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    He looked tired, and worn, and nothing like Idol Sung Hanbin looked. He was just Hanbin, the one hiding from his problems (read: his crawling suspicion that he’s in love with his best friend) in the bathroom as the rest of the group drinks and parties outside. Muffled music with— was that Ricky?— singing overtop it.

    Hao and Hanbin are announced as the candidates for po1 in the debut line up. It’s perfect, it’s all they could have asked for but then Hao kisses Hanbin’s neck. Everything changes, they crumble…they build it all back up again.

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    11 Dec 2023

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    Zhang Hao finds himself kind of liking the idea of it. Of being…traditional like that. Of Hanbin coming home from another stressful day at work, exhausted from being the terminal people-pleaser that he is, while Zhang Hao can treat him to an evening of relaxation. Relaxation is a word that doesn’t crop up often in Hanbin’s vocabulary. He thinks it’s time to change that.

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    10 Dec 2023

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    He should say no. Out of every request that he’s acquiesced to in his life, every time he’s capitulated out of the goodness of his heart, if any appeal should be met with a rare, resounding no, it’s this one. Except unlike every time before, Hanbin wants to say yes. And he is so tired of fighting what he wants. In this singular moment where the impeccable, perfect, helpful, caring, kind Sung Hanbin and his own raw desires overlap — he’s rendered helpless.

    Hanbin's fall from grace starts with an innocuous offer, a bizarre boy, and a catastrophic love.

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    16 Sep 2023

  4. Public Bookmark 47

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    There is something to be said about Hanbin’s discipline.

    Zhang Hao admires how much of it Hanbin has—even more than that he finds it incredibly appealing. So when Hanbin offers it in the form of devotion, Hao is more than happy to take it.

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    16 Sep 2023

  5. Public Bookmark 68

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    “Working out for anxiety makes sense, actually.” Taerae speaks slowly, so slowly. “I thought you were just insane and narcissistic and you like the way you look in tight-fitting shirts.”

    A laugh sputters out of Matthew’s lips, a real one. “I mean, that too,” he jokes, and even through the darkness, he can see Taerae’s teeth when he smiles. “But yeah. I… yeah.”

    Taerae’s thumb makes a careful circle around his nipple again. Matthew shivers but before he can push into it, Taerae murmurs, “Arms above your head, Matthew-yah.”

    Matthew's having a bad night. Taerae helps him through it.

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    16 Aug 2023

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    Mystery Work

    Part of stained red carpet
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    13 Aug 2023

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    And then underneath that sticky note was a pink one that said—

    I think I’m falling in love with Zhang Hao.

    Wait, what?

    An anonymous confession box takes the Boys Planet dorm by storm. It’s all fun and games until Hanbin discovers he has competition—and he doesn’t mean on the show.

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    31 May 2023

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    31 May 2023

  9. Public Bookmark 19

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    Matthew grabs his hand quickly, lightly squeezing it between his own. “So then take a chance.”

    Jiwoong wants to. He wants to so badly. But he is so close to finally achieving the fame he’s craved for years. What will he choose?

    Matthew, who makes him happy beyond belief, who can kiss and touch and fuck and love like no one he’s been with before.

    Debut, so close and yet so far away, fame, even for two and a half short years, endless possibilities to come after with his newly acquired credentials.

    The choice is so hard and yet so easy to make.

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    29 May 2023

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    Realizing he has feelings for Matthew feels like he’s coming up for air.

    Realizing he might also have feelings for Zhang Hao feels like he then got punched in the chest.

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    05 May 2023

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    “Think of it as a hobby,” Donghyuck had said one afternoon while they were walking along campus, slurping obnoxiously at his coffee. “Fun, a way to relieve stress and no actual commitment, we can quit at any time it becomes boring.” Renjun had liked the idea of that, no commitment just fun (and a ton of orgasms forthcoming.)

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    05 May 2023

  12. Public Bookmark 46

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    When you're alive, there's never really truly quiet, you can't escape the sound of your heart, of the blood traveling through your veins. You have the constant reminder that some things are outside of your control. Being undead means that you chose silence.

