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  1. Public Bookmark 37

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    james: whats the tea

    martin: seonghyeon saw him again today and lost it

    james: kinky

    seonghyeon: ?? i didnt even lose it what

    juhoon: no u did bc u confirmed my diagnosis

    seonghyeon: what diagnosis

    juhoon: ur in critical condition

    seonghyeon: hyung ur never getting that bachelor’s degree

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    11 May 2026

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    sauuuurrr cute im gonna die

  2. Public Bookmark 22

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    Seonghyeon has always known he loved Keonho first—and more quietly, more carefully. Keonho never meant to hurt him. He just didn’t realize that love, once chosen, still needs to be chosen out loud.

    or a story about jealousy, misunderstandings, campus rumors, and learning that healing sometimes begins the moment someone finally says, I choose you.

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    11 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 25

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    Seonghyeon has spent years quietly admiring Keonho from afar.

    [Vietnamese translation available in notes]

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    11 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 34

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    Keonho opens his mouth and slowly says, “I thought you were content with what we had.”

    It shocks Seonghyeon to hear. He wonders how Keonho could possibly think that after what happened at the party. A flood of emotions make their way into his heart, clogging his throat, wetting his eyes. Injustice throbs through his body. The wish to be understood. Seen.

    “Did I look content when I stormed out of that bathroom?” Seonghyeon scoffs, careful not to get too angry again. “You really don't get it, do you? I don't just want to be your dirty secret,” he says, fighting for himself, fighting not to cry. Finally saying what he wanted to say for a long time.

    (Mid nineties. Seonghyeon's and Keonho's relationship dangles somewhere between friendship and more, but there always seems to be something in the way for it to develop further. Until the day Seonghyeon crumbles and finally confronts Keonho - bringing a raw love story to life.)

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    11 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 26

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    Martin always says yes. Yes to exhaustion. Yes to giving in. Yes to taking care of Juhoon, even when no one asks him to.

    Juhoon gets used to it. And without realizing it, he starts testing how far that yes can go.

    Everything seems normal until, during an interview in front of cameras, Juhoon jokes and calls him “a loyal dog.” Everyone laughs. No one notices the moment something quietly breaks.

    From then on, Martin changes. He no longer offers. He no longer asks. He is no longer available in the same way.

    And only then does Juhoon understand what he has lost.

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    09 May 2026