theexistentiallyqueer
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- Persona 5 (9)
- Tokyo Ghoul (6)
- Dragon Age - All Media Types (6)
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- Tales of Symphonia (5)
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What a glorious sight they’d make, he and Akira two princes of chaos visiting devastation upon devastation unto the world, eye for pulpy eye and tooth for rotting tooth.
(Persona 5 PMMM AU)
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Maruki plays his ace in the hole, never expecting that Akira already knows.
The punchline is: Goro never expected that either.
(2/2 B Side, or: the AU where Akira figures out what his "wish" is before the deadline.)
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The plan for Akira's junior year of high school was to keep his head down and his nose clean, but he hadn't counted on his new high school having more trouble than it was worth--and he specifically didn't plan on Akechi Goro, the haughty, machiavellian vice president of Shujin Academy's student council, dragging him face-first into political scandal and a series of encounters that would change his life.
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No one died in the bowels of Shido's palace; the Phantom Thieves, plus one, took down the ship's captain, the complacent public, the Demiurge itself.
But for the conspiracy to be dismantled, someone had to take the fall.
Goro spent three years in juvenile hall, unmoored and deserted on a metaphorical island with no ship in sight. He never planned for a future beyond ruining the man who ruined him.
(The funny thing about futures is that they have their own way of finding you.)
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Goro grits his teeth and grabs for his pillow, rolling onto his back and shoving it under his head. He can't sleep, body too flooded with adrenaline and mind too full of brainless, sentimental thought. He could go back to the Metaverse and let loose, really let loose, call on Loki to break his chains and let the bodies fly. There's a certain appeal to the thought in the way one considers a kitchen knife and all of its broad applications: intrusive, nauseating, unwanted, but fascinating all the same. The same way a traffic accident is fascinating: you can't help gaping in horrified awe at the spectacle and the promise of mangled corpses.
His shirt is riding up his stomach. Goro runs cold fingertips along the cinched waistband of his jersey pants and the exposed skin above it and shivers.
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seize and hold tight by nebulia for LightMosaic
Fandoms: Fire Emblem: Fuukasetsugetsu | Fire Emblem: Three Houses
26 Dec 2025
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["Felix," Dimitri said, and forced the words out of his mouth. "Don't do this if—if I have ever implied you are obligated—"
Felix yanked on the laces so hard that Dimitri had to gasp. "Shut up," he said. "When have I ever done anything out of obligation?" He leaned forward, still holding Dimitri fast, and rested his forehead on the knob at the top of Dimitri's spine. Bare skin on bare skin; without the chestguard or gorget, Dimitri had not realized how much the low collar of the tunic revealed. He was breathing hard, from anxiety or arousal or both. Felix said, his voice oddly without scorn, "You have never been an obligation."]
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27 Dec 2025
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At once Louis misses it—misses being looked at at all, truly commanding Hythlodaeus’s attention again even for a moment—so much it hurts, the open wound of his yearning aching for relief even as a wave of nausea tightens his throat.
Pathetic, he thinks, though in the moment he’s not sure which of the two of them it describes better.
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Six years after the attack on the prince, recently promoted Colonel Louis Guiabern is reluctantly invited back to the royal palace. He tries to make the most of an unexpected encounter.Series
- Part 1 of royal flowers
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26 Feb 2025
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sunset stains like a nectarine by calciferrrx
Fandoms: Dragon Age - All Media Types, Dragon Age: The Veilguard (Video Game)
14 Nov 2024
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It's not like they haven't discussed the fact that Spite is, essentially, a constant audience to everything they do, in public or private. After some gentle cajoling from Rook, he's generally behaved himself in the bedroom.
But then… there have been a few times, more recently.
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18 Dec 2024
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A legal loophole after "Alone" results in Hawke inheriting the entirety of Danarius's estate, including all his slaves—and Fenris. But Tevinter is not friendly to foreigners or fugitives, and as Hawke and Fenris struggle to save both his freedom and her slaves, they find themselves mired in political and magical intrigues whose sinister depths extend beyond anything they've faced.
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18 Sep 2024
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Diary of a Hunter, 1182 - 1185 by reflektion
Fandoms: Fire Emblem: Fuukasetsugetsu | Fire Emblem: Three Houses
15 Feb 2024
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His ghost is dragging us around by our necks. Through the snow. Through the mud. Through this rancid heat. And yet we can never touch him or even have any true sign that he’s a man at all. Sometimes I think I am the only one that remembers the reality of him, others I believe myself to be the only one capable of understanding that he is just a specter, nothing but the culmination of what this wretched kingdom needs from him, all of its hopes and failed aspirations, embodied by a beast. Perhaps he’s alive – I have said myself I think he is – but what damned difference does it make in the end?
_The personal log of one in search of the fugitive prince Dimitri Alexandre Blaiddyd during the war years, digitally recreated and archived.
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19 Feb 2024