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  1. Rec 7

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    His voice is always in her head. It never goes away. He never goes away. His voice and his control over her, she can't make it go away, she can't forget it, anything she does, he's always following her.

    She tries to forget him. Alcohol, sleeping, fucking exercise, hell she even tried therapy.

    It doesn't work.

    Language:
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    1/1
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    44
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    30 Jan 2022

  2. Rec 4

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    Even if he bleeds you out, even if he leaves you to die, I’ll still love you.
    After all, I’m still hungry.
    Didn’t you say you’ll feed me?

    love·sick
    /ˈləvˌsik/

    adjective
    in love, or missing the person one loves, so much that one is unable to act normally.
    "a lovesick teenager"

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    26 Jan 2022

  3. Rec 14

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    Post bad ending, Makoto carries the weight of his final act of love. The hunger sets in.

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    1/1
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    26 Jan 2022

  4. Rec 8

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    Youji was on the verge of breaking, and Makoto longed for nothing more than to catch the shattered fragments in his teeth.

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    26 Jan 2022

  5. Rec 11

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    Takes place after the Zenya ending. Youji is now Zenya's sex slave. No one knows where he is but Makoto will find out.

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    26 Jan 2022

  6. Rec *

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    Failing U.A.'s entrance exam leaves you grappling with anger, resentment and bitterness towards society at large, and you work hard to convince yourself that heroism is shallow and overrated. Nobody seems to understand except your new friend, the arcade regular who never holds a controller with all five fingers. He knows exactly what you're going through. He thinks he can help.

    In which the reader is a regular at an arcade in Musutafu and forges a tentative friendship with Tomura Shigaraki, which gradually turns into something much, much worse.

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    Chapters:
    24/?
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    25 Jan 2022

  7. Public Bookmark 88

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    A Genshin AU story that takes place in high school.

    Aether, a first year student with a heavy past and a hard situation, is bullied because of his differences and origins.
    Despite his will to go on, his torments only keep getting harsher.
    One day, he meets Kazuha, a second year student, formerly in the kendo club, who also bears a heavy burden and shadows of the past.

    Can their relation help them both to move forward?
    Or will it only serve to repeat a tragedy similar to the one that took place one year ago?

    Note 1: This fic has, if you read the tags, heavy stuff/topics. If you're uncomfortable with those, please don't read.

    Note 2: It's my first AU fic, so I hope it will turn out right.

    Note 3: This fic has little "physical" description (places, appearance) and focuses heavily on action/dialogs and characters inner thoughts/emotions. Chapters are short.

    Kudos & comments are always appreciated to keep the motivation up 😊

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    Chapters:
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    24 Jan 2022

  8. Public Bookmark 55

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    Recently The 11th Harbinger, CEO of Fatui Industries, has become an addict. The source of this addiction is a sinful little game. The game Risk has given him sexual satisfaction that no tight asshole or cute little cunt has ever given him. It’s so convenient, a handy little tool to help him get off, he personally believes Risk is the best thing to ever hit the black market.
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    Last night while working the closing shift at his job, Aether saw a notification pop up on his manager's personal laptop. Normally he would have minded his own business. But the notification looked so peculiar, and he felt like it was pulling him in. He had glanced around the room, and once he confirmed that he was alone in the room he took a closer look.

    *Hello Aether Celestia, we’ve taken an interest in you and your situation. If you're interested we have a solution to all your financial problems. You just need to take a risk and if you follow through, the reward will be well worth your while.*

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    Chapters:
    7/15
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    23 Jan 2022

  9. This has been deleted, sorry!

    15 Jan 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    LOVE

  10. Public Bookmark 21

    Mystery Work

    Part of locked
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    13 Jan 2022

  11. Public Bookmark 6

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    "Mr. Ragnvindr, I don't think morning panty checks are necessary-" And yet I still pulled my skirt up because Mr. Ragnvindr just had to, apparently it's a boss's right and privilege to check their employees in every manner.

    In which Aether works as Dawn Winery's CEO's, Diluc Ragnvindr, secretary and faces the terrible truth of an insufferable boss who took 'dominant' way too seriously.

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    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
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    09 Jan 2022

  12. Rec 2

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    “…Tatsuya?”
    He keeps silent.

    [suou tatsuya/reader]

    Series
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    35
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    2
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    08 Jan 2022

  13. Public Bookmark 85

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    Childe’s wish comes true - a gift found in the forest to break up the monotony of a blooming era of peace. Poor Diluc has to deal with the id tendencies of the prince as he struggles to fight his own growing compassion and love for the prince’s self-proclaimed blessing.

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    Chapters:
    6/?
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    04 Jan 2022

  14. Rec *

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    For his loyalty General Winter had promised Russia a mate; one who could stand beside him, not lay broken under him. But the old ghost was always so cruel. While keeping his promise he had never promised that said mate wouldn't fight back with a strength equal to Russia's. If it is meant to be then why does the promised one resist? Historical. RusAme. GerMerica.

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    Chapters:
    25/25
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    25 Dec 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Most favorite RusAme author

  15. Rec *

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    "You really must not be an American as you claim to be," Ivan then spoke up after a short silence. Alfred never turned to him however, he remained standing with his back toward him, too afraid to turn and face the decision he made. "You adore that man too much."
    Alfred grit his teeth, shut his eyes and balled his fists. "He saved me from you. Of course I care for him," Alfred bit out. What he said could have been met with a harsh response, but Ivan seemed more amused than anything else, judging by the sound of his laughter.
    "And yet it is because of him that you are forced into my arms. How funny, da?"

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    Chapters:
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    25 Dec 2021

  16. Rec 32

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    “Give something of appropriate value. Like some rare material of sorts. I can suggest some if you want.” 

    “If Aether needs anything, I’m sure I can provide,” Diluc interjected, “Besides, I find that Mondstadt specialties tend to be better than the ones in Liyue.”

    “Is that so?”

    “Yes.”

    Childe turned to Aether. 

    “Then what do you choose, comrade?”

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    Comments:
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    06 Dec 2021

  17. This has been deleted, sorry!

    29 Nov 2021

  18. Public Bookmark 51

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    What used to be a moderately normal life to Aether was interrupted one day when he is kidnaping for a weird redhead, he is obligated to live with him with the excuse that he is his angel.
    he cold escapes or will stay in the claws from his weird captor?

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    13 Nov 2021

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    Social Communication Disorder.

    When a person has extreme social anxiety, they struggle to communicate with others.

    Bear in mind, they only struggle to form connections.

    It doesn't mean that they don't want to.
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    In which Aether doesn't know how to talk to others... Though, maybe with a little help, he can one day.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    14,194
    Chapters:
    7/?
    Collections:
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    210
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    40,826

    08 Nov 2021

  20. Rec *

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    “We’re not friends,” Aether says. Even after all this time.

    Childe only watches him with an impassive look in his eyes. And then he parts his mouth, uttering an incomplete wish, quiet to even the most perceptible of ears. Audible to only his own.

    —OR—

    Childe gets turned into a child, to the knowledge of absolutely no one. (Well. No one at all…?)

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
    328
    Kudos:
    1,754
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    Hits:
    29,270

    07 Nov 2021

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