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    Shane and Ilya aren't caught by David at the cottage... but they really aren't hiding anything as well as they think they are.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    “Mm, not stuff his pockets with the drug everyone thinks makes you gay right before a press conference? Maybe!” Ilya’s voice chimed happily from the phone.

    “You wanna tell us why you’re so acquainted with Rush that you can identify it in 780p, Ilya?” Kip asked.

    “…I have so much leather to deodorize, Kip Grady. So many sports cars, you know.”

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    Kip can't believe no one else can tell how outrageously gay Ilya Rozanov is, but he's not complaining, he's happy to have someone else to talk to at all the hockey functions.

    Or: Perfect gaydar haver Ilya Rozanov finally gets a taste of his own medicine. A series of looks into Kip and Ilya's friendship, starting after the cottage.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has spent ten years circling Shane Hollander. Ten years of hotel rooms and secret phone calls. Ten years of pretending he doesn't feel it, doesn't need it, doesn't wake up reaching for someone who's already gone. Ten years convincing himself he's not good enough. That he's not worth it.

    Then a plane needs to make an emergency landing near Montreal, and Yuna Hollander is on it.

    So when Shane calls him from a bathroom floor, unable to breathe, Ilya stops pretending.

    After five hundred miles of frozen highway, three and a half hours of driving like a man possessed, a hospital waiting room full of people who have every reason to hate him, and a boy who looks at him like he's something worth keeping, Ilya may have learned a thing or two about what it means to be loved—and to let himself love freely.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    If I am good, I can be close.

    If I am good, it will not hurt.

    If I am good, he will say he loves me and I can pretend like he means it.

    If I am good, it will feel better.

    (ilya is struggling but shane is right there to love him and pick up the pieces)

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    20 May 2026

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    Unknown: Ты в Москве или всё ещё в отпуске с моим братом?
    Shane: ?
    Unknown: Что было трудно понять?
    Unknown: Он прочитал мое сообщение?
    Shane: I don't speak Russian.
    Unknown: Очень смешно
    Shane: Think you've got the wrong number.

    One day, Shane gets a message from an unknown number. Despite the stress of the fast approaching NHL draft, he can't seem to stop responding.

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    15 May 2026

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    The Ottawa Centaurs go to a bar after a game. There happens to a be a mechanical bull, and everyone puts money on who can last the longest on it. Everyone underestimates just how experienced Shane is at riding.

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    04 May 2026

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    At eleven years old Ilya Rozanov's class is given an assignment:

    They will be randomly paired with a student at another school in Canada via email. In order to get full credit on the assignment, they must send at least five emails back and forth and gather enough information to write their project.

    After seven years, Ilya is pretty sure he's done enough for 100%

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    Shane and Ilya sending emails throughout the years. What happens when they meet?

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    19 Apr 2026

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    While trying to write to his friend studying abroad in Moscow, Shane Hollander accidentally reaches Ilya Rozanov.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    Emily @emilystwitterstuff21

    Shane Hollander being a physically and emotionally abusive boyfriend was not on my bingo card this year. What the fuck is going on??

    Clara @hockeyfan101

    Of all hockey players it's SHANE HOLLANDER??? The golden boy of the NHL that does no wrong?? Omg. Istg men are trash.

    Or: everyone thinks Shane abuses his girlfriend Lily, and Yuna Hollander is not at all amused about, while Shane is just upset that his parents have such an issue with him being gay.

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    11 Apr 2026

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    5+1

    5 times the Centaurs and other GC friends think Ilya is being a pushy or bossy twat to Shane, and one time they see Shane's true colors.

    Aka, that one time Shane walked Ilya like a dog in front of the Cens and they all had to recalibrate their opinion of their captain's relationship

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    11 Apr 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 89

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    Ilya supposed that maybe the absurdity of it all would lend itself to their benefit—after all, no one would expect to find Shane Hollander, notorious killjoy, hanging out at the Ottawa airport, parking his supercar like a douchebag. It was foolproof.

    Or: Shane picks Ilya up from the airport in one of his own cars. Ilya experiences a couple of revelations.

