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ret·ro·grade ˈre-trə-ˌgrād
- being in motion in a direction contrary to that of the general motion of similar bodies
- affecting memories of a period prior to a precipitating event (such as brain injury or disease)
- to go back
After an accident leaves Eddie with amnesia, Buck takes him home to recover, and in the absence of his memories, Eddie reveals parts of himself he’s kept hidden for years.
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23 Dec 2025
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amnesiafic of the highest quality. bringing chris back from el paso and immaculate buddie get together.
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it’s so hard to believe (but it’s all coming back to me now) by placebythering
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
14 Dec 2025
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“My apartment,” he says, keeping his tone deliberately even. Casual. “I mean… it’s close by, right? You could stay there instead of dealing with the hotel nonsense.”
The words hang in the air between them, fragile and irrevocable. Rozanov goes very still.
Shane feels a flash of panic—wonders if he’s misjudged, if he’s pushed too hard and too fast. He rushes to fill the silence, almost tripping over the words, trying to frame it the way he rehearsed in his head.
“It’s more practical, right?” He adds. “Less media. No teammates. You’d have your own space. And it’s only until flights start up again. You can leave first thing when they resume.”
--- After Rose, after Florida, but having barely reconciled since, Shane and Ilya are stuck in Montreal during a snow storm. Shane offers for Ilya to stay in his apartment, and offers up the rest of his heart with it. Or, an alternate take on what happens after Episode 4.
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21 Dec 2025
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Shane is still adjusting to being out. He’s trying, he really is. But he’s still very protective of what they have.
(Or: 5 times Shane feels embarrassment when the Centaurs find out something about their sex life and the time he stops caring.)
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- Part 1 of future hollanov fics
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21 Dec 2025
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Fanning the Flames by cjr2
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Dec 2025
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The Voyageurs ask Shane to join FanMail in order to foster a better connection with fans. Internet sleuths start to notice some interesting details in the background of Shane’s videos, and then the internet does...what the internet does.
Or Shane and Ilya are granted an opportunity to come out on their own terms. Sort of. And in they do it in a very Ilya way. (Surprisingly, it is Shane’s idea)
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21 Dec 2025
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alternate progression of the long game
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please leave a message by Ravenesta
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Dec 2025
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Sarah
Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.Jackie
Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.Jackie has added Lily to the conversation
Lily
what
what is thisOr: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.
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- Part 1 of You Have (81) Unread Messages
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20 Dec 2025
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Time is a construct I can only bear beside you by paleredheadinascifi
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
05 Dec 2025
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“Do you know how many times I’ve had to do this?” Buck accuses, eyes wild. “Do you know how many times I’ve been broken up with today?”
“Tommy broke up with you?” Eddie frowns.
Buck cackles maniacally. “He did! Hundreds of times! And I thought I was supposed to stop it from happening! I changed everything. Over and over. And you,” he points, accusing. “You didn’t think to mention that you’re in love with me until the Last. Fucking. Time.”
Or, Buck gets stuck in a time loop. Eddie is very confused.
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- Part 5 of Pal's 12 Days of Ficsmas
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06 Dec 2025
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and i spit out the seeds by linearity
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Oct 2025
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A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.
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02 Dec 2025
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Buck (9:50am)
Can't wait to suck your cock laterEddie (10:03am)
Ok 👍or: buck texts the wrong person. eddie responds anyway
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Bookmarked by sensitivepervert
24 Nov 2025
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buddie bestieism + feelings realisation all at once!!
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“Whoa, that sounds cool,” Dean says. “Imagine an angel driving my car? That’d be kinda sexy actually.”
Sam just blinks at him. “I’ll take your word for it.”
“Come on dude, don’t you think about stuff like that?” Dean continues. “Like that guy working the motel front desk is kinda sexy too, don’t you notice that shit? You gotta get a pair of eyes, man.”
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- Part 6 of season 12
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20 Nov 2025
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“We have to keep this quiet,” he realizes.
“That’s,” Eddie starts, his eyebrows tilting inwards adorably. “I mean, yeah, if that’s what you wanna do, then—”
“Not for long,” Buck protests. “I’m thinking until tomorrow.”
The eyebrows rise with interest; the eyes beneath get their spark back. “Yeah?”
“It’s Maddie and Chimney’s wedding day,” Buck says, slipping his hands down the last bit and entwining them with Eddie’s. “Today should be solely about them, about their love. You and I can have tomorrow. All the tomorrows.”
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- Part 9 of Buck and Eddie
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02 Nov 2025
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"Though—and I know you probably don't want to talk about it, but since you and Natalia are over with now, I've been wondering…" Maddie pauses, watches Buck make a face like he's bracing to be smacked. "What happened with Eddie?"
Buck stops wincing and just blinks at her for a second. Then he says, "What?"
"You two were dancing around it for so long, and then… what, it just didn't work out? Was the date really that bad?"
She's expecting another wince, or even for him to duck out of the conversation entirely, but instead Buck is staring at her like she's grown a second head. "Maddie. I've never been on a date with Eddie."
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Or: the poker game was a date. It takes Buck a while to catch on, though.
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31 Oct 2025
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"We’ve gotta share our lives, right?" Buck’s smiling now, tentative, and the irritation is only getting sharper in Eddie. "We’re gonna be – married."
