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    Harris hadn’t meant to say anything. He hadn’t even realized what he’d said, honestly, until Ilya’s reaction: choking on his beer, eyes bugging out, looking more nervous than Harris had ever seen him look.

    Why couldn’t he have just kept his mouth shut? He was tipsy, and probably a bit too comfortable, but still. He should have known better. He felt like the biggest asshole alive.

    Hold on. Rewind. Start from the beginning.

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    Five times Ilya Rozanov set off Harris Drover's gaydar (and Harris said nothing), + one time Harris completely put his foot in it

    (originally a one-shot, now updated to include a chapter 2/coda)

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    03 Mar 2026

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    “Is just a thing I do to help him,” he said quietly. Troy cocked his head.

    “What do you mean?”

    Ilya sighed, glancing around to make sure that Shane and everyone else were out of earshot.

    “He gets… quiet sometimes. Can’t talk. When I see he’s getting like that…” Ilya looked up and pressed his lips into a line for a moment before continuing. “He feels good when he helps me. So sometimes, I maybe pretend to need more help.”

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    Troy knows that Ilya knows much more English than he was pretending to earlier that night. He suspects that it had something to do with Shane. After all, most things that Ilya Rozanov does have something to do with Shane Hollander.

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    28 Feb 2026

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    “Yes, yes, was very brave. Only important thing Scott Hunter has ever done. Do not know why you need to bring this up every time,” Ilya grumbles. 
    “But when did you first kiss?” Luca asks.
    “Ah, my sweet innocent rookie. I love that you think this is all we did,” Ilya tells him. Shane hides his face in Ilya’s shoulder. “Your guess was close, Haasy. Shane and I, we met in hotel gym after draft. I gave him some of my water, because I am nice person and he did not bring any. Was very sexually charged.”
    “Ilya!” Shane complains, voice muffled by the fact that he’s still hiding in said man’s shoulder. 
    “What? Is true. But anyway, we first kissed,” Ilya emphasizes the word so that it’s very clear that was not all they did, “summer before our rookie season, after commercial shoot.”
    For a moment, there’s silence as everyone does the math and lets that sink in. Then: “2010?!?!?”

     

    How the Centaurs find out Shane and Ilya's relationship start date.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Hollander and Rozanov, Rozanov and Hollander — two names, linked together even before they had been drafted to their respective teams. If he had to be honest, David would have to admit that he had never really cared about this rivalry, at least not as much as Yuna. David hated Rozanov because everyone else did, not because of his own conviction.

    Seeing Rozanov in the waiting room — his body hunched over, drawn into himself, his hair disheveled and curls all over the place, skin pale and cheeks blotchy, his eyes red-rimmed and glassy with unshed tears — made David wish he'd paid more attention to the other man.

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    A retelling of the famous hospital scene in episode 5 (David and Yuna find out about Shane and Ilya)

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Ilya realizes that people assume Shane is a bottom because [insert your favourite homophobic prejudice here]. Whatever the reason is, Ilya sticks to his guns and declares a stealth full-scale war to everyone involved. Of course, one day, Shane finds out.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Scott doesn’t know what to make of Rozanov still. He’d appreciated him showing up at that bar in Vegas, had curiously watchedhim dance with men with all the air of someone who knew what he was doing, had shaken off the weirdness of watching Ilya Rozanov in a gay bar in Vegas pull another man in by the belt loops and ghost a breath over his ear. He thinks Rozanov went home alone that night. He’s not sure. He doesn’t know which answer would surprise him more.

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    the one where Scott finds out

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    20 Feb 2026

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    Ilya gets added to the Ottawa WAGs group chat.

    Sequel to Shane Hollander vs. the Power of Friendship

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Shane was hurting and it was more than just the bruises and aches littering his body. More than all of that was the hurt of what the Metros had done. He couldn’t stop replaying the last time he had been in this building with all of them. He couldn’t stop hearing his teammates accusing him of throwing the game for Ilya, saying he fell on purpose. All he could feel was his heart fracturing inside his chest.

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    Shane Hollander was betrayed and abandoned by the team he gave his entire youth to and it did more damage than he realized

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    16 Feb 2026

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    He stared at the ceiling, one arm wrapped around Shane’s back, fingers resting just beneath the fabric of Shane’s shirt. His thumb moved in small, absent circles, grounding himself more than Shane. His chest felt tight—not in a painful way, but heavy. Full.

