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Eddie's the star pitcher of the 118's intramural softball team. Buck is the assistant coach who has a few pointers for him.
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14 Jun 2025
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“You’re going to be a great father someday,” Eddie says eventually, because he’s worse than he used to be and Buck’s reverent eyes make him feel—they just make him feel.
“Eddie, I—”
“You are,” he repeats, firm. “Don’t you think I’d know better than anyone?”
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14 Jun 2025
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It’s kind of like upturned dinghies in the sea. You see the bottom of them, but not the whole thing. Never the whole thing. It’s hidden underneath the surface, for words aren’t enough to really explain what’s going on.
But upturned dinghies in the sea are enough.
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OR Eddie pines while Buck dates Natalia.
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11 Aug 2024
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“I’m gonna come,” Buck gasps, closer to a broken plea than a warning, “Eddie, I’m gonna—”
So Eddie has no choice but to stop him.
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08 Jul 2024
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“Why would I laugh?” Eddie asks, too dazed still from the way he’s so abruptly surrounded by Buck.
Eddie can feel the way Buck licks his lips against the side of Eddie’s neck, the brush of his lips a feather touch at the movement. “I might be… Wearing a butt plug.” The words are so mumbled that Eddie’s brain has trouble making sense of them, especially since…
“You’re what?”
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03 Jul 2024
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There are these collections of moments that never escape Buck’s notice, a pattern of behaviors and wants and almosts that have Buck wondering if maybe… maybe Eddie is holding something back from him.
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- Part 25 of Kinktober 2021
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02 Jul 2024
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“Nightmare?” Eddie asks, because that’s a perfectly reasonable conclusion to draw from Buck’s words. He’s handing Buck the perfect lie on a silver platter; all he has to do is say yes, to pull any one of his straight flush of trauma cards, and Eddie will give his shoulder a reassuring squeeze, invite him home for dinner, and the matter will be dropped.
“No, no,” he says instead, “the opposite.”or: eddie makes buck's dreams come true
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01 Jul 2024
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Much to Buck’s continued mortification, it doesn’t end there. Eddie keeps finding every opportunity to praise him, whether on his appearance, or his cooking, or his actions on a call, and Buck’s body keeps responding like that of a horny teenager.
For the life of him, he can’t seem to figure out if Eddie’s always been this verbally appreciative, or if something has changed. It’s not like Eddie never says nice things to him, but this feels bigger somehow, more intentional. He watches the rest of the team surreptitiously whenever it happens at work, and nobody else seems to have any reaction whatsoever to Eddie saying things like, ‘you’re so good at that,’ when Buck does something as simple as successfully flipping a pancake in a frying pan.
or: eddie starts complimenting buck...a lot. surely he has no ulterior motive.
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01 Jul 2024
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when i think about you (i touch myself) by glorious_spoon for fraddit
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
01 Apr 2024
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The guy's other hand comes into the frame, and Eddie blinks. There's a tattoo on his forearm: black script against pale skin. And that doesn't mean anything, necessarily. Plenty of people have tattoos there, and it's too far away for him to actually read the words.
But he recognizes it.
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Or: the one where Eddie stumbles across Buck's old amateur porn, prompting a series of belated realizations on both their parts.
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28 Jun 2024
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“Dad?”
“Yeah?”
Christopher is quiet for a moment, mouth twisting up like he’s trying to find the right words. “Why didn’t you tell me you were going on a date?”
Eddie’s not proud of choking on his spit, but—well, he does that, right in his son’s doorway.
...or, no, of course that wasn’t a date. Wait. Was that a date?
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28 Jun 2024
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Eddie’s eyes snap open. It would be comical, the way he goes from lying down to fully sitting up in a matter of a second, but it’s—surely that couldn’t have—did that just—
He ghosts his fingers over his own lips, and—yeah, yeah, he’s pretty sure Buck just kissed him.
...or, an accidental kiss situation that Karen is somehow dragged into.
