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And yet, he’d never paid too much attention to them aside from fixing what was broken. Until Buck came along, and Eddie’s feelings grew and grew and grew, and now all he could think about was his hands.
The sheer size of them, thick fingers curled around a coffee mug or (God help him) a clipboard. Short nails bitten down to their beds—a horrible habit he had that Eddie had tried (and tried again) to stop him from doing.
They weren’t special in any way, not really. There wasn’t any aesthetic to them that Eddie could reason over why it’d be okay to obsess over them.
They were just hands.
But he couldn’t stop staring at them, wondering what they’d feel like caught between his own, curled around his wrist or absentmindedly trailing patterns against his skin.
They were just hands, and yet, Eddie was desperate to hold them.
Or: The one where Buck, Eddie and Chris watch the eclipse together. In total darkness, Eddie decides to do what he's been craving and hold Buck's hand.
Or or: The 3 times Eddie wants to hold Buck's hand and the 1 time he finally does.
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“How many of these have you had?” Buck tapped the ring of the glass with his fingernail. “You know champagne is an aphrodisiac, right?” He giggled.
Eddie loved the sound of his laughter. He wished he could bottle it up and listen to it whenever they weren’t together (which was rare enough, but the point still stood, Eddie thought).
“I knew that.” Eddie definitely knew that, right. He furrowed his eyebrows where he was still resting against Buck’s shoulder. “I’ve only had a few; I’m not drunk or horny because of champagne.” He pulled up to look at Buck. “It’s because of all of this.” He waved his hand in front of Buck, gesturing to his body, the damn suit.
Or: The one where Buck and Eddie attend the LA Firefighter Christmas Gala and lose their minds over one another in a suit.
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“Woah! Those look so real—how did you stick them in? I was going to be a vampire, too, but all the fake teeth I could find looked cheap and irritated my gums within five minutes, but those? Where did you even get them from?”
Eddie blinked once, twice, at the mask in front of him, leaning up close to his fangs. He could see his hands, wrapped tight in black leather gloves, hovering in the air as if he were about to touch his teeth.
He jerked his head back slightly, trying to regain some of the personal space he’d lost in this man’s presence.
“Um-,” Eddie started. He wasn’t sure what he was going to say—some lie about where he’d gotten his fangs from or to ask for him to take a step back, but it didn’t matter; the man in front of him interpreted him.
“Sorry. Sorry, I’ve just realized how weird this is. I’m Buck, by the way. Not a creepy weirdo, although I wouldn’t blame you if you didn’t believe me.”
The man lifted his mask, and oh. Maybe he wouldn’t mind him sticking his fingers in his mouth, after all.
Buck and Eddie met at a Halloween party. They fall in love and Buck really, really wants to be bitten.
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- Part 8 of Buddie Kinktober 2024
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The thing was, Buck knew his boyfriend was stunning. Mustache or clean-shaved, longer hair or short and buzzcut, Buck knew he’d won at life.
As Eddie’s boyfriend, he was allowed to acknowledge that.
It’s just that now that Eddie had grown new facial hair, everyone else seemed to be noticing it, too.
OR: The three times Eddie gets called daddy since he's grown a mustache + the one time Buck lets it slip.
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- Part 7 of Buddie Kinktober 2024
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“I was thinking we could distract ourselves from our kid growing up too fast.” Eddie pressed fleeting kisses along the expanse of Buck’s neck, sucking on her earlobe lightly. “What do you think?”
“Depends on what you have in mind.” Buck tilted her head to the side, feeling her messy bundle of hair that sat on top of her head flop to the side with the movement. “You want to help me with my daily crossword? I’ve got three answers left.”
“You know I love helping you, baby.” Eddie scratched her fingertips across the expanse of Buck’s exposed waist, up to the edge of her bra. “I was thinking we could do that later, though.”
