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    Chuuya is depressed, he feels no joy in living if he can never be a “real” boy. That is until his reason to live comes along, Dazai Osamu, but he has issues he refuses to discuss with anyone, which may have been his worst decision ever.

    a lot of ooc and my headcanons. read if you dare ooooo spoookyyyy…

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    Dazai Dies.
    What happens to Chuuya and the ADA in the aftermath?

    This was requested in my comments, I hope the person who requested it enjoys this.
    (@kaminarislefteye if I remember correctly)

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    Nobody chooses to go to the mafia, not even chuuya.
    He is tired, perhaps after drowning, after fighting the harsh waters all he can do now is sink.

     

    Therapy?? Ehh more like trauma

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    1/?
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    Chuuya Nakahara never expected to wake up in a world where heroes wore capes and villains were categorized like species. After an unnatural disappearance—one even he can't explain—he finds himself trapped in a world with no Port Mafia, no Dazai, and only the suffocating presence of Arahabaki still clawing at his mind.

    Between mental battles with the god within him and two irritating Pro Heroes who refuse to let him go, Chuuya is forced into U.A. High, shoved into the role of a student while unraveling the truth of why he’s here.

    Playing the part of a harmless, traumatized teen is his best shot at survival.

    But no deception lasts forever.

    And something tells him Dazai’s already looking.

    Or...
    Chuuya get's transported into the BNHA universe and is forced to attend U.A by 'law'. (It's mostly the usefulness of his ability)

    No Dazai, No Koyou, No Mori, No bike and no more flip phones

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    13/?
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    65
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    “And I thought…” paused Dazai for a brief moment, caressing Chuuya's rosy cheeks in the little photo in his hands, “How you've always been like a saint. Thrown in my days of youth and filth.”

    Chuuya remained silent for a moment, tasting the word saint against his tongue. Saint? You think I'm a saint? Saints are always obscene whilst you were and are an angel. What a licentious fool you are, Dazai Osamu.

    “A saint always loves a sin because it gives the sweet saint the sense of false purity and morality. Hence, the saint will always miss it. My…love for you [if you call it that], Dazai, is exactly that. You are a perfection, but most importantly, you are pathetic. Your heart is soft and sweet but rotten and unsightly”

    Dazai the malevolent author's obscene affairs & conversations with his vermeil tressed lover, the Jazz bar owner he fell in love with; his salvatore; his Nakahara Chuuya.
    Or,
    [Roommates who've been living together for 7 years and having sex occasionally but they're not lovers. — one night's conversations over dinner; their feelings and past over a telephone call.]

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    Dazai Osamu, currently fifteen, is feeling especially down/ suicidal and decides to stroll around alleyways for fun. Little did he know that, that day he'd get a genuine reason to live.... for now at least.

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    10/?
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    Chuuya Nakahara was abandoned by his partner, Osamu Dazai—a betrayal that cuts deeper than he’s willing to admit. He tells himself it doesn’t matter; he hates him anyway. But the pain lingers, and he can’t decide what stings more: his bruised ego, his aching heart, or the bubbling rage clawing its way to the surface, threatening to consume him.

    **emphasis on the slow burn**

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    25/?
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    Yes, it's yet another fic about Dazai leaving the Port Mafia.
    Chuuya is left behind, convinced this time that Dazai is truly dead.
    It’s a story about grief that doesn’t have a grave, about anger that never cools, about love that was never spoken and about the kind of loneliness that only one person in the world could’ve ever undone.

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    Dazai dies and Chuuya ends up spiraling

    My friend is my editor and she is helping me with grammar, etc so many credits to her
    She is not on Ao3

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    1/?
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    Dazai hadn’t meant to follow him. Not really. He just had that gnawing itch—like something was wrong. And over the years, Dazai had learned to trust that itch.

    He reached the rooftop soundlessly. Years of practice.

    He froze when he saw Chuuya.

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    1/1
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    Chuuya had been late to a joint Port Mafia and ADA debriefing, which was unlike him. Punctuality had always been part of his armor. He wore it like he wore his gloves and hat—neat, crisp, untouchable. So when he walked into the room ten minutes late, with his sleeves rolled hastily and his expression unreadable, Dazai noticed.

    Of course he did. He always did.

