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Maru pushes himself off of him, and falls on his back next to him. Tsurugi's vision blurs, the world dissolving, until it's just the two of them. Laying on the ground like open wounds.
“Shut up, Maru. Don’t make me regret not killing you.”
“As if you could have,” Maru says. His face turned to the stars above. And for a moment Tsurugi wonders what Maru is looking for every time he looks up into the vast darkness of the night sky irritated with stars.
Tsurugi exhales. “You—You still haven’t realised it, have you?”
Maru turns to face him. A confused look on his face. The way the stars reach down to sparkle in his eyes, to lighten the dark shadows that have come to settle into his hair, makes Tsurugi’s heart flutter against his chest. He doesn’t look away. Not now, not ever.
“I might not be able to take you out in a fight,” there is a pause in his words, as if it could make the gravity of what he is about to say less frightening. “But I could have slit your throat the second you passed out.”
“Then why haven’t you?”
or Whether you come as a lover or an executioner, I am ready to receive you.
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and nothing hurts like you do by sunbleachedx
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
28 Sep 2025
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There’s something about winters in Tokyo that turns his solitude into a wound—and he wonders if twisting memory’s knife deeper could make his heart weep with love instead of sorrow. Then, the air fills his lungs, and he realises he’s too cold to know what he doesn’t have without him.
or an au in which Hikaru doesn't die on the mountain until years later, Yoshiki has already been studying in Tokyo for years, and they have fallen out of contact
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a stab wound and two kisses by sunbleachedx
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
21 Sep 2025
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Yoshiki can barely make out the deep red hollow of Hikaru’s voice as it falls heavy against his bare neck and sticks to his skin. It feels empty, yet starved—a hunger scraping at the edges of desperation. Yoshiki can feel that hunger as it stains his fingers, as it bleeds into his skin. He lets it consume him. Don’t let go.
or Is it truly so monstrous to want?
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all of our birthdays this summer by PrinceDrew
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
28 Dec 2025
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Hikaru doesn’t get it. He doesn’t get any of it.
Some days, it feels like Yoshiki just wants as much distance between himself and Hikaru as he can get. Other days, it’s like being away from Hikaru would kill him. Hikaru can’t tell what’s gonna set Yoshiki off or not, and it’s not like looking at the memories would help. He got moody like this before, but only when Hikaru tried to talk about girls or Yoshiki leaving one day, and never for as long as he does now.
Is he doing something wrong?
“Hey, Yoshiki?” he calls ahead. “What d’ya reckon we should do for my birthday?”
Or; ‘Hikaru’ celebrates his sixteenth birthday. Hikaru doesn’t.
Bookmarked by sunbleachedx
03 Jan 2026
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'hikaru' my beloved. such wonderful writing as always
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Golden scars on a Summer night by Miphos
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
14 Dec 2025
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There, sitting on one of the corners, was his Hikaru, his undressed back facing Yoshiki. Then— slowly, as if every movement caused him unimaginable pain, he twisted his body until he was able to look at him with a crooked smile. Yoshiki’s breath hitched in his throat, at long last allowing a broken whimper to leave the opening of his mouth.
"Yoshiki”, Hikaru’s rough voice blossomed, uncertain. His left iris trembled to allow the escape of more iridescent tendrils, further desfiguring himself and making his half-naked figure appear much, much smaller. “You’re here.”
One month had passed and they hadn’t talked about it. Or, well, perhaps it was better to say that Hikaru kept trying to mention their fateful Valentine’s Day, and Yoshiki kept evading the subject. Before they could even begin to sew their cracks, Hikaru is taken away.
Yoshiki struggles with how to define what they are. Hikaru thinks they don’t need to. Together, they mend one another with patience, care and lacquer powdered with gold.[Can be read as a stand-alone]
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- Part 2 of We blossomed with the seasons
Bookmarked by sunbleachedx
22 Dec 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
THE yoshikaru fic ever. everyone read this now
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goldfish set free into a rusted pool by PrinceDrew
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
02 Nov 2025
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“Indou-san,” Hara-sensei greets as Hikaru stands in front of him. “How are you holding up?”
It’s a question he has always hated, right back since fifth grade, when his daddy died. It’s a question that forces him to look at himself, at what he’s feeling, and decide what other people want to see and what’s too ugly to reveal. It’s exhausting. Can’t Hara-sensei tell just by looking at him? Can’t he tell Hikaru doesn’t want to wake up most mornings? Can’t he tell that it’s wrong, that Hikaru shouldn’t be the one standing here? Or is Hikaru really that good at tricking others into not looking that closely at him?
It’s what he’s done his entire life, after all. Only one person even tried.
After the death of his best friend, Hikaru tries to fill the space he left.
Bookmarked by sunbleachedx
03 Nov 2025
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gonna come back to this until i can recite it from memory
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the side i try to see by PrinceDrew
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
26 Oct 2025
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“If you don’t wanna talk about whatever it is that’s upsetting ya, that’s fine.” Hikaru leans back against the wall, not looking at her as he picks at his shoelaces. “But if someone rejected ya, just say the word an’ I’ll thrash ‘em.”
This time, Asako laughs properly.
“I beat you every time we arm wrestle,” she reminds him, but then she stops smiling. It’s easier if she doesn’t look at him. “My uh… my granny died, actually. Last week.”
When she risks a glance at him, Hikaru is looking at her, his face caught in a soft, sad look she doesn’t want to understand. “Yeah,” he says quietly. He catches her hand, and squeezes it, slightly cold but firm and solid. “I’m sorry. That really, really sucks.”
Or, upset over losing her granny, Asako finds comfort in an unlikely source.
Bookmarked by sunbleachedx
30 Oct 2025
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og hikaru my beloved and asako <3 such good writing and characterisation
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Gasoline by hijinks_n_lowjinks
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
16 Dec 2025
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Fushiguro Megumi is a poacher; a lethally trained hunter working to capture the last dregs of humanity to feed his vampiric clients and keep his sister safe. Megumi assumes that he will be hunting down his own kind for the end of his days until coven leader, Mahito, makes him an offer he can't refuse:
A man named Itadori Yuuji has fled the chains of the coven to try and disappear into the wilds of Japan, stealing an important vampiric relic in his escape. Megumi must find Itadori and return him to the coven alive, using whatever means necessary to gain his trust. Should Megumi fulfill their contract, he and his sister will receive full immunity from vampire-kind as they walk away from their dealings. One final contract.
But when Megumi does make contact with Itadori, he finds that doing his job comes with more complications than expected.