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- Private Practice (10)
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Amelia hums, barely awake when she rolls over to face her, sheets twisting as she moves. In the rising sunlight, she is made up of no more than flashes of a person. Bare skin dotted with freckles, the slope of a collarbone, a mess of dark hair, her eyes still decidedly closed.
She smells like oranges, Arizona thinks.
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After a beat of silence, Kai takes a decisive step closer. They thread careful fingers through her hair, tilting her face up and gently forcing her to meet their eyes. Amelia’s throat feels suddenly tight, but some of the rapidly building tension eases.
“Whatever it is,” they say softly, thumb brushing over the curve of her jaw, and she doesn’t know a single thing in the world except for the fact that this feels safe, they feel safe. “You can say it. No judgement.”
or: The number of hours we have together is actually not so large. Please linger near the door uncomfortably instead of just leaving. Please forget your scarf in my life and come back later for it.
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falling for you and you're worlds away by stardustgf for hurricanery
Fandoms: Grey's Anatomy
21 Dec 2021
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“And what are you looking at?” they ask with that quiet smile, hands braced on her hips. They always have warm hands, she can feel the contact through her shirt.
Amelia drags her fingers through their hair gently, brushing it back as they lean absentmindedly into the touch. These moments are quiet, so quiet they feel almost sacred.
“I like watching you work.”
They raise their eyebrows again, expression gently teasing.
“Shepherd, we work together every day.”
“Don’t be a smartass.”
A flash of a smile, this one is a little sharper, and their answer comes in the form of a kiss, then another.
or: moments that make up the whole picture, something that's woven with light.
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but darling, didn't you know we could fly? by stardustgf for hurricanery
Fandoms: Grey's Anatomy, Private Practice
10 Oct 2021
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She laughs shakily, pulling her hand away and lifting her eyes back up to their face.
“Pretty sure you’re talking shit Dr Bartley.”
“Well,” they say, eyes steady on hers, and something in her stomach flips. “That depends on where you’re standing.”
or: tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?
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but this place could be beautiful too, right? by stardustgf
Fandoms: Private Practice, Grey's Anatomy
30 Jul 2021
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Charlotte is the first to find her, in the end.
She’s always been able to find her.
or: you have to love, you have to feel. my darling you are here to risk your heart.
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- Part 7 of darling why do you love a storm
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only freaking superheroes
— amelia shepherdthis is a story, in essence, of strength
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it's quiet uptown by stardustgf
Fandom Iron Man (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
03 Oct 2019
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Sleep doesn't come easy to Peter. When he sleeps, the dreams come, and everyone else leaves.
But Tony is there. He's always there.
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tomorrow is a new day by stardustgf
Fandom Iron Man (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
03 Oct 2019
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The nights are long. They only feel longer after Thanos.
But maybe that doesn’t have to be a bad thing.or: a look into the life of the relationships that only grew after tony stark saved the world, and a reminder that the sun always rises
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welcome to the family by pressuretoparty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Mar 2026
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"We are actually so fucking washed," Shane bitches. "I'm never getting better and you are stuck on a losing team that sucks. Everyone is going to forget about us."
"Don't make me trip you," Ilya says, calmly. "Let's do another lap."
"No," Shane barks. Ilya raises his eyebrows.
Shane refuses to accept this. This perpetual cycle of suck. When he invited Ilya to his cottage almost four years ago now, he didn't expect their relationship to turn into their fucking burial ground.
Shane finds himself grounded in Ottawa for the foreseeable future. With his newfound free time, he hangs out with his family, eats Costco Rotisserie chicken, and whips Ilya Rozanov back into a champion.
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- Part 3 of winners-verse
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06 Apr 2026
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And here is the kitchen, first place aside from the cottage where they'd cooked together. And here is the front closet, where Shane had hidden Ilya's birthday present three years ago only to have it fall on Ilya's head some time in April. And here is the bedroom, where on a night many Octobers ago Shane had looked at Ilya from across the room with a smirk and said No you come here and then he'd let Ilya—
It's been an emotional day.A moment in time at the end of an era. Ilya helps Shane pack up the Montreal apartment.
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05 Apr 2026
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Ilya stretches, back pressing against the glass of the shower door, then peeling away with a sharp, wet slurp. “No sex for playoffs is stupid idea. Like I tell you, Hollander, all these rituals are sign of a weak mind.”
Five times Ilya and Shane almost had sex but didn't, plus the one time they almost didn't...
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04 Apr 2026
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The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed.
Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.
Reentry is harder than expected.
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- Part 8 of my heated rivalry anon fics
- Part 1 of homegrown
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Mar 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
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01 Apr 2026