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    This Feelings Old, and I Know that I’ve Made up my Mind by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    09 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rosanov thought he understood depression, and how to handle it. He was supposed to be happy, living his life with Shane peacefully, exactly where he always wanted to be.

    But he’s haunted by his family curse, ruining everything he touches.

    And somehow, ending up like his mama doesn’t seem so scary anymore.

    It might be his only way out.

    TLDR: Ilyas mental health spirals fast, but he doesn’t dare let anyone know.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    So Close by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    23 Dec 2025

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    A devastating on-ice collision changes everything for Shane Hollander, Ilya Rozanov, and everyone who loves them.

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    29 Jan 2026

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    So Many Things I Wish I Could Say by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    28 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander has always felt different. Despite him having what others would call a perfect life, there's a hidden side to it. He needs an escape; a release that silences the racing thoughts and voices constantly controlling with his mind. He can't find it in him to ask for help or confide in someone, but when a new student named Ilya Rozanov transfers from Russia to Montreal, he wonders what it would be like to finally let someone in and see the side of him no one has.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    Cigarette Burns by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    14 Jan 2026

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    Shane has long noticed the scars and burns on Ilya’s hands, but he’s never confronted him about them, until one quiet morning when he traces the marks while Ilya sleeps. The vulnerability of the moment exposes the depth of Shane’s concern and Ilya’s self destructive tendencies. Their tension escalates as Shane struggles with helplessness, and Ilya vacillates between shutting him out and craving closeness.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    Betraying the Stars by

    Fandoms: Merlin - Fandom  

    15 Aug 2018

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    Arthur hasn't been himself lately, and it's hurting Merlin more than he expected it to. In fact, everything is hurting Merlin these days. Even himself.

    But with lives in danger, there isn't much time for breaking. There's a plot to uncover, an old friend to re-bury, and a new enemy to be made

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    27 Oct 2025