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28 Jun 2024
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Eddie’s eyes snap open. It would be comical, the way he goes from lying down to fully sitting up in a matter of a second, but it’s—surely that couldn’t have—did that just—
He ghosts his fingers over his own lips, and—yeah, yeah, he’s pretty sure Buck just kissed him.
...or, an accidental kiss situation that Karen is somehow dragged into.
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28 Jun 2024
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He squeezes Buck’s bare, sun warmed skin before he drops the contact, and strolls over to where Chim and Tommy are waiting.
If he stands a little too close to his teammate, well. He’ll never admit it.
Buck comes back into his line of vision, already back to looking like he’s a second away from stomping off the court.
Eddie’s giddy with it.
…or, how an elbow to the face changes everything.
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28 Jun 2024
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Eddie considers downloading Grindr. He’s not gay, he thinks, but curiosity killed the cat after all. It would kill Eddie’s curiosity, that’s for sure, shoot it point-blank and then Eddie can go to work in two days not feeling like he’s been wrung out on a washing line.
He shoves the thought down his throat until it’s stuck in his oesophagus and swallows. He showers, changes into sweatpants and an old shirt from the academy and climbs into bed. He fiddles around on social media, and texts Buck to let him know he’s home and in bed and when Buck doesn’t reply, Eddie decides no, absolutely not, and rolls over and goes to bed.
Eddie walks in on Buck hooking up with a guy from Grindr. He's really normal about it.
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25 Jun 2024
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all this bitching and moaning. by chaa_kiao
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
23 Jun 2024
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His door creaks. “Alex.”
Henry. Fresh tears splash over his cheeks. “Since when do you ignore my boundaries?”
“Since you—” Henry sputters. “For Christ’s sake, I haven’t allowed myself a single shred of hope in four years, can you blame me for not being able to stand it?”
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Alex’s sexuality—straight—is the punchline of most Super Six jokes. He starts figuring out why that bothers him so much.
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23 Jun 2024
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The thing Frank said in their first session that kind of stuck was that it’s okay if Shannon wasn’t the love of his life. It’s okay that he loved her, but he might love somebody else more in the future. Moving on is proof of growing.
So, that’s what Eddie has been doing. Moving on.
But then, that meant Eddie had to abandon the belief he should be finding Christopher a mother, and start thinking about what he wanted.
Which opened a whole new can of worms.
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On Buck's birthday, things start to look up. It's all uphill from there.
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23 Jun 2024
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The dying light catches the hair on Buck’s stomach, glinting where it smatters across the firm, broad planes of his belly—Eddie resolutely does not pay heed to his monkey brain’s kneejerk response of bite—crowding thick and snaking down into the waistband of his shorts. Eddie’s not going to pass out, he’s going to die.
“Eds,” Buck grins, catching sight of him. “Ready to get your ass handed to you?” He scoops up the basketball resting on the bench, letting it twirl effortlessly on a fingertip. Eddie is not going to pass out or die, God doesn’t love him enough for either of those things, Eddie is going to chub into the world’s least concealable boner in these baggy-ass shorts that won’t hide shit and then he’s going to have to ask Chim’s friends to mercy-kill him.
or, buck's good at basketball, eddie's trying really hard not to commit an act of public indecency about it, and maybe, just maybe, a slightly bloody beachside pick-up game can be the start of something new
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21 Jun 2024
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Buck kind of liked not jerking off.
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19 Jun 2024
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“I feel fucking explosive, Buck. Like I’m about to go off at any second. I don’t want you caught in my mess.”
His eyes sting. At the very least, Buck contains the sound of it in his voice. “Eddie, I don’t know if you’ve noticed,” he replies, “but I already am.”
Eddie self-implodes. Christopher, seeking refuge, flees to Buck—whose priorities amount to, in varying order: take in the kid, get Eddie to talk to him, and keep the three of them afloat in the process. (Oh, and Tommy’s there too. He thinks.)
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19 Jun 2024
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i'm wide awake (i crave your taste) by tawaifeddiediaz for madamewriterofwrongs
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
14 Jun 2022
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Buck and Eddie take advantage of an empty house.
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- Part 1 of middle of the night
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17 Jun 2024