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It was like there was a block within his brain. Everything felt familiar and then not. He knew he was someone, yet didn’t know who. His stomach growled, his body ached. Standing among the dead, something pressed against the inside of his skull— a thought trying to claw its way out. It wasn’t hard to remember at all, actually. However, no memories lingered with it, no emotions to be felt. Just something so engraved into his psyche that it was automatic; the same way he didn’t have to think for his heart to beat.
Just as the sky was blue and the grass was green, his name was Chuuya Nakahara.
Or, Chuuya, ages 7-15, before the Port Mafia.
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Hisoka and Illumi have been volleyball rivals at opposing colleges for what feels like forever. Hisoka can’t stand Illumi’s ruthless precision on the court, and Illumi finds almost everything about Hisoka generally irritating. But when Illumi decides to explore his newfound independence and transfer schools, they both come to realize just how much they mean to each other.
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Bookmarked by rilsan
22 Jun 2026
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Illumi discovers the wonders of human kindness. Sort of.
A one-shot that really, really got away from me.
Chapter 1 & 2 rated M.
Rated E after chapter 3.
Part 1: chapters 1-7
Part 2: chapters 8-12
COMPLETE!
See tags & author notes for trigger warnings.
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- Part 1 of The Boxverse
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Bookmarked by rilsan
22 Jun 2026
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When Illumi leaves the Zoldyck manor for a rickety old house occupied by Hisoka, Chrollo Lucilfer, and Chrollo's group of friends, he expects a hellish semester. However, the more he gets drawn into Hisoka's schemes, Chrollo's frustrations with a red-eyed boy in his class, and Machi's secret, he starts to realize hell might be where he came from, instead. College AU. Hisoillu, Kurokura, & some side ships.
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Bookmarked by rilsan
21 Jun 2026
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In the cut-throat world of business, the Zoldyck family is a major player. But behind the surface of their perfect visage, dark secrets simmer.
Ever since the divorce of his parents, Illumi has found his role in the family business diminished. Instead, his daily life is now monopolised by taking care of his siblings, all of whom have problems of their own.
To make things even more complicated, the re-emergence of a certain Hisoka Morrow promises to wreak havoc on everyone who crosses his path; including, of course, Illumi.
Bookmarked by rilsan
21 Jun 2026
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Hisoka’s chest tingled ... Just before he opened the last door, he pulled Illumi close and kissed him on the mouth, marveling at how quickly Illumi folded against him, how soft he felt in his arms. “You’ll be the death of me,” Hisoka said, chest heaving.
Illumi pulled back, licked his lips, and said, very seriously, “That’s a distinct possibility.”
Hisoka Morow, a genius academic with a specialization in the modern occult, takes on a research assistant whose presence renders Hisoka's research a matter of life and death.
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Bookmarked by rilsan
18 Jun 2026