“Hmm, okay.” Buck pretended to frown in confusion, and if she had a spare hand, she’d be tapping her chin with her finger just to further her point. “I guess we could start some laundry. Or finally tidy that top cupboard in here that’s full of junk.”
“Or,” Eddie smacked a kiss to her lips. “I get on my knees right here for you and eat you out until you’re begging me to stop.”
OR: Eddie and Buck are feeling sad Chris is growing up too fast, so they distract themselves in the best way they know how.
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- Part 6 of Buddie Kinktober 2024
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Eddie stood in amused confusion as his husband stepped back, closing the door in his face and reopening it again.
“I, uh…” Buck trailed off, his gaze transfixed on his mustache. He went to speak, to ask him if he liked it, if it looked okay, but he barely managed to get the words out before Buck was dragging him towards the bed, his wrist caught in a vice-like hold between Buck’s large hand.
“Please tell me it doesn’t break any violations.” Buck sprawled him back on the bed until he was flat against the mattress. Eddie watched, an amused grin on his face at Buck making quick work of removing his own sleep shorts and crawling onto the bed, knees either side of Eddie’s torso.
“No.” Eddie laughed, squeezing his bare thighs. “You like it, then?”
“I’d like to sit on your face.” Buck stared down at him, brushing his thumb across Eddie’s top lip, catching the end of his facial hairs. “Can I?”
Or: Eddie grows a mustache for Halloween. Buck has no choice but to sit on it.
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- Part 5 of Buddie Kinktober 2024
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“C’mon then, Eddie, lover of mine and my huge cock, tell me what you want from your child-free evening.”
“You’re a pain in my ass, you know that?” Eddie huffed. “Don’t even say it!” He slapped his hand over Buck’s mouth as he opened, no doubt some stupid line on the tip of his tongue, rolling his eyes at Buck licking his palm. “Buck, I’ve had that tongue up my ass; you think that’s going to freak me out?”
“I was thinking,” Eddie started once again, meeting Buck’s bright blue eyes, sincerity shining through them. “When we got home, you could fuck me. And maybe add a finger or two...alongside?”
He squeaked out the last two words, his heart beating out his chest. He forced himself not to look away from his boyfriend, even if it was slightly ridiculous with his hand still smacked across his mouth.
It's Halloween and Eddie wants to indulge in all the things he likes. Wearing his boyfriend's hoodies, eating more of his favorite candy than he should, and being stretched open on said boyfriend's massive cock.
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- Part 4 of Buddie Kinktober 2024
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Eddie Diaz is living his best hot girl summer. Or, according to Hen and Karen, that's what he's going through. He's completed therapy and his son is coming back from Texas. Cap is back where he should be, as Cap, and the end of summer is drawing near, which means cooler nights and a fresh breeze in the early mornings.
The only problem with completing therapy is that it makes you realise things. Such as being gay. Or in a more life altering way, being in love with your best friend.
It also makes you remember memories you've repressed in the darkest corner of your mind. Like kissing said best friend at the bachelor party he threw for his brother-in-law.
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Buck huffed as he typed angrily on his phone, thumbs smacking against the glass screen. He’d planned a full twelve days of horror movies for him and Eddie to watch in the lead-up to Halloween, a combination of classics and indie movies that had been recommended to him while he was doing his research on Reddit.
What the post had failed to mention was how utterly dreadful the one he’d put on tonight was.
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OR, Buck's bored and it's not his fault his boyfriend has an ass that won't quit.
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- Part 3 of Buddie Kinktober 2024
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Eddie sees Buck looking at collars so he buys him one as a present.
They're supposed to be going Halloween decorations shopping, but all Eddie can think about is turning the car around, and fucking his boyfriend all afternoon.
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- Part 2 of Buddie Kinktober 2024
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The movement caught Buck’s eye. He was used to Eddie gesturing or pointing when he spoke—one of the many things Buck found endearing about him—and he was more than used to the way Eddie’s hands and fingers got him feeling hot under the collar.
