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• Hold My Hand Tight (Don't Let Go) by AlliumsMyBeloved, thxir_starr

  Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Iron Man (Movies), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Gen, Multi
  • Work in Progress

  06 Oct 2026

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Peter Parker & Steve Rogers
  • Steve Rogers/Tony Stark
  • James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers/Sam Wilson
  • Michelle Jones/Peter Parker
  • Michelle Jones & Ned Leeds & Peter Parker
  • Tony Stark/Stephen Strange
  • James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
  • James "Bucky" Barnes/Sam Wilson
  • Steve Rogers/Sam Wilson
  • Pepper Potts/Tony Stark
  • Peter Parker & Tony Stark
  • James "Bucky" Barnes & Peter Parker
  • Minor or Background Relationship(s)
  • Steve Rogers
  • Peter Parker
  • James "Bucky" Barnes
  • Tony Stark
  • Avengers Team Members (Marvel)
  • Hydra Agents (Marvel)
  • Thunderbolts Team Members (Marvel)
  • Ned Leeds
  • Michelle Jones (Marvel)
  • Aunt May Parker (Marvel)
  • Alpine | Bucky Barnes's Cat
  • Original Cat Character(s)
  • Stephen Strange
  • Hydra (Marvel)
  • Hydra Peter Parker
  • Hydra Steve Rogers
  • Suicide Attempt
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Hurt No Comfort
  • Psychological Torture
  • Waterboarding
