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  1. Public Bookmark 26

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    In which Samira Mohan tries to get over her night shift attending and ends up finding someone who feels just close enough.

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    30 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 25

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    There's this feeling in her chest, something heavy, yet hollow. Something that tells her she doesn't fit anymore - she used to, she knows that. She used to feel at home in this ER and with these people. But now, now there's a distance in the glances she gets, a quizzical judgement. Almost as if they're asking why she's still here.

    I don't know! She wants to scream at them. But I also don't know where else to go. She admits to herself quiety.

    It fills her brain with static and her body with discomfort.

    But it's funny. All of that stops.

    The noise. The frustration. The worry.

    It all stops when she looks at him.

    And he stands there, like a safe haven. The eye of the storm, nothing but pure calm laced into a prosthetic with salt and pepper hair.

    It calls to her like a lighthouse, beckoning her in with nowhere else to go.

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    30 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 38

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    Samira Mohan was not standing in the Hub by 7:15. Instead, by 7:45 Jack had left her three missed calls and two voicemails. Normally that sort of behavior would label him as an overbearing boss, but it was January and the city was vicious and cold and the roads were slick and Samira was late for work and Jack–

    Well, Jack Abbot was many things but he was most definitely not a hopeless romantic. Any sentimentality on the idea surrounding love and soulmates had been lost on him when his wife died ten years ago. When Jane died, so did the part of him that believed in love after loss. After all, he had seen people remarry. Had known that the idea of such a thing was possible and genuine and–

    And Jack Abbot was convinced he would never love again.

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    Samira Mohan is late for work. She's never late. Jack Abbot is aware of this and spends his shift responding to a massive pileup MCI while trying to not spiral about Samira's sudden radio silence. But then the paramedics bring in a patient and Jack's world stops spinning.

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    29 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    Samira Mohan is thirteen when her parents die and she’s adopted by their doctor, Michael Robinavitch. For eight years they coexist, not quite father and daughter.

    When Samira is twenty one, she meets an older man who might just be all she’s ever needed. The problem? He’s her adopted father’s best friend, Jack Abbot.

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    28 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    Victoria has been the most significant relationship of her adult life—and now she is moving into a new stage where Samira can’t quite follow. A stage Samira doesn’t know if she’s made out to step into. Marriage and family and true love and all that.

    You know what they say about weddings bringing people together.

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    28 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 8

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    Beginning from the day of PittFest, Dr. Jack Abbot takes particular interest in Dr. Samira Mohan. Simultaneously, Samira must figure out where to go with her career and navigate her personal life. When Samira plans to leave the PTMC for her fellowship, Jack does everything to get her to stay. In the process, their relationship leaves the student-teacher realm and becomes something a lot more complicated.
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    New chapter every 1-2 weeks :)

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    27 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 5

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    Samira Mohan learned how to live with things that never got answers.

    Instead, she learned to survive it the only way she knew how: through medicine, through distance, through silence.

    But grief doesn’t always stay where it’s placed.

    And some people were never meant to come back.

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    27 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 49

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    After Orlando Diaz is admitted for the second time, Samira Mohan already knows how the story is going to end.
    She also knows she should be able to handle it.
    She can't.
    When it finally breaks, she doesn’t do it in front of anyone.
    Except Jack Abbot finds her anyway.

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    26 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 98

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    When a trip to San Francisco brings him back into Samira Mohan’s orbit for the first time in two years, Jack tells himself it’s just coincidence.

    It would be easier if she didn’t already have a life here.

    And even easier if he didn’t still want to be part of it.

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    26 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 31

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    Don’t throw up in the sink, she tells herself.

    The cabinet swings open easily. Her eyes fall on the row laden with orange bottles of meds. Prazosin, for Johnathan Abbot, often prescribed for improving sleep, especially when the patient experiences frequent nightmares.

    The eyes of Dr. Mohan, M.D., have already flicked to the high dose bottle of Pregabalin before the brain of Samira Mohan has fully registered the name. Johnathan Abbot. 

    Abbot? Her breathing hitches. As in, PTMC’s Dr. Jack Abbot?

    Fuck, she thinks. I really shouldn’t throw up in this sink.

    Samira Mohan is just trying to get a life outside of the hospital. She accidentally ends up with the keys to Jack Abbot’s townhouse.

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    26 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 50

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    "I don’t think I’m used to people touching me anymore.”

