going to look up and the words Eddie Diaz Should Be Dead will be flashing across the screen. He half-expects it.
He wants to brace Buck for it, for the disappointment – wants to explain that whatever has screwed his compatibility scores till now, this one is all on Eddie.
“Oh, shit…” Buck whispers.
Eddie lifts his head, finally lets himself look, and then takes an inhale so sharp he tastes blood.
Oh, shit.
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the pacific rim au
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22 Nov 2025
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“We said we’d always have each other's backs, right?” Eddie quipped.
“This isn’t exactly what I had in mind,” Buck replied through gritted teeth.
Eddie’s low chuckle reverberated through his whole body, letting Buck feel it where he held onto him. “You’ve got this, man.”
“I hate you. So much.”
Eddie smiled, knowing full well it was a lie and, perhaps, enjoying seeing Buck squirm. It took every ounce of restraint Buck had in him not to stomp of Eddie’s foot. The only thing stopping him was the fact that he needed the stupid jerk to carry them through this.
As the crowd fell quiet at the announcers voice, Buck steeled himself. The ballroom was almost eerily silent before the first notes of music burst forth from the band.
“Remember to smile,” Eddie whispered so close to Buck’s ear he could feel his breath. Maybe Buck would step on his toes after all. As the dance began, Buck let out a shuddering breath.
It was time to face the music.
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The plan is for Eddie to go undercover at a ballroom dance competition to stop a string of murders. Buck hates this plan.
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29 Oct 2025
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After attending a veteran's event, Eddie Diaz finds himself fighting for his life. Buck tries everything he can to make sure Eddie comes home, holding himself together for Christopher, but slowly falling apart.
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Or in which Buck takes care of a hurt and traumatized Eddie where both of them start to realize what they actually mean to each other.
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13 Oct 2025
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After losing Bobby, Eddie starts pulling away. Buck thinks it’s grief. It’s not.
What Eddie doesn’t say: the migraines are getting worse. The scan wasn’t clean, and the countdown has already started.
He’ll fight. Quietly. Alone. Unless Buck figures it out first.
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- Part 5 of Two Birds on a wire
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06 Jul 2025
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“It’s not that he won’t talk,” Dr. Karim says. “It’s that he can’t. His brain is trying to protect him.”
But Eddie doesn’t feel protected. He feels trapped in his own skin, stuck in the space between panic and silence, where the words used to be.
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Or: After a near-fatal drowning call hits too close to home, Eddie loses his voice and Buck stays by his side as they search for what’s left unsaid.
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16 May 2025
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Victim… Monster… Predator… Prey - People throw those words around so easily. But things aren’t always that black and white.
Starts with an exploration of *that* scene from part 2 and a different take on the events.
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03 Mar 2025
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Sitting on that bench in the middle of the locker room at San Diego Fire Station 41, just minutes away from starting what would be his first shift as a candidate, Robby took a moment to take a deep breath and, while looking at the photos saved on his phone, he began to remember the important events that had taken place in the last three years that had led him to this point.
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- Part 1 of You're My Brother verse
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18 Feb 2025
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"Please..."
"Yes, yes," he interrupted his pleas. "I will help you, of course."
"Just...make it stop..."
Dad was kicking him harder and harder each time. Laughing at the pain in his face. At his trembling body. At his begging.
"I will," Silver's voice promised. "If you do everything I ask of you."
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18 Feb 2025
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Robby is trying to rebuild his life, coming to terms with being permanently cut off from Miyagi-Do, Daniel LaRusso, Sam, and his own father, who has now decided to play family with Miguel’s mother. Robby hopes that training at Cobra Kai will help him find his path and secure a better future.
Just as things start to feel like they’re falling into place, Terry Silver—Kreese’s old friend, joins the dojo as a Sensei. Robby quickly discovers that Silver offers him opportunities and a future he never thought possible. But it doesn’t take long for him to realize that these opportunities come with a heavy price, one that might leave him with no way out.
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17 Feb 2025
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It should've been a simple call. But when the "small fire in an apartment kitchen" turns into a collapse that traps Eddie as the fire continues to burn, Buck is forced to make an impossible choice to save the man he loves.
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03 Feb 2025