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Aperture lets the light in by Conscious_ramblings
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
04 May 2026
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Shane and Ilya know each other vaguely from the kink scene, seeing each other at munches, play parties, in clubs. they have friends in common. Ilya is a well known Dom and Kink Photographer, and Shane is the prettiest sub that Ilya has ever seen.
Ilya is obsessed with Shane, the only problem is Shane hates Ilya. Ilya is too loud, too handsome, has too many different subs on his arm every week. And Shane isn't shy to let his best friends Rose and Hayden know just how annoying Ilya is.
In an effort to shut them both up Rose conspires with Svetlana to have Shane model for a photoshoot involving cane marks, and if she doesn't tell Shane that Ilya is the photographer then that must have just slipped her mind.
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Or the one where Ilya marks Shane with a cane and falls in love through a camera, while Shane falls in love in front of its lens.
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Yolanda finally looked back up at her. “I miss you.”
Trinity blinked.
Of all the things she’d expected, that wasn’t it.
“I miss… us,” Yolanda added, softer now. “What we had.”
OR: Yolanda chases Trinity this time around
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Zanka is afraid of showing Jabber an ordinary kind of affection, so he indulges himself in doing so only when the Raider is asleep.
Except he's not aware that Jabber is a very light sleeper.Or, 5 times where Zanka shows his fondness and +1 where he doesn't.
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The Things the Dead Leave Behind by S_D_Blackthorn
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
04 May 2026
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When Shane stops answering his phone, Ilya drives to Montreal expecting irritation, maybe a fight, maybe another one of Shane’s ridiculous explanations
Instead, he finds Shane dead in their bed.
After the funeral, Ilya tries desperately to survive the grief, leaning on teammates, family, and the life they built together. Then Shane starts appearing in places he shouldn’t be, asking Ilya to do small, ordinary things that slowly begin erasing their shared history from existence.
Ottawa disappears first.
Then the cottage.
Then the MLH.
Then Shane himself.
And somewhere beneath the unraveling nightmare waiting for him is the life Ilya Rozanov was supposed to have if he had never met Shane Hollander at all.
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Jaune Arc is a human in a world where humans are rare.
At Beacon Academy, that alone should have made him invisible.
Instead, a disastrous night in Vale ensures he becomes unforgettable—for all the wrong reasons—when he embarrasses himself in front of a lioness Faunus, who laughs instead of walking away.
Yang Xiao Long remembers everything.
And when initiation begins, she makes a choice that no one else understands… least of all him.
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Now, they were in a bit of a honeymoon period. They’d had sex several times a day for the last two weeks. Always, with Aziraphale inside Crowley. Sometimes slow, sometimes fast. Always with love, and devotion, and mutual pleasure.
All because Crowley had been brave enough to ask for it that first night.
Aziraphale stroked his thumb down Crowley’s shoulder. “I’m so proud of you, Crowley,” he whispered into the night.
And with that, and a tender kiss to Crowley’s brow, Aziraphale settled in for sleep, himself.
Little did he know, that’s where things first began to go wrong.
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- Part 42 of What Is Owed, and What Is Given
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Reached the Bottom by Calypso (Calypso_theseawitch)
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
19 Apr 2026
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The war was won… or so they believed. Bellatrix Lestrange survived. And in her wake, she left the world broken...stripped of magic, choked into silence.
Now, a new prophecy rises from the ashes. The Fates have chosen their champion: Neville Longbottom.
But this is not the boy who once stood in defiance. Years into a new war that never should have begun, Neville is no hero... only a ghost of one. Grief has hollowed him out. Hope has long since abandoned him. He doesn’t fight to win anymore… only to endure.Until one night. One impossible encounter, drags something buried back to the surface.
A face from his past. A spark in the dark. And perhaps… the key to pulling him from the abyss before it consumes him whole. -
Hollywood Blow Job Guy & the Dinosaur, or: Hollanov Build a Chosen Family by doctor_roc_roger
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Apr 2026
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What if Shane Hollander got on his knees in a dirty club bathroom in LA, and got more than an orgasm out of it? What if he also made a friend who helped him stand up for himself?
What if Ilya Rozanov had his very own pet dinosaur?
What if Scott and Kip met differently?
What if the queer NHL hockey players found each other sooner, and had each other's backs?
What if they didn't have to navigate self-discovery, queer love, and homophobia on their own, and what if they all got to come out on their own terms?
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A funny, sweet, and (briefly!) angsty story about unexpected connections and the power of queer friendship. Told through characters' POVs and text history.Series
- Part 2 of HR unlikely friendships
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2014 Shane and Ilya make queer friends
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Select All by Regolith (metonym)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 May 2026
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Anyway, Shane didn't remember exactly what was in the folder ... But he knew they were all good shots of him.
He hastily clicked open the folder, his eyes barely glancing through the dozen or so shots there, vaguely registering a picture with a sunset background from his condo balcony, something of him laughing, a picture of him working at his laptop with his glasses on...
The director called him again, and he shook his head, the photos blurring. Whatever. It would have to do.
He clicked "select all," then the messages icon, then Rozanov's name. Hit send.
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Or: When never-hooked-up Shane and Ilya have to collaborate on a league charity project, Shane accidentally sends Ilya a nude.
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The one where Shane accidentally sends a nude to just-colleague Ilya, much video sex ensues. They catch feelings and go on a secret vacation to Iceland. Shane and his info packets, Ilya pretending to like fishing.
