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Humanity was for people without metal in their heads. Humanity was for people capable of thick empathy.
Nathaniel was a collaborative project assembled by the most expensive hands imaginable. His greatest fear was that someday, he would find all his fleshy parts replaced entirely by machine. He would look in a mirror and see none of himself.
He had to escape before that happened.
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A Sci-fi fic where Neil is broken and Andrew tries to fix him, but he soon learns he's using the wrong tools.
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03 Dec 2025
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Neil swallows back blood. “Andrew.”
“Abram,” Andrew returns.
“I’m losing my mind. I think I’m losing my mind.”
“You aren’t,” Andrew says, so easy, so certain. “You’re tired. You’re scared. That’s it.”
Neil grits his teeth. “I’m,” he exhales shakily. “I’m – seeing things,” he admits.
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In which Andrew gets into a car accident one week into the off-season, and everything is fine right up until he starts dying every night in Neil’s dreams. Things get worse, and then they get better.
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Or, how trauma and triggers persist even after decades of safety, and how Andrew and Neil navigate them and take care of each other throughout it all.
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29 Sep 2025
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The Last Will and Testament of Cazador Szarr by AbigailMoment
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
02 Feb 2026
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"First," said Gale. "Do not kill any thinking creatures in Waterdeep unless you must to protect yourself or you have my express permission."
As Gale spoke, he could feel the weight of his words sinking into the person sitting across from him. It was like casting a spell, but took no effort. Astarion had been staring hollowly into his goblet of blood, but at this he made a faintly interested noise. As if the rule were novel and he was considering the shape of it.
"Second, you will obey me in all things," said Gale. There didn't feel like there was any honest way of softening that. Astarion didn't make any sound at all.
"Third, do not leave the tower without permission." Astarion made another speculative noise, considering this one too. But then his shoulders hunched and his eyes skittered down, as if he didn't want to look at what was about to happen.
"Fourth," Gale said, and paused. He started with some context: "There is a tressym upstairs."
Astarion's head twitched. He looked up at Gale, blinking, startled. He had the air of someone who had been bracing for a blow and instead had just been handed a balloon animal.
"A what?" he asked.
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- Part 1 of Will & Testament
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24 Aug 2025
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Across multiple universes, Andrew and Neil always find each other.
In this one, Nathaniel isn't worthy of being found.
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Neil as Nathaniel. Multi-verse (?) AU. A lot of angst but a happy ending.
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06 Aug 2025
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The menace by Kingfluffkinss for chaoticas_hell
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
12 Jun 2025
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“Nicky, what the fuck! Why are you drenched? Did you seriously walk here?!” Aaron shouted from next to Nicky, still holding the door open and letting the rain in like a dumbass.
“Surprise!” Nicky exclaimed with a deranged hitch in his voice as he dropped the ruined jacket onto the floor and lifted something small and wet above him.
The thing yowled pitifully at them.
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In which Nicky finds a stray, feral kitten and brings it home, while Neil finds a family and a reason to stay.
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- Part 1 of cat Neil
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13 Jul 2025
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Neil is sick and it's fine until it's not.
There's a lot of soup.
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16 Jan 2025
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AKA the Lavender AU.
Andrew and Neil don't meet in Millport, they find each other ten years later in the South of France, near the crumbling walls of Chateauneuf de Grasse, just before the hills begin to bloom with lavender.
This is a story about memory and loss, love and healing, and how even a flower that has been stepped on can grow back in time.
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- Part 1 of The Lavender AU
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12 Jan 2025
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With a flourish, Allison gestures to where Neil and Andrew are standing by the gate.
"Intense eye contact," she says.
"Intense eye contact," Matt agrees.
Dan sighs.
Neil and Andrew find themselves in the past, just in time for Neil's first year at Palmetto. They're making plans for their second time around now, how much to change and how much to not change. Except...
Neither of them bothers to tell the rest of the team anything.
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03 Jan 2025
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“And when he’s gone?” Andrew asked.
Then I’m gone too, Neil thought, but didn’t say. There likely wouldn’t be any reason for Neil to run, but he was going to, anyway. Everyone looking for him would be dead or in jail by the time the FBI was done, but Neil had never been taught to stay in one place. He wasn’t sure if he even knew how. All Neil knew how to do was disappear.
“I’ll be alone, I guess,” Neil said with a shrug.
“Lucky you,” Andrew said. He flicked his cigarette butt off the roof and onto the sidewalk below them.
