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    “Why does it not–” Kaveh’s voice ripped out in a whine. “Have you not thought about it at all since then?”

    A long pause. The longest one yet. “Who says I haven’t?”

    Lightning flashed through the window, illuminating Al-Haitham’s face. Half of it was still wrapped in shadow, blocked by Kaveh’s head, but he could see the distance between them measured, laid flat by the light. The lightning went. The room went dark. But the memory of Al-Haitham’s wide eyes did not leave him.

    What did he want?

    “Have you?” asked Kaveh.

    “Have you?” Al-Haitham’s voice was so quiet, buried under the murmur of the rain.

    Kaveh swallowed. “I mean…I thought that was obvious.”

    Kaveh accidentally sleeps with Al-Haitham. And then...keeps sleeping with him.

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    12 Jun 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ch9 next

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    “You look great. Not in a weird way or anything. Definitely fuckable. Not in a gay way, of course.” Zack sets a big, careful hand between Cloud’s thighs, urges them apart. “You okay with me putting a finger in first?”

    Straight boys Zack and Cloud go camping and are very straight about it. Kinda.

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    01 Mar 2025

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    “Do I?” Sethos hums. The urge to slap him across the head is stemmed by the fact that he is still very much bleeding all over the floor. “Oh, right. I mean, it’s not like I had time? And nobody does my hair like you, dear.”

    “That’s not what I—” Scaramouche begins. Then his brain latches onto the last word like a leech, a broken record: dear. Dear. Dear, he said.

    Has he ever called Scaramouche that before?

    Or, the wanderer's relationship to terms of endearment.

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    19 Nov 2024

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    Ajaw is not gentle, Kinich thinks.

    Kinich, Ajaw — and what happens at night.

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    17 Nov 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    reread

  5. Rec 17

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    After some light sexting, Gladiolus and Noctis engage in phone sex.

    Sequel to "Not Now, Later"

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    05 Nov 2024