Chris and Eddie are coming home. Bobby's alive. Buck and Eddie are engaged. Everything's great. Right?
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08 Oct 2025
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buddie navigate the change from friends to lovers with zero grace <3
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“You were drunk. I know it didn’t mean anything. Everything’s alright.”
Buck visibly winces. “That’s not — Eddie.”
There’s a suspended moment where Buck looks torn, standing on the edge of something, eyes fixed on the horizon to avoid looking at the drop, the precipitous canyon below. But then Buck, who can’t lie, who would tear his own chest open to a complete stranger on the street because the truth of him spills so loudly out of every jagged edge, sighs out:
“It meant something.”
There’s a ringing sound somewhere in the distance, getting closer. “What are you…” Eddie trails off.
“I wasn’t — well, I was drunk. But that wasn’t what. Wasn’t why. Not entirely, or — god.” Buck shudders in a breath, steeling himself. “I have feelings for you.” He closes his eyes. “I’m so sorry.”
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Buck confesses his feelings. Eddie’s straight. If he spends all his time thinking about Buck and looking at Buck and wanting to be around Buck, well, that’s just being a good friend, isn’t it? He’s being so normal about this, actually.
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Bookmarked by sensitivepervert
04 Oct 2025
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eddie slow burn feelings realisation!!
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Eddie finds a bicycle, too, buried underneath a bunch of old boxes in the shed. A mountain bike, with wide tires and a thick frame. It’s kind of old, likely bought secondhand to begin with, and it’s been sitting unused for long enough that the chain has become unhinged and slightly rusty. He remembers Buck riding it over one time, his giant figure comically balanced on it. They’d ended up having a couple more beers than intended, so he’d stayed the night, driving to the station with Eddie in the morning, taking an uber straight back home after his shift. It became one of those things they had meant to do, having Buck come and take his bike back. They’d never remembered. That was years ago.
“You can keep it.” Buck says now with a shrug, “Don’t really bike anymore. Too many cyclist-related calls.”
Buck moves out. Eddie gets a new hobby to cope.
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01 Oct 2025
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"You don’t know that’s what I was gonna say!”
“Was it?”
Eddie sighs. “Yeah.”
Buck laughs, less at the conversation and more at the defeated twist of Eddie’s mouth. “Can’t get anything past me, Diaz.” Leaning against the counter, he finishes placing their dinner order. When he glances up, Eddie is smiling, but there’s almost a wince hidden there, some ironic joke that Buck doesn’t get.
“Right.” Eddie takes a sip of his beer. “Um, speaking of. I actually had something I thought I should tell you. No,” he looks down, shakes his head a bit, “something I wanted to tell you. Something I wanted you to know.”
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or: On a normal evening, Eddie comes out. Buck can't say that it doesn't change anything between them. At first, he can barely say anything at all.
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01 Oct 2025
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There's a part of Eddie that's tempted to do something insane, something that'll absolutely fuck up this Eddie's day, if he's a real person with a real life that Eddie is just borrowing for the time being, and not an elaborate figment of his own subconscious. Something like hopping on a plane to Los Angeles, tracking down whatever version of Buck lives there now, seeing what happens.
He wants to know if Buck would smile at him again, without the weight of history between them. If maybe, in a different world, he'd want Eddie.
Or: in the aftermath of a deadly car accident, Eddie finds himself able to visit other lives he could have lived: other worlds, other possibilities, and maybe - just maybe - a chance to get things right.
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Eddie meets Buck at a wedding, and gets stuck in a time loop reliving the same day over and over again. They grow closer with each reset of the loop, and the budding relationship is tested.
or: a buddie palm springs (2020) au
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28 Sep 2025
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palm springs au!! really reflective and well done
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“My mom said, uh, that his name was Buck. That he was going to go to the fire academy and that he had a—” she broke off, rubbing her own forehead, exactly where his skin went pink. “She said he went by Firehose.”
Buck didn’t need all of his coworkers to look at him in alarm; he was pretty sure he’d gone deadly pale. His daughter knew four things about him, and one of them was his old tinder profile handle. He felt a little like he was going to die.
“She’s got your eyes,” Eddie commented, unhelpfully.
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Buck finds out he has a daughter, and also a stupidly big crush on his best friend. It's an adjustment.
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- Part 1 of you could be my baby, baby, baby
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26 Sep 2025
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really cool oc + firefam + buck pining
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Eddie hasn't really thought about it. Until he does.
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26 Sep 2025
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“I just don’t see what the big deal is,” Chimney says, joining them at the table. “Why don’t you just go on the trip, Buck? Take Eddie. We can get your shifts covered, it’s, what—three nights?”
“The big deal,” Buck says in exasperation, slamming his fork down, “is that it’s a couples retreat. For couples.”
“And?” Chimney raises his eyebrows, still not buying it.
“And I entered the giveaway when Tommy and I were still together!” Buck snaps. ”I don’t want t-to—it would just feel weird, okay? It’s supposed to be all—like, romantic. Flower petals on the bed and stuff.”
Buck and Eddie take a romantic getaway. Platonically.
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Bookmarked by sensitivepervert
14 Sep 2025
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romantic getaway, competitiveness, making it everyone else's problem!! such well written flirting