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Hockey, he can predict, he can prepare for. Nothing could have prepared him for the uncontrolled chaos, the aching fear, the unhinged joy of loving another person. That doesn’t mean Shane can’t try, though.
He opens an Excel spreadsheet and types: How to Make Ilya Rozanov Obsessed With Me (Sexually and Emotionally).
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20 May 2026
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sports car by hajinights
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Nov 2025
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When Shane mentioned that he would like to try weed, he expected Ilya to disregard it. Imagine his surprise when Ilya shows up a few weeks later in a fancy car with some surprises in the glove box.
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14 May 2026
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courage [it couldn't come at a worse time] by veilofimagination
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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"Why are you not scared?"
"I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."
"Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.
"Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.
Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."
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Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.
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13 May 2026
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if you're scared of wolves by sleepingintheculdesac
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 May 2026
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In another life — or maybe the next one, or maybe the one before — Ilya Rozanov learns that some roads only lead to one place. No matter how you take them, the wolves are always waiting at the end.
Maybe that's why, in December 2008, Ilya wakes up with the distinct, inexplicable sense, that he has already lived this life before.
Some things, it turns out, are inevitable. The question is whether he is.
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13 May 2026
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half agony, half yours by clockwrkpendrxgon
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare
09 May 2026
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At twelve years old, Ilya met Shane Hollander.
At fourteen years old, Shane and Ilya became parabatai.
At seventeen years old, Ilya fell in love with his parabatai.
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10 May 2026