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  1. Public Bookmark 75

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    Shane is asleep next to him.
    But Ilya is hit with the overwhelming wave of fear and longing and heartbreak.

    He has four hours.

    Four hours before Shane has to wake up and pretends he’s not tired.
    Four hours before he has to pull on clothes, skin still warm from Ilya’s touch and drive back to Montreal because the universe doesn’t care that they love each other.
    Four hours before the distance stretches between them again and Ilya is left with a bed that feels too big and a chest that feels too small.

    Four hours before the leaving starts all over again.
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    or: ilya lies next to shane. he drowns in his own mind, the love he feels for shane all that feels certain.

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    01 Jan 2026

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    “First, I ravish you,” Ilya murmurs, his lips brushing Shane’s bruised ribs, sending goosebumps rippling across his skin. “Apologize for injury I gave.”

    Shane’s breath hitches as Ilya’s hand slides down his body toward his ass. He can barely breathe when that rough fingertip brushes his hole, and it’s not because of the bruised ribs.

    “And then?” he asks, voice breathless.

    Ilya looks up, eyes dark and heavy with desire. He presses one final kiss to the marred skin before digging his fingers deeper into Shane’s skin, making him gasp.

    “And then, I give you new bruises. Better ones to remind you of me.”

    or; Ilya feels bad for being rough with Shane on ice… Shane, on the other hand, is kinda into it.

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    01 Jan 2026

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    Shane and Ilya navigate their new relationship now that they're officially a couple

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    01 Jan 2026

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    At that moment, Ilya knew he was hallucinating, and that he’d hit his head a lot harder than he thought.

    Because here was Shane fucking Hollander— in his fucking kitchen, wearing his fucking clothes. He was making borscht.

    “What the fuck,” Ilya croaked.

    (Ilya takes a rough hit. Shane is there to take care of him.)

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    01 Jan 2026

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    Shane releases what feels like his first exhale in forever—Ilya Rozanov, taken out by the common flu. Not ignoring him. Not ending anything. Still, the knot in his chest doesn’t ease completely with the vision of Ilya unwell and alone in Shane’s head.

    JANE

    Are you at your house?

    LILY

    Where else, Jane?

    JANE

    Don’t fall asleep. I’ll be there soon. 

    LILY

    No, am sick. I told you. 

    JANE

    I heard you. I’ll be there soon.

    Or, Ilya’s sick and Shane wants, and wants, and wants. 

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    31 Dec 2025