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    1/1
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    "In the way the water grows grey, polluted over the years, from clear blue to a murky green sludge, but no one is around long enough to notice. No one pays attention until it's too late, until someone drops a match into the oil drenched water and watches it light up in flame. Smoke fills the sky and no one can fan it away.

    A steadily, slowly, increasing itch in the back of his mind, the quietest thought, under the level of unconsciousness until it's nearly comatose. A pounding in his cranium that announced itself at 3 in the morning, heartbreakingly sober and fingertips numb. A sickening weight in his stomach, liquid metal, that evened out as he stood to start the day.

    Maybe, he should've stopped drinking before bed.

    Most likely, it was just liver cancer. "

    An impossible decision, a forced hand, and sins unearthed from the past. There is nothing he can do but watch it fall, and hope this time, it's the last.

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    “I don’t wanna hear any of this right now. You can go home if you’re gonna babble about mental health in my ears, Dazai. We both know that you aren’t one to talk.”

     

    Dazai grabs Chuuya by the front of his shirt. “You mean to say that because I struggle, I can’t love you? I can’t fucking care for you? I can’t want to see the man I love fucking smile?”

     

    Chuuya scoffs. “Look at you, putting your fucking hands on me. Just like Daddy, aren’t you? Let go of me, Osamu.”

     

    Dazai flinches and reluctantly lets go— not fully, just loosening his grip as he pulls Chuuya over to the shower.

     

    “Can you do it on your own, or do you need help?” Dazai asks, turning the water on and adjusting it to the hottest temperature. Chuuya likes his water scathing hot, hot enough to see steam rise from his skin. He says he likes that the steam fogs the mirror so he doesn’t have to see his chest, all his scars and his disgustingly feminine body.

    “I’m going to pretend you didn’t just entirely ignore me. I don’t need help, I think.”

     

    Or,

    Chuuya is low. Dazai picks him back up.

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    1/1
    Comments:
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    118
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    8
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    1,022
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    Chuuya has never been good at letting things go, and neither has Atsushi. But they’ll figure it out together.

    prompt: fresh starts

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    1/1
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    4
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    41
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    1
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    Alternate Universe where Chuuya is the only member of his family who survives a car accident—caused by one of Dazai’s suicide attempts.

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    3,100
    Chapters:
    2/?
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    32
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    4
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    It's a late night and Chuuya spends it questioning if he's even worth anything without Dazai, if he's actually strong and not just a pawn without someone playing the pieces of his life. Chuuya's thoughts spiral further and further until finally he asks the final question even though he knows the answer, is he truly strong or anything at all without Dazai?

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1
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    13
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    160
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    A chat fic I randomly made it’s really bad I’m sorry

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    Chapters:
    11/40
    Comments:
    29
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    157
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    6
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    3,115
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    "So this is your big plan?" Dazai asked, his tone filled with doubt. "To end your life using your ability in this empty place?"

    Chuuya's gaze shifted. "When you left me to drown in Meursault, I wished I had died. Damn it, I'm still alive," he murmured, a trace of bitterness in his voice. "That mission has exhausted me, an exhaustion that no amount of rest can cure," he admitted, his shoulders drooping. A pang of pity went through Dazai.

    "You are drunk. Let's go home," Dazai suggested gently.

    "Go home alone," Chuuya replied, his voice almost a whisper. "You're holding up my end."

    "Are you insane? What are you thinking?" Dazai asked, his concern growing.

    "It's none of your business," Chuuya said firmly. "I have the right to choose where I die."

    "At least choose a better place, you idiot!" Dazai said sharply, grabbing Chuuya's arm and pulling him roughly.

     

    OR

     

    Meursault's arc is over. But Chuuya's story isn't. What happened to him after Dazai left?

     

    CROOKEDNESS – ACT II: Crooked (Kind of Love)

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    2/2
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    224
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    In the dead of a rural town, independent from the rest over the many years of living seemingly comfortably with the townsfolk, Nakahara Chuuya harbors a secret.

    He spits up petals, stains precious snow, and can’t think of his oh-so adored memories without succumbing to a cough.

    What is his life in store for, if there’s much left of this one at all?

    (Basically Chuuya with a strange form of Hanahaki Disease)

     

    [HIATUS FOR NOW. WILL COME BACK TO LATER]

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    1,598
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    4
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    7
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    76

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