“Yeah,” Neil said. He stubbed his cigarette out on the sole of his shoe and tossed it over the side of the building after Andrew’s. “Lucky me.”or: neil is an insomniac. andrew is going to beijing. they aren't supposed to meet, but they do anyway.
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- Part 1 of un-magnificent
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02 Jan 2025
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Black As Is The Raven, He’ll Get A Partner by nekojita
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
23 Dec 2018
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When Wymack, Kevin and Andrew came to recruit Neil Josten in Millport, Neil decided to say 'no' instead of 'yes' to joining the Foxes and does what he does best, which is run. Unfortunately, that brings him to the attention of the Moriyamas, who return him to his 'rightful' place.
Now Neil has to learn how to survive at the Nest with his only ally another 'asset' long kept under Riko's heel.
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19 Jun 2024
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SEQUEL TO: [don't break the glass]
// Neil shrugged and his body got heavier on top of Andrew’s. There he was—hiding it again. He had told him that he wasn’t going to wear that mask anymore, but Andrew could see clear as day the moment it slipped away. Nathaniel was the mask, and underneath it…Neil Josten wanted out. //
[While trying to get a fresh start in Palmetto, Neil's dark past has a way of creeping up on him. Andrew won't be letting him go so easily this time. Jean struggles with recurrent memories of the Nest and Jeremy bites off more than he can chew. Kevin and Aaron explore new ways of defining their relationship.]
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- Part 2 of the glass series
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23 May 2024
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An AU where Mary never got Nathaniel out. Instead, he became too invaluable of an asset to be killed off or 'gifted' to Tetsuji. Instead, he's raised with Ichirou and Jean as a part of Ichirou's inner circle.
He'd always had a knack for languages and lying and all the 'messy stuff' came easily enough when your father is called the Butcher of Baltimore. So Nathaniel became the Wraith. He was untraceable, unknowable, infalliable; a criminal fairytale.
When Kevin Day leaves the Nest, there's no better person to send.
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"Who the hell are you?" Andrew demanded.
He wasn't anyone, not really; not anymore. He hadn't really been anyone in years now. There'd been a time. Once. But there were entire lifetimes between who he could have been and what he'd become. He could taste it sometimes; blackberries and sand stinging his tongue like the iron branded on his shoulder.
It was easier to pretend he'd never been anyone at all.
"I'm nothing," he answered. The ghost of a smile pulled at his lips; sharp and cruel. "A wraith." The Wraith, he didn't say, but the shadows ran through Andrew's eyes and he wondered if Andrew had heard it anyways.
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- Part 1 of Innominate
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17 May 2024
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“He’s joining us earlier than we anticipated.”
“He’s a flight risk. This way there should be no more risk of him getting away from you. I’ve killed his mother. He belongs to you.”
“Six years old and already training in the Raven’s nest. He will be a player that won’t be rivaled.”
Nathaniel lives a hard life in the ravens nest, choosing Jean and Kevin's safety and happiness over his own constantly. Like the martyr he is. Then one day he is given a chance. It's a fools bet, and Nathaniel is unlikely to win it.
But he has one season to take the Foxes to championships and win.
If he doesn't, well.. he doesn't like the other options.
So he makes his own. Win or die.
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- Part 1 of DFDF
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16 May 2024
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Tucker's never met anyone he's hated as much as York. York's never met anyone as annoying as Tucker. It's a good thing they're both really attractive, otherwise they'd never spend this much time hooking up. But they're totally not in a relationship, okay? Despite what their long-suffering friends think.
Featuring college shenanigans, copious amounts of alcohol, and Tex being a badass.
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- Part 1 of You're Gonna be the One That Saves Me
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13 May 2024
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till my breathing stops. [ABANDONED] by plugastwo
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
03 Sep 2025
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Neil Josten was a psycho.
Foxes knew it. Wymack knew it. Everyone knew it.
He and his manic grin were the definition of psychotic.
Andrew liked to think that it was pretty amusing.
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where it’s Neil, who takes drugs.
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30 Apr 2024
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The year is 1942, and Europe is at war. Captain Victor Nikiforov, an intelligence operative for the NKVD, has been trapped in Berlin by the German invasion of the USSR. Posing as a Nazi industrialist, his days are spent charming information out of Axis diplomats to try and keep the Red Army fighting another day.
Yuuri Katsuki, a foreign-educated bureaucrat in the Japanese Embassy, has secrets of his own concealed beneath his unremarkable demeanour. When he uncovers Victor’s real identity, it will alter the course of both of their lives forever.
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- Part 1 of Birdsong
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04 Jun 2018