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    An alternate injury for Shane from episode 5
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    “Quick move by Comeau, control taken from Rozanov-”
    “He’s moving fast now, not an easy feat with the on pile of Bears!”
    “Smart choice, puck now in Hollander’s hands.”
    “Wow! Clearly captain for a reason, isn’t he?”
    “Winding up now, a surefire goal for the Voyageurs-”
    “...Oh- oh God.”
    The stadium goes silent as the impact happens, as blood arcs through the air. It stains the barriers, the ice, the glass. Everything.
    One scream breaks the horrified silence.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    "There's one thing we're going to make sure of," said the masked man, ignoring Shane's pleading. He pointed the gun to Shane's kneecap. "You're never going to play hockey again."

    And fired.

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    The one where Crowell is much more sick, twisted, and homophobic than Shane or Ilya could have dreamed.

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    Shane is brutally attacked in his Montreal apartment days after going public with Ilya.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    The boy startled, eyes snapping to him. They were blue and wide, almost startled like a deer’s. He stared at Shane’s mouth as he spoke, brow furrowing. Shane waited. The boy said something back, quiet, careful. The sounds were unfamiliar, rounded and soft.

    He pointed to himself hesitantly. “Ilya.”

    Shane smiled widely. “That’s a cool name.”

    Ilya didn’t react. He just watched Shane, uncertainty written in every line of his body.

    Shane tried again. He pointed at himself. “Shane.” Then he pointed at Ilya. “Ilya.” He held up two fingers, then pushed his stick forward so it tapped lightly against Ilya’s. “Together?”

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    What if Shane and Ilya met at summer camp when they were eight?

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Shane has grown accustomed to his neurodivergence being used as the butt of a joke.

    Ilya has not.

    Yuna Hollander suffers no fools.

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    Living as his authentic self is liberating and Shane wouldn’t change it for the world, but it doesn’t come without complications. At least he has his husband, his parents and his friends to back him up.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards.

    Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.

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    17 Jan 2026