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    He looked tired, and worn, and nothing like Idol Sung Hanbin looked. He was just Hanbin, the one hiding from his problems (read: his crawling suspicion that he’s in love with his best friend) in the bathroom as the rest of the group drinks and parties outside. Muffled music with— was that Ricky?— singing overtop it.

    Hao and Hanbin are announced as the candidates for po1 in the debut line up. It’s perfect, it’s all they could have asked for but then Hao kisses Hanbin’s neck. Everything changes, they crumble…they build it all back up again.

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    11 Dec 2023

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    Zhang Hao finds himself kind of liking the idea of it. Of being…traditional like that. Of Hanbin coming home from another stressful day at work, exhausted from being the terminal people-pleaser that he is, while Zhang Hao can treat him to an evening of relaxation. Relaxation is a word that doesn’t crop up often in Hanbin’s vocabulary. He thinks it’s time to change that.

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    10 Dec 2023

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    He should say no. Out of every request that he’s acquiesced to in his life, every time he’s capitulated out of the goodness of his heart, if any appeal should be met with a rare, resounding no, it’s this one. Except unlike every time before, Hanbin wants to say yes. And he is so tired of fighting what he wants. In this singular moment where the impeccable, perfect, helpful, caring, kind Sung Hanbin and his own raw desires overlap — he’s rendered helpless.

    Hanbin's fall from grace starts with an innocuous offer, a bizarre boy, and a catastrophic love.

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    16 Sep 2023

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    There is something to be said about Hanbin’s discipline.

    Zhang Hao admires how much of it Hanbin has—even more than that he finds it incredibly appealing. So when Hanbin offers it in the form of devotion, Hao is more than happy to take it.

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    16 Sep 2023

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    “Working out for anxiety makes sense, actually.” Taerae speaks slowly, so slowly. “I thought you were just insane and narcissistic and you like the way you look in tight-fitting shirts.”

    A laugh sputters out of Matthew’s lips, a real one. “I mean, that too,” he jokes, and even through the darkness, he can see Taerae’s teeth when he smiles. “But yeah. I… yeah.”

    Taerae’s thumb makes a careful circle around his nipple again. Matthew shivers but before he can push into it, Taerae murmurs, “Arms above your head, Matthew-yah.”

    Matthew's having a bad night. Taerae helps him through it.

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    16 Aug 2023