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  1. Rec 48

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    Dazai who made him feel smaller and more insignificant than the ants being crushed under the heels of small and innocent children. The man who never found it interesting to look Akutagawa’s way if not necessary, the other half of Double Black. Dazai was Chuuya’s partner, yet still, the object of Akutagawa’s misplaced affections.

    The feelings that bubbled inside of him when Dazai smiled at the redhead and said his name with such care one might think it was glass, Akutagawa had yet to name. The way his heart sagged when Chuuya emerged into the room, perfect and pristine as always and making Akutagawa want to curl inside of himself. The way his blood ran cold when Dazai sang Chuuya’s praises so easily yet looked at the raven haired boy with poignant disappointment.

    How the younger found himself comparing and contrasting his very existence to Chuuya’s, in hopes of figuring out what would make Dazai look at him affectionately, like a friend or something more.

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    Akutagawa wishes that Dazai would treat him with the same love the brunette shows Chuuya so he begins trying to be like him. It doesn't work.

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    In regards to romance, all Kunikida ever wanted was someone to match his ideal.
    It turns out that said person is the least likely candidate.

     

    (AKA, got myself into another rarepair...)
    *COMPLETED -- EPILOGUE POSTED*

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    17 May 2021

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  3. Rec 23

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    Ryū lost his sleep, Chuuya is there for him.

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    30 Apr 2021

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    Completely wrecked me!

    Will read again

  4. Rec 39

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    One thing Dazai always could count on was that he was rarely wrong about his work. He was reliable. He didn’t make mistakes.

    So when a job goes wrong, leaving too many dead or injured subordinates, he knows it wasn’t on him. Either someone purposely fed him wrong information, or a subordinate disobeyed his orders.

    It wasn’t hard for Dazai to guess which subordinate it was.

     

    (DazAku weekend day three (pt1) -- another time)

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  5. Rec 32

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    Omega Keith and Alpha Matt's life. Fluffy, domestic, with no plot really. Do I need to say more?

    These are written and posted in no particular order, but I will organise it so that it's chronological. Some were written recently, others months ago, so if you notice a huge change in my writing that's probably why!

    (Oh, there is mpreg, but no smut has been planned at this current moment in time. If that ever changes I'll let you know!)

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    15 Sep 2020

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