    Today mattered. Really mattered.

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    The dinner after episode 6.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    The Ottawa Centaurs have a lot of questions about their Captain's relationship with The Shane Hollander. One being: Why is Rozanov suddenly so excited to play away games?

    Ch 2: Scott's Revenge

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Так-то русских не нагибают, конечно.
    Но родина и без того уже выебала Илью во все щели, какие только отыскала. Тогда почему бы теперь не позволить сделать это и Шейну-гребаному-Холландеру?
    Зато, может, хотя бы выйдет наконец получить от процесса удовольствие.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    “So?” Ilya Rozanov said, sitting on Scott Hunter’s couch like he owned it. “What are we doing?”

    Scott stared at him.

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    Ilya Rozanov can't watch Scott Hunter humiliate himself on ice, so he decides to save Hunter's relationship with Kip.
    Scott WILL be going to the Kingfisher for Kip's birthday, even if Ilya has to drag him there.

    independent one-shot!

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    12 Feb 2026

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    A reporter in the front row raised his hand, then stood without being called on. His voice shook just a little when he spoke, but his eyes were shining, and his face flushed with excitement.

    “Scott - are you aware of the online speculation about your sexuality? About you being gay?”

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    Ilya Rozanov helps Scott Hunter escape a post-game press conference that went wrong because of Reddit.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    After Shane's accident on ice, Yuna sees Lily messaging him and decides to make a phone call.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    To be clear, Ilya is grateful the rookies aren’t growing up the way he did in the NHL. Ilya took the hazing to the chin – humiliation rituals, beat downs, grueling practices to prove he could “hang” with the big guns on the team.

    That being said, there’s still some part of Ilya that balks at the request by the gaggle of rookies to watch The Iron Giant, a veritable children’s movie at the team’s latest movie night.

    OR: Five times Shane and Ilya were the support system for the Centaur rookies they dreamed of having when they were younger.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Now, he felt, he would never have the chance. They didn’t even talk. They didn’t make it to the cottage where they were supposed to talk. Ilya was going to talk. He was going to express his fears, his love. Because he had so much of it. He was so in love it hurt sometimes. He didn’t know what to do with it. Most days it felt like it was just constantly overflowing out and onto the floor. And he knew, or at least hoped, that Shane felt the same. How could he not when he was the one to invite Ilya to the cottage?
    The cottage they didn’t make it to, and that meant they lost their chance. Their chance at trying something out. At trying to finally be fucking happy.

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    David and Yuna Hollander find out about Shane and Ilya's relationship in a completely different way.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    It happens against Montreal, because of course it does.

    Shane Hollander has accumulated hundreds of penalty minutes across his career, same as every other hockey player, but none have ever been from fighting.

    That is until a bad hit by his former teammates leaves his husband laid out on the ice and a comment that crosses the line has Shane dropping his gloves for the first (and hopefully last) time.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Ilya’s father was not a good one in many ways, Cliff begins to realise this and decides to step in as the family Ilya’s always deserved.

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    Cliff Marleau being the brother Ilya deserves, from holding him when he cries, to supporting him when he comes out.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Yuna is confused when her son asks them if they can go visit Ilya Rozanov, her son's long-time rival, at the hospital, but slowly, when they take him home with them to care for him until Shane can get there, the puzzle pieces are starting to fit together.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    A little frantic, she grabbed a knife off the chopping block. Yes, she was aware this was a somewhat dramatic reaction to what she was sure was just her son cancelling his plans, but she wasn't going to find out empty handed like a fool from some budget slasher movie.

    She yanked open the door to find… Ilya Rozanov?

    He was naked.

    She screamed.

    “Ah!” Rozanov screamed back, grabbing a pillow from the bed and holding it to his crotch. “Blyat!”

    Ilya Rozanov was in Shane’s bedroom. In Shane's apartment. Naked. Wearing nothing. Naked.

    “Err-“ Rozanov broke the silence.

    “Erm-” Yuna repeated, suddenly feeling flustered.

    Burglars she could handle. Ilya Rozanov naked? Not so much.

    (yuna goes to shane's apartment and gets the shock of her life)

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    09 Feb 2026

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