    (He was a vampire. He wanted to get over his codependent, homo-erotic friendship. Can I make it any more obvious?)

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    02 May 2023

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    “Any notes?” Jiwoong asks, looking at Matthew’s face instead of his phone. It’s weird, having two Jiwoong’s in the same field of view—the Jiwoong on screen is looking at the love interest with absolute adoration, and the Jiwoong on Matthew’s bed is looking at Matthew the exact same way. “Thoughts, comments, questions?”

    Matthew can’t look away from Jiwoong’s face, but he knows if the tension persists, then he’s going to die. So he does the next best thing; “Why do you kiss with your eyes open?” Matthew blurts stupidly, half-laughing as if it’s a joke and not a desperate hail mary.

    Fortunately, it works; the teasing smirk freezes on Jiwoong’s face and slowly cracks away. Unfortunately, the cracking reveals an expression that’s somehow worse; affronted, hurt, and challenging. “Why don’t you?” Jiwoong asks, and Matthew knows right away that he’s fucked it all to hell.

    Or; Matthew thinks it’s weird to kiss with your eyes open. Jiwoong is determined to change his mind.

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    02 May 2023

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    “Jiwoong hyung.”

    When Jiwoong hears that, he thinks it’s one of the younger kids that's calling him. Like Hanbin or Taerae. Or Ricky. Gyuvin or Gun Wook or Yujin.

    He’s certainly not expecting Matthew Seok.

    Or the fic where Matthew finally manages to call Jiwoong by his real name. And Jiwoong doesn’t like it and tries to subtly tell Matthew.

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    02 May 2023

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    “You can call me hyung,” Jiwoong said with a laugh, returning the warm handshake. “And,” he sheepishly added, “I’m sorry for answering the door dressed like that. I’m sure it didn’t make the best first impression.”

    “Jiwoong hyung,” Matthew corrected with a giggle, Jiwoong suddenly finding himself the focus of Matthew’s brilliant, bright smile. “Please don’t apologize, the view was actually pretty good.” The quick wink Matthew threw at him made Jiwoong’s cheeks heat. “I look forward to living with you!”

    Strangely, so was Jiwoong.

    or,

    oh my god they were roommates; mattwoong edition

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    02 May 2023

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    Junhui isn’t nearly as drunk as his friends; unfortunately, they’re the ones selecting his punishment for having lost miserably at this party game.

    “Kiss someone,” Seokmin slurrily suggests.

    “Hook up with someone!” Jeonghan corrects.

    “With Minghao!”

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    07 Mar 2023

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    “Can’t we just be like, friends who exclusively hook up with each other? Isn’t that a thing?” Seungkwan asks.

    Hansol nods. “That sounds like it should definitely be a thing.”

    “Okay. Then we’re that,” Seungkwan decides, raising his popsicle up to knock against Hansol’s at their decision. A cheers, of sorts.

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    Hansol and Seungkwan are very certain that they're not dating, but no one else they know is.

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    07 Mar 2023

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    Johnny has a problem.

    Well, it’s not a problem per se, but admitting that he has a fascination with his roommate’s sex life feels like a step too far. Well, really, he’s getting ahead of himself. He doesn’t have a fascination with Taeyong’s sex life. He’s just confused by it. Or something like that.

    Taeyong is an alpha who solely fucks other alphas. Johnny can’t stop thinking about it.

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    04 Feb 2023

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    Yeonjun looks at him funny. “Fine. Fine. If you succeed in convincing my family we’re dating, then fine. I’ll fucking leave and you won’t have to ever see me again.”

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    23 Jan 2023

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    “I’m trying to help you become dominant, not become a robot, Jungwoo,” Dongyoung laughs, reaching his hand up to cup around the back of Jungwoo’s head. Just for a second, Jungwoo closes his eyes and smiles as he leans back into Dongyoung’s hand. Dongyoung realizes that this is going to be a lot harder than he thought.

    (Jungwoo asks Dongyoung for advice and Dongyoung teaches by example.)

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    22 Jan 2023

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