It wasn’t the first time Eddie doing mundane tasks had an effect on him. Chopping lettuce for their salad or writing notes in one of the endless spy novels he loved to read always made Buck stop and stare, heat pooling in his stomach.
But it was the first time Buck had seen him in the black latex gloves he was currently wearing since he’d realized just how attracted to Eddie he was, and something about it had his blood rushing south.
He quickly averted his gaze from them. If anyone asked, his cheeks were red from the cold. Not looking at them didn’t stop him from thinking about them, though.
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OR: Eddie is covering for Chim on his honeymoon. One sight of him in those black latex gloves has Buck feeling weak at the knees. There's no chance he's waiting until their shift is over to get what he needs.
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- Part 1 of Buddie Kinktober 2024
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“This is ridiculous.” Buck pressed his nose against Eddie’s warm cheek, wide smile overtaking his face as their kiss broke. “We could’ve just gone to the shower.”
Eddie didn’t know how they’d gotten into this situation, not really. Everything was always a blur of emotions when it came to Buck. They had woken up in each other’s arms to the sound of bird calls and instead of going back to sleep, they ended up curled around one another even tighter, whispering about their plans for the day.
Buck’s cheek had been creased with marks from Eddie’s pillow, and he hadn’t felt this relaxed in a long while (not since the last time Buck had managed to stay over, at least), so really he couldn’t be blamed for the way he pressed into Buck and kissed him.
“We could’ve.” Eddie smiled, twisting his fingers deep inside of Buck. “But I can’t fuck you properly in there. Not like this, when I can spread you open like this and stuff you full of my cock.”
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OR it's 4am, Buck finally got the chance to stay over and he wants Eddie to put a baby in him.
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Buck never in his wildest dreams imagined Eddie Diaz, gold medal-winning swimmer, to walk into the same bar as him. He really had no choice but to make his way over to him and channel as much of Buck 1.0 that was left.
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It wasn’t the first time they’d had a moment like this. There had been moments since they met where this weird chemistry between the two of them seemed to ignite. Buck used to spend those moments in blissful ignorance - but over the recent year or so, since he became much more aware of just how deep his feelings were for Eddie and what they truly meant, he’d been living in pure torture with these moments.
Because now he knew how he felt - how deeply he truly was in love with Eddie Diaz - he couldn’t but overthink every moment like this. Were they all in his head? And if they weren’t and Eddie knew what was happening, surely how Buck felt was written all over his face?
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Or Buck and Eddie's first kiss.
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5 times the 118 family don't realise Buck and Eddie are in a relationship and the 1 time they do.
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Falling in love with Buck felt like the sun rising.
Or, the one where Buck is Eddie's sunrise.
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Callum’s life had never been better, he’d never been happier. Being free, having a boyfriend and a decent job. What more could a guy want? Especially at Christmas. Going to Christmas parties, or any type of event that involved social interactions, wasn’t something he enjoyed. Except, with Ben by his side, it wouldn’t be so bad.
That’s what Callum thought, at least. Somebody else had very different, more sinister, ideas, as they attempt to bring a game of Cluedo to life.
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A Ballum Murder Mystery AU.
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Starting this gang was never meant to be easy. It hadn't been. But, Ben had it under control, he'd built it up from the bottom from a young age. People knew, after five years, he was in charge. He wasn't to be messed with. It's just that one person didn't get the message and they're out for revenge. With a family, and a new love, to protect, Ben's faced with choices and challenges to overcome to keep everyone safe.
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It's Christmas which means there has to be at least one board game played. Luckily, Callum's decided to reinvent the wheel for an interesting game of Scrabble.
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- Part 11 of 12 Days of Ballum-mas
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It's Christmas, which means only one thing - family dinner time. And with a family like the Mitchell's, it was never going to go smoothy. Except Ben has Callum now, and he's always going to have his back.
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- Part 10 of 12 Days of Ballum-mas