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    They called him the band’s most reliable beta. Level-headed. Steady.
    He hadn’t corrected anyone.
    Not once in all these years.
    Because Seungmin wasn’t a beta.
    And the system only worked…
    if nobody ever found out.

    (Or: Seungmin is known as the reliable, no-nonsense beta of the band — precise, calm, and always in control. But beneath the surface, a steady use of suppressants and scent patches lies a carefully guarded secret.)

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    15 Mar 2026

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    Seungmin isn’t a queasy person. He can rub someone’s back if they are sick, put a bandaid on a cut, see a broken bone - but when it’s himself practically gushing blood, he feels nauseous. He usually feels nauseous during panic attacks, so even if he wasn’t bleeding, he would puke anyway.

    He spills his guts on top of the shards. He feels like he’s choking and breaking and dying. Everything hurts.

    Why is life so difficult these days?

     

    Or, Seungmin is trying too hard, and his members don't notice - some more than others.

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    21 Oct 2025

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    He misses a step when they run through the first bit, a small beat behind everyone else.

    "Seungmin!" Minho's voice sharp and demanding, enough to cut through the music. “Again. Focus!"

    Seungmin flinches. The tightness in his throat coming back full force, his stomach twisting into anxious knots.

    He doesn't understand why Minho is so harsh but it's clear he has a special extra hatred for Seungmin.

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    When Seungmin is accepted into Asia’s top university on a scholarship, he decides to take the opportunity to move into the dorms and out of his dad's house.
    He doesn’t plan on ever going back home, doesn’t expect to nearly die when he does. And he definitely doesn’t expect Lee Minho to be the one to find him on the brink of death in an alley way on New Year’s Day.
    Lee Minho—the guy who makes it very clear he hates him.

    Seungmin can only hope he’ll keep his secret.

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    10 Oct 2025

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    Minho's cat has been missing for three months. He's looked absolutely everywhere, walked the whole neighborhood more times than he can count, talked to more neighbors than he ever would have in his life otherwise. Even set up a little shelter with a camera outside his door in case Doongie comes back.
    As it turns out, he was looking in the wrong place. He should have been scrolling through Instagram, since his Doongie was catnapped by a kpop idol.

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    18 Aug 2025

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    One fateful day, Felix walks in on Jisung and Changbin discussing a new song Chan's writing and how Jisung hopes it isn't another song for Felix, leading to Felix finding out that Chan has written several songs for him. Unfortunately, Chan won't tell him what songs he wrote for Felix, making him guess two of the songs in five guesses. While Felix struggles to figure out what songs Chan would write for him, old feelings begin to resurface...

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    04 Aug 2025