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This couldn't be happening. This had to be some horrible hallucination induced by the myriad of drugs forced into his system before the round. This wasn't real. No, please God, don't let this be real.
Till squeezed his eyes shut and took a stuttering breath. Silence. Eerie silence.
Why was it so quiet? Why had no sentinels come to put Till's collar back on and drag him away? Why was Ivan's lifeless body still here and not tossed in a pile somewhere with all the others who had been executed for the aliens' entertainment?
That had to mean this wasn't real, right?
But, Till could still feel the phantom of fingers around his throat, the ghost of desperate lips against his own, and when he opened his eyes again, he still saw pure white stained with crimson red, the sacred corrupted.
Ivan and Till are rescued after their round. Till must navigate the confusing feelings he's faced with in the aftermath.
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19 Apr 2025
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Someone needs to tell Till how to cope when the man who’d been in love with him in their past life no longer looks at him anymore.
Never mind. He doesn’t need to cope. He’ll grab that guy’s face with his own two hands and make him look at Till again.
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- Part 1 of 2T1L
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27 Jun 2024
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"Who?" Till's voice came out choked, barely audible. "Who is it, Ivan?"
Shame burned in Ivan's cheeks in contrast to the cold dread coiling in his chest. Each ragged breath felt like sandpaper against his raw vocal cords. "It's..." he started, then trailed off, the confession caught in his throat like another blooming petal.
Something flickered in Till's eyes. "Ivan, please," he pleaded, his voice cracking. "Just tell me. We can figure out something, they can love you back, you will be fine-" The desperation in Till's voice, raw and open, sent a fresh wave of pain through Ivan. He wanted nothing more than to confess but the words refused to leave his mouth.
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ivantill hanahaki au where they both know and still nothing changes because you can’t force anyone to fall in love and while till loves ivan, he isn’t IN love with him and the guilt kills him just the same as the flowers do for ivan. that I talked about on twitter yesterday (actually today at 12:46 am but close enough)
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- Part 4 of Ivantill brainrotting
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“In my opinion, if the person I love is happy with someone else, I wouldn’t try to break their relationship, that’s all.”
“That’s not what I’m doing!” he replied. “Ugh, never mind, someone like you wouldn’t understand anyway.”
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Aether wants to know more about Xiao and starts visiting him at Wangshu Inn everyday. Eventually, their relationship evolves into something else, as their feelings take shape. But can the last yaksha, cursed by demons and hated by life itself, attain happiness?...
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12 Jul 2021