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    09 Apr 2026

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    “They need to return to a conference based system,” Svetlana said, slamming her hand against the table. “It was fucking fine the way it was, why are we handing out participation trophies to shitty divisions?”

    Ilya raised his eyebrows from where he hovered in the kitchen, cracking open another Red Bull.

    “This is fun,” he said, deadpanned. “You guys should start a podcast or something. I would not listen, you are both terribly boring.”

    * * *

    Or, after an injury on the ice forces Shane into an early retirement, he and Svetlana start a podcast.

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    08 Apr 2026

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    Hayden just wanted to surprise Shane with a guy’s night in. Shane had been flat lately, and he and JJ thought it would be nice to distract him with friendship.
    How they ended up stuck in a fucking closet watching Shane get dicked down harder than anyone in the history of the world has ever been dicked down, Hayden would never quite understand.

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    08 Apr 2026

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    Ilya has been searching for a home since he was twelve years old. He doesn't realize this until he's twenty-six and two times MLH champion Shane Hollander is grilling four burgers for him in his cottage.

    Or, five times Shane calls something "our" and causes Ilya to lose his mind a little, and one time Ilya does it himself.

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    06 Apr 2026

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    When Ilya answers, he’s greeted with a whimpered moan that goes straight to his head, leaving him reeling like he’s just thrown back another shot. His mouth drops open, the cigarette dangling stupidly from his lower lip for a second until he plucks it free with his other hand.

    Holy fuck. He must be dreaming. But the rough breaths filtering into his ear are too real, tethering him tightly to the moment.

    “Jane,” he murmurs, gleeful and shocked. “This is not like you.”

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    Or: after Shane confesses that he can struggle to get off if he's too stressed, Ilya suggests he should just call him next time. He doesn't think Shane would ever be desperate enough to go through with it.

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    06 Apr 2026

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    06 Apr 2026

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    Shane can’t–fuck–he can’t think, can’t move, can’t do anything but stare at this photo of Ilya, of Ilya in panties: little black lace panties hidden beneath his lounge clothes, just for Shane to know about, to see.

    Ilya wears a pair of panties. Shane humps a pillow about it.

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    05 Apr 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 56

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    ”Do you.. like it?” Shane was admittedly fairly nervous. It was one thing for him to propose an entirely new thing into the bedroom, and this was not at all when he planned to do it. But again there was something, something that told him that maybe this is what Ilya wanted, what he needed right now.

    Ilya looked up to him with bright, shimmering eyes. His chest was swelling with what felt like a thousand different feelings, all inconceivable to him.

    “Yes.” His voice was small. He felt small, so very small, looking up at Shane now standing over him.

    Shane reached out to caress his face, stroking his cheekbone with the pad of his thumb. “Oh Ilya, you look so good, so sweet. My good boy.” He cooed.

    A shudder rippled through Ilya’s body as if lightning cracked through him. His jaw went slack, mouth hanging open. Good boy. Then, almost instantly, he leaned forward, still on his knees, hands reaching up to clutch Shane’s hips. Ilya buried his face right into Shane’s crotch, still clothed in his smooth suit pants, sucking in the scent.

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    Ilya feels bad about what day it is.

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    02 Apr 2026

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    “Ah, no bratting until after coffee.”

    “I’m not bratting! I’m trying to read my emails.”

    “Would be easier if you put on reading glasses, no?”

    Ilya propped himself up on an elbow, with one eyebrow raised. He could practically feel the tension rolling off Shane’s body in thick waves. His boy was always stressed, and Ilya knew exactly how to wipe it away. They had a rare five-day stretch with no games, practices, or obligations, and Ilya had been forming a plan of how to spend their solitude for weeks. He knew how hard the season had been on Shane, and although he had initially planned to wait until tonight, Shane obviously needed him now. He needed to be taken out of his head, and Ilya was more than happy to oblige.

    Or: Ilya flawlessly executes a master plan to take Shane out of his busy mind, including trying out a brand new kink, sensory deprevation and leaving Shane a welted, blissed out mess.

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    02 Apr 2026

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    02 Apr 2026

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