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The boy left Maki behind, alone in the ashes of the forest who was no longer one, and like how pain strikes after a bandaid is ripped, he felt his heart shatter. Harua was like that, a bandage who had hid the sorrow away for a few minutes of conversation, leaving the wound merely sore and forgotten. The pain came back throbbing as soon as he went down the hill.
or, Maki lost his home to a forests fire and Harua is new in town.
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The one where Ilya is Shane's TA for Intro to Russian Literature and Shane is still a hockey boy.
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22 Dec 2025
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Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.
The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.
It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.
There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.
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Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.
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“I don’t know,” Nicholas tries to explain, “I mean, like, I haven’t even seen you two kiss.”
And that’s true, he hasn’t seen it. But he keeps picturing them in his mind. He can’t stop. Some days it’s all he thinks about, and not just kissing.
Fuma and Euijoo look at each other. They communicate with their eyes. Euijoo smiles, and then they’re both leaning in and meeting in the middle for a brief, chaste kiss.
The world doesn’t end.
Fuma turns to him. “Happy?”
Against all odds, Euijoo and Fuma start dating. Maybe a live demonstration will cure Nicholas of his disbelief.
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“They’re going to get tired of us…leading them on.”
Matthew frowned, “we’re not leading anyone on, we’re just joking.”
“But at this rate you’re leading me on! And I can’t-” Taerae started, regretting it the moment the words slipped past his lips.
Taerae’s had enough of the fan service, and Matthew thinks it’s because he’s finally seen right through him.
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"It'll only be temporary," Euijoo said. "It'll be easy," Euijoo said.
In which Fuma learns that fostering a cat hybrid isn't always quite so simple.
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Anything in this court can be taken away by the Emperor and his closest ministers, if they so pleased, so Hao had long given up on the thought of having something that was truly hers.
Hanbin is definitely what comes closest to that, though.
or: As a concubine at the Emperor’s court, Hao had never expected to meet someone like Hanbin, who holds her so delicately, smiles at her with such sweet eyes, and who teaches her the most important lesson—that love can truly bloom anywhere.
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Hao squeezes his hands. Takes a deep breath. “What I’m trying to say is that Hanbin is still in love with you. And I like you too. And I know you’ve been sad since the end of the show, even though you’re really good at hiding it when you want to be. So I was thinking maybe … it could be the three of us.”
Matthew’s jaw drops open. Okay, yep. Definitely a dream.
It's starts and stops, it's trial and error, but they're making it work—the three of them.
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“I guess I’ll end up running into him then.”
Gyuvin is turning to go get Gunwook’s coffee for real this time, but he pauses, turning back over his shoulder. Gunwook knows what he wants to hear: that Matthew will be excited to see him.
Instead, Gyuvin says:
“We’ll see. That might only happen if he decides he wants you to find him.”
or: Matthew, Gunwook, and the summer Gunwook comes home.
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“Right… yeah, so, uh…” He clears his throat. “Does this… change things?”
“Change what?”
“Like… are we still…” Taerae trails off, “Best friends?”
“Yeah, of course, you’re still my best friend even if your dick’s been in my mouth,” Matthew says, “A little dick sucking never ruined a friendship, right?”
Sure maybe a little dick sucking never ruined a friendship, but kissing his best friend's boyfriend while said best friend was sucking his dick certainly wasn't best friend behavior
[or: In which, Taerae panics that he’s the problem in someone else’s love story, but joke’s on him, it’s his love story too. He just hasn't realized it yet.]
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It’s quite simple, really: they had already started planning this vacation way before they decided (mutually! thank you very much!) to break up. That was months ago. And now they’re just friends. Good friends, even. And they will still be friends after this. They might as well make the most of it.
The story of Kim Taerae, Seok Matthew, and their two-week long romantic Europe holiday. One minor detail, though: they are no longer together.
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Nico shows no signs of backing down, so Euijoo groans, quick and garbled so Nico can’t catch exactly what she says, “Idon’tliketouchingmyself.”
“Wow.” Nico blinks. “That’s crazy. Thanks for sharing.”
And Euijoo wants to grab Nico by the ears and spin her around then proceed to toss her out the dorm balcony, Olympic-hammer-throw style. Unfortunately, she doesn’t have the muscles for such a feat.
“Are you happy now—“
“So why don’t you just touch me?”
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Renowned cello performer Byun Euijoo decides to start teaching during his hiatus, but his student’s parent is being weirdly evasive and mysterious. Also, he can’t stop thinking about his old high school sweetheart.
Or: the classical musicians & adopted daughter AU no one asked for.
Bookmarked by queercitizen
28 Mar 2025
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cried and cried and cried this is so sweet
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“Break up vacation. C’mon, baby,” Ricky had simpered in that horribly annoying tone of his. “You deserve to let off some steam after losing the dead weight, and I need a tan and someone to keep me company.”
“You’re paying,” Gyuvin said, giving into the firm press of Ricky’s thumbs working against his traps.
“Of course. Daddy always takes care of you.”
Ricky got hit after that, but they also booked their vacation. A full week, right after Christmas. New Years on a beach instead of knee deep in snow, Gyuvin could never say no to that. He can never say no to Ricky, period.
(OR: Gyuvin goes on vacation and all he gets is gayer (and heatstroke!))
Bookmarked by queercitizen
06 Mar 2025
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reading this everyday for the rest of my life
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Nicholas rolls his eyes, the corner of his mouth pulling upwards into—and Euijoo hates to say it, because it sounds like a fucking cliche, and he is so not that kind of boy—but it’s a smirk. Wang Nicholas is smirking at Byun Euijoo. “All of my friends know each other,” he says, slowly, leaning forward. “And their friends know each other too, ad infinitum. So I need someone outside of that group, since they’d all know immediately that I was lying if I showed up with someone they knew. You get me?”
“You need me because I’m boring,” Euijoo summarises. “And because nobody knows me.”
“Something like that,” says Nicholas, and he looks way too casual for someone who’s asking another boy to fake date him.
or: Nicholas is really hot, really rich, and really far out of Euijoo’s league. So, what does he need Euijoo for?
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In the wake of being asked to give a speech at Euijoo’s wedding, who Nicholas hasn’t seen in three years, he’s pulled into all of the memories that have brought them this far– their awkward first encounter in high school, their charged university years– and everything that follows.
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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Of course Taerae is going to be supportive when his husband decides to start taking testosterone again. He still has to set a few boundaries, though. For example—they can’t quit their jobs to just fuck all day, even if Matthew does get turned on by literally everything Taerae does. And everything means everything.
It is a little flattering, at the very least.
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“Tell me to leave,” Euijoo finally says, words dripping with barely stifled emotion. “Nicho, tell me to go.”
But Nicholas has always been a slave to his hunger. It was the thing that pushed him thousands of kilometers from home, wrung the last of his childhood dreams out of his soul, landed him on his best friend’s doorstep even after he’d spent the last three excruciating months trying to let him go.
Nicholas, dealing with the aftermath of being abruptly cast out of the fashion industry he’s dreamed his whole life about, ends up having to crash at Euijoo’s. His heat ruins things, and then some.
Bookmarked by queercitizen
19 Feb 2025
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fell down the stairs and got shot thirty two times and then fell again
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nicholas is sleepy and wants to share a blanket with euijoo. along the way, he waxes poetry of how beautiful euijoo is— how intense his feelings for the latter are.