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    Achilles/Patroclus. When Patroclus, the clumsy son of a disappointed father, is exiled to Phthia for fostering, he feels totally justified in his dislike for the king's son. After all, who could possibly tolerate someone so arrogant, so narcissistic, and so wholly and completely everything that he wants to be? Rated M for later chapters.

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    28 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 25

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    Nikolai starts following Fyodor, and Fyodor can't understand why.

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    27 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 63

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    He’s sat on the floor, slumped over a still unpacked box, face like thunder, when the door swings open. A flash of orange greets him in his peripheral, and for a second he does a cartoon-style double take. Is that a girl? It can’t be a girl. Surely they don’t have mixed gender student accommodation at Todai. It doesn’t seem that progressive here. 

    “Hey.” The person says, and Dazai realises they are addressing him. Because he’s the only one in the room. “You must be Dazai, I’m Nakahara Chuuya. But please, for the love of God, just call me Chuuya.” 

    Definitely not a girl.

     

    ///OR: Dazai is being forced to attend university by his wealthy and powerful parents. And he’s straight. But his new roommate is proving to be… difficult. Not because he’s pretty. No, he’s just annoying. Did he mention he was straight????

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    20 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 23

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    Dazai Osamu, a rising author, suffers through writer’s block and depression, colors appearing dull and muted.

    One day, on a whim, he meets Nakahara Chuuya, the barista of a local café.

    Dazai discovers that love comes in many different colors, and to him, purest and unfiltered love is in the blue of Chuuya’s eyes.

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    06 Apr 2026

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    Feels like a film with my favourite style of cinematics. Like the cinematic of Norwegian wood directed by Tran Anh Hung.

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    Sasuke had spent months pretending careful encounters in dark corners would be enough.

    Naruto had spent months knowing they wouldn't be.

    In a forest clearing, with the sun filtering through the trees and no one around to hear them, they finally stop pretending.

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    15 Mar 2026