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    He swoons against Cas, who jostles him off with an exaggerated eyeroll, but Dean just commits to the joke even more and winds up with his head in Cas’ lap. “This makes it very difficult to garden,” Cas says seriously, but the softness of Dean’s face likewise softens his voice, and he knows Dean doesn’t believe him. Not a single part of him could bear to give this up.

    Not yet, thinks Cas. Not yet.

    or: post-empty, cas creates problems on purpose.

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    Dean is not okay, and he doesn’t try to hide it anymore. He wants to bring Cas back, and he won’t let anything stop him. He’s willing to threaten, to hurt — others or himself. He pushes away the people who care about him, convinced his toxic presence will ruin their new, free lives. But they refuse to let him go.

    Meanwhile, Castiel is awake in the Empty. Something is keeping him from rest. The last remnants of his angelic grace reach for the only piece of him left on Earth — a piece that is broken, shattered, but still longing for him.

    This is a story of second chances, of fighting your demons, and finally allowing yourself to be free. The brothers set out on one last hunt, ready to claim the life they never thought possible.

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    01 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 90

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    Facing our worst hits might just be the key to finding our true happiness.

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    a spn post-canon fix it in which dean goes to the empty to save cas, and learns a few things along the way.

    …or the one where dean realizes he’s been in love the whole time by reliving it all to save cas

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    01 Dec 2025

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    Castiel's death hits Dean with a finality that leaves him drowning. Drowning in grief, in regret, in self-loathing, in heartbreak, in liquor. So when he stumbles across Lilly Sunder's notes on angels and, subsequently, a passage mentioning a gate to opening the Empty, he is determined to get Cas back.

    No matter the cost.

    Three weeks after Cas' return from the Empty, he is slowly healing from what the spell to retrieve him took. Three weeks after Cas' return, omens of angels and demons are scattered around the country. Three weeks after Cas' return, the Empty is bleeding.

    Dean swore he would get Cas back no matter the cost. And he has, at the cost of endangering the balance of life and the afterlives. Dean has learned from dying and being the one left behind that it is easy to die for someone, but it is much harder to face the costs of surviving alongside them.

    Even so, this time, Dean will not watch Cas die. And Cas has not and will not ever allow the same.

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    01 Dec 2025

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    Dean and Castiel knew making it through Purgatory was never going to be easy, not with the monsters bearing down on them and all their issues too. What they weren’t expecting was the world they found when they got out. For the Dean/Cas 2012 Big Bang.

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    29 Nov 2025