    “I know what you mean,” she says. “Obviously, I’m touching people all the time but it’s… different, right? When it’s patients and their families?”

    “Yeah.” He scrapes at the label on his beer bottle with the nail of his thumb.

    “When I was in undergrad, I read this article about people needing… well, I guess it was women, but I’m not sure that matters… a certain number of non-sexual touches every day. It was mostly about mental health, but I think about it a lot.”

    He thinks she’s probably thinking about her mental health a lot more lately than usual, too. “What’s the right number of touches?”

    “Thirteen,” she says. Her voice sounding a little defeated. “Thirteen non-sexual touches every day. But not just any touch. It’s going to be purposeful touching. And it should be someone you’re close to. Family. A partner. Friends. Just brushing up against a stranger or shaking hands with a colleague isn’t enough to start the flow of dopamine and oxytocin.”

    “Thirteen. That’s not so many.”

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    26 May 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 14

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    24 May 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 42

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    Samira Mohan and Jack Abbot have settled nicely into their lives together. They're married and have decided to take the next step into growing their family. Follow along as Jack and Samira welcome a new addition to the PTMC family.

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    19 May 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    my idle daydreams of inactive suicide risk/prettiest girl in the world and what they'd get up to together

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    17 May 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 2

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    « folie communiquée » is a form of shared psychotic disorder (folie à deux) where a mad person (primary subject) transmits their insanity to an initially healthy person (secondary subject) after some resistance.

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    12 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 23

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    Jack’s life seemed to follow a pattern of lining up a new problem just as soon as he solves one. Just when he finally gets Robby out of his hair, now that he was in blissful tooth-rotting love, he gets turned around once more by a beautiful doctor who has a heap of worries on her plate. The obvious move? Suggest a little Friends with Benefits arrangement to take care of that stress. Jack’s been around this block. He can enjoy this casually. He’s dead wrong.
    Samira accepts the arrangement thinking this will release the pressure valve inside her as she sorts her life out. She doesn’t expect to depend so much on Jack and his easy smiles, his cavalier confidence. Life keeps knocking her down, and Jack is the only one in her corner. But it’s hard to let go of the cripplingly responsible daughter she’s had to be. Jack teaches her something profound about nighttime. She’ll have to teach herself how to let go and hang on.

    **Can be read as a standalone**

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    12 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    Samira Mohan, by all accounts, should hate Jack Abbot.

    She's at the peak of her music career, and she has nothing to show for it. Every award, every chance to top the charts, has been ripped away by artists backed by Jack Abbot, the industry’s most sought-after manager and producer. He’s everywhere she wants to be, and he knows exactly how to get under her skin.

    When an uncharacteristic public outburst threatens to destroy her carefully crafted image, Samira is given an ultimatum: join Jack’s team or risk being shut out of the industry altogether. Forced to collaborate, to serve something bigger than herself, and to work directly with the man she blames for her lack of accolades, Samira can finally see the Grammy Award just out of reach. But only if she can trust him.

    Samira Mohan, by all accounts, should hate Jack Abbot. But sometimes, hate can spiral into something more dangerous.

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    11 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 40

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    Samira Mohan pursues an EMS fellowship, and a life. Jack Abbot is helpful for both.

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    Samira and Jack become friends in the midst of getting a life. It has unintended consequences.

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    11 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 71

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    “I care about this conversation very much.” Samira tells him awkwardly, speaking low so no one else overhears them. Jack nods, like he expected as much. “But I’m catastrophizing this in my head already, so maybe you should leave and end it here and we’ll pick it back up when we’re not at work.”

    Samira can see the laugh Jack suppresses at her admission. The amusement he’s sourcing from her right now isn’t cruel or belittling, he’s just— he likes her, he likes her quirks and neuroses, he likes when she tells him to get lost while they’re at work, he likes when she’s honest with him about what she’s thinking and what she needs from him.

    She makes him happy, if she can believe it, by just being herself.

    “I look forward to when we’re not at work, Dr. Mohan.” Jack tells her with a barely there smirk, taking a step back from her and composing himself to leave her side.

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    10 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    After one of the worst shifts of her career, Dr. Samira Mohan swears she is done with the ED.
    But at 3 a.m., she comes back through the ambulance bay doors in heart-print shorts, a black coat, and blood on her hands, having saved a man’s life with nothing but instinct, nerve, and a pen.
    Dr. Jack Abbott has always known Samira was good.
    That night, he realizes she might be extraordinary.

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    10 May 2026

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