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Mike’s best friends are Lucas and Dustin. He doesn’t generally like a lot of people and he trusts even less. So, when he runs into a mysterious boy during a routine crawl in the Upside Down, Mike is immediately wary, especially when the boy keeps trying to convince Mike that he’s his best friend. Who even is Will Byers anyway?
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the vampire's kiss by smootiers
Fandoms: เพียงเธอ | Only You (Thailand TV 2025), ใจซ่อนรัก | The Secret of Us (TV 2024), ใจซ่อนรัก | The Secret of Us (TV 2024) RPF
11 Apr 2026
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police officer lingling kwong is a childhood friend of vampire twins orm cullen and korn cullen, having been secretly in love with korn since they were young, unaware that orm is in love with her, and also without knowing that they are both vampires. the sisters are very different: korn has a tomboy style, is funny, protective, and a bit laid-back. orm is a forensic doctor, sweet, delicate, studious and intelligent.
when orm cullen returns after finishing her degree, lingling's heart is stirred and haunted by the two twin sisters in opposite ways. at the same time, lingling kwong is a police officer in charge of investigating a series of strange attacks involving victims with bite marks in the small town of forks.
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feel when I question(my skin starts to burn) by waffletastical
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
07 Apr 2026
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“Will, you and Mike? Are nothing like me and Tammy. Sure, she was pretty and talented even when no one else thought so. But I knew her for the extent of freshman year, and from what I hear? You two have been joined at the hip since you were kids.” He took in a sharp inhale, Will could tell she was holding back her words.
“I know you might think it’s crazy, Will. But you have to consider if Mike is.. just your Mike. Just think about it, okay Byers?”
Or, the party(and its extended members) gearing up to face the Mind Flayer and finally eliminate Vecna, but Will Byers and his unsevered connection to the hivemind and arguably unsevered feelings for Mike Wheeler complicate everything.
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- Part 2 of byler? no thanks. byler endgame ♡
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Oh I'm Tricky But You Figured Me Out by TigerCrossbow
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Mar 2026
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Based on a tumblr post from @notahungrywish, ending with:
Just Shane casually assuming he'll always have to share and never be enough for Ilya and Ilya horrified to realize just how resigned Shane is to assuming Ilya will never be satisfied with him the way Shane is with Ilya.
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- Part 1 of Not a Safe Bet, But You're All In
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Shane thinks Ilya is cheating
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“Why did you want me to meet you here today?” Shane asked. When he’d heard the request, he’d had the same thought as Jared. Was he trying to rub it in? One last chance to retaliate for a long ago rejection?
Shane had almost made it to Rozanov’s room that night in the hotel in Toronto. But when the elevator doors opened, Shane’s feet had stayed glued to the ground.
He’d been so afraid of ruining everything, only to have it ruined for him barely a year later.
Shane does not hook up with Ilya in Toronto. Six years later, his hockey career is long over and he has found a new calling that puts his media training, and his pretty face, to good use.
Consider this a remix of sorts.
Content warnings: homophobia and associated use of slurs
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First Time For Everything by percyisasmartass
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 May 2026
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It was one time.
Statistically, condoms had a 98% success rate when used properly. That meant that the condom packet had to have been perfectly sealed, the latex itself had to have no tears or degradation in the material, and it had to be worn as directed.
So why?
Why did it feel like the universe was saying fuck you in big bold letters and giving him double birds at the same time?
So why did the blue lines and the pregnant on the two tests sound so fucking fake?
Or: Where Shane finds out he's pregnant after their first time together in 2013 despite wearing protection, because the universe loves to fuck with him.
Set in Omegaverse. Tags will be updated as story progresses.
(Will be updated every 3-4 days, opposite of The Fertility Face-Off. Updated: May 1st)
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Could Rose ever dream up a seaside town that Shane would retire to? Could Rose ever crack the lock of Shane Hollander’s heart that was so heavily guarded due to years of hiding and perfectionism? Would she ever memorize poetry in every language just to make sense of Shane and all the atoms that he was made up of?
or, a meditative character study of Ilya Rozanov as he grapples with the aftermath of the tuna melt scene
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Rumi touched her fingers to her ribs. She could feel the heat radiating from her skin, even through her clothes. A distant, miserable part of her said, this is going to hurt.
She pushed her fingers down.
The rib shifted.
The thing about telling one very big lie is that it requires a foundation of hundreds of smaller lies to hold it up, lies such as "I'm fine," and "nothing's broken," and "it doesn't hurt."
Rumi finds this out the hard way.
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“You don’t understand shit!” Ilya explodes. “There is no way this is happening to me. I didn’t know. And now they’re telling me I have to push a dead kid out of me like this is normal.”
[ilya deals with the loss of a child he never knew was his]
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Cliff's Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Week (Is Probably Going Better Than Ilya's) by petroltogo
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Apr 2026
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It figures that even half-way across the world Ilya's dick manages to ruin Cliff's day. The real surprise is that it isn't the only dick involved in this mess.
Featuring an ill-timed outing, a supportive but clueless team trying its best, panicking over Russia's LGBTQ laws, too many group chats, an unhinged 3am brainstorming session on how to get your captain a new citizenship (asking for a friend) and Roz' inability to answer his fucking phone.
Or: Ilya disappears in Sochi. Half-way across the world his team does its best to help. Their best is more than anyone could have foreseen.
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- Part 1 of maximal confusion, some believability
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