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    Remus reverts to the mischief and magic of marauders days to fulfill Sirius’ dream of seeing David Bowie live in 1995 in New York City, and in doing so, opens a line of communication between the Wizarding world and the Muggle world that could change the nature of reality.
    A fantasy of escape for Remus and Sirius that imagines the life and the love they chose at the end of All the Young Dudes, a tribute to the alchemy of David Bowie and a New York idyll.

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    23 Oct 2025

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    “Well,” Remus says quietly, “you don’t let people know you."

    “And you’re saying you know me?” Sirius drawls, leaning back in his chair. “You’re the only one?”

    The half-arsed derision in his tone doesn’t seem to surprise or intimidate Remus. He only smiles, knowing.

    It is one thing to love a person; it is quite another to see them as they truly are and to love them all the same. And sometimes, Sirius thinks, he’d rather die than let anybody see beneath the defensive facade of his brave face.

    From 1971 to 1978, the Hogwarts years of obsession, betrayal, recklessness, lies, too much drink, insecurity, and all eclipsing sexual frustration. Seven years of Sirius Black’s insufferable god-complex, of Remus Lupin’s most private shames, of secret relationships, awkward hookups, James Potter’s blunt advice, and more yearning than sense. Seven years for Sirius to finally admit to himself that what he wants is not only to be loved, but to be known entirely. And therein lies the difficulty.

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    29 May 2025

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    *Viktor voice* "I present to you...": A Modern AU with Jayce working as a physio and sports massage therapist after crashing out of medical school, and Viktor, who works at the university and researches and builds bionic prosthetics etc. After he is referred to Jayce for a sports massage, Viktor unwillingly goes and finds that it’s not as much hokum as he was expecting…

    Chill Modern AU where everyone is pretty happy, and no one gets hurt and there's no big drama, just found family taking care of each other.

    *Rating has gone up from Teen to Explicit, so please be mindful of that.*

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    20 Feb 2025

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    Remus has never had a dream of his own. Every night, he enters worlds of other people’s minds, hells and heavens. He helps when he can, he watches if he can’t, he hides if he must. But then, when he meets Sirius in a nightmare, everything changes.

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    06 Feb 2025

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