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Will is attending NYU to pursue art. He meets Mike Wheeler after being dragged to a party by his sister Jane and his best friend Lucas. The both of them catch each other's eyes and it's like they have known one another their whole lives. Until the past comes to haunt them both. Old habits die hard.
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Mike tries to wrestle out of Will’s grasp but he doesn’t even budge. He has his wrists pinned on either side of his head and his hips are straddling his waist. Mike wouldn’t complain about their position in any other situation, but right now all he feels is fear. Will’s eyes are that milky white again and his teeth are bared, chest heaving intensely. It looks eerily similar to him killing the demogorgons at the Mac-Z and it makes Mike want to hurl.
Mike has never been scared of Will. Mike knows the power that the boy holds, even dating back to his early teen years and his easy use of a shotgun. He knows Will is capable of being dangerous, but it’s never been pointed at him. He’s terrified now.
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You Can't Get Rid of Me So Easily by spoodrm4n
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel, Captain America (Anthony Mackie Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
23 Feb 2025
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After Ross turns himself in, Sam is tasked with creating the new Avengers. Bucky is haunted by Peter Parker and his erasure from history and everyone who knew him. Peter is trying to get through it all, but he’s not doing too well.
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This Is Me Trying by spoodrm4n
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
21 Feb 2025
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Peter is struggling after losing everyone closest to him— May, Tony, Ned, and MJ. Harley is struggling with where he came from and the parts of his past he never healed from. Can they help each other heal? Or will they let one another spiral?
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called you again by spoodrm4n
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
17 Jul 2023
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Harley loves Peter. Peter loves Harley, but he's convinced everyone he loves turns to ash in the palm of his hand.
Peter can't can't help but call Harley. Harley can't help but answer.
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Five years ago, Mike Wheeler destroyed the only person he ever loved with a rejection he told himself was mercy. Now he's an NYPD officer drowning in debt and self-loathing. Will Byers is Manhattan's art-world darling, brilliant and beautiful, hollowed out from the inside, slowly killing himself in ways no one bothers to notice.
When a Mafia money-laundering case turns Will into the only living witness, Mike is assigned to protect the person he once swore to cherish and then shattered with his own hands.
It was only when a bullet buried itself in the chest of the one he loved most that Mike finally understood how merciless fate could be, teaching him the meaning of love at the exact moment it demanded the ultimate price.
But can a heart that has been broken ever deliver mercy to the one who broke it?OR: Mike hasn’t been afraid of dying since 1989. Will has a patron, a penthouse, and a drinking problem nobody asks about. A mafia case forces them back together. The bullets aren’t the dangerous part.
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06 Feb 2026
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It's 1997 and the ghost of Mike Wheeler walks back into Will Byers' life twice in one day: first in a Midtown coffee shop, then as the writer assigned to his graphic novel. Eight years of awkward distance now have a deadline. Collaboration is a special kind of torture when the person you're building a world with is the one who broke yours.
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26 Jan 2026
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Will knew something was wrong back in Lenora. He just didn't know how to confront everyone. How do you even begin telling your mom, brother, and estranged best friend that they had missed your birthday?
A story in which Will is being forgotten by those he loves.
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15 Jan 2026
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darling, won't you take me home? by thompsborn
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
25 Nov 2025
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Comparing this year to last year, there's about a million things that have changed.
Peter isn't malnourished, depressed, and barely holding on by a thinning thread. He isn't on the brink of losing it and drowning in his grief, barely paying attention in his classes and trying to avoid making friends that he ended up making anyway. He isn't patrolling until he collapses and passing out in his bathroom after giving himself stitches. He isn't alone.
Harley's starting to accept that his life ended when he died, and the one he came back to will never be like it was before. He can talk to his mom without mourning the years he was gone. He can catch up with Pepper or Rhodey, visit Morgan at the lake house or meet Happy for lunch, without choking on Tony's absence. He can feel alive again.
(With all the good changes, their second year at Empire State is looking promising. But there will always be obstacles that get in the way, and when some Spidey business gets scary, it's only to be expected that almost everything else has to go wrong, too.)
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you're the song on the radio i never play
you're the words in my soul that i wanna saySeries
- Part 3 of homeward bound
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28 Feb 2025
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i wish that i was homeward bound by thompsborn for spaceoddy
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
03 Oct 2024
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There's a healing bullet wound on Peter's right thigh, one that makes him put more focus than he'd like into not limping despite the ache that comes with every step. One of the sweatshirts he snagged from Mr. Stark back when he was fifteen is pulled over his shoulders, hair visibly disheveled where it peeks out from the hood covering his head, hands shoved deep into his pockets as he waits in line. Realistically, his budget is too tight to fit a five dollar coffee from a corner café in Manhattan, but after the week he's had, he thinks he might not survive without getting pumped full of caffeine, so he ignores the part of him that says to tuck his wallet away and leave, instead stepping forward, fighting a wince when his injured leg is shifted and forced to hold his weight, and looking up when it's his turn to order.
On the other side of the counter, blue eyes and blond curls greet him, curious as they take him in, with a name tag pinned to the front of his apron that says Harley. There's also something instantly intriguing about him that Peter can't quite place.
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oh my god, i can't remember
who i was just last decemberSeries
- Part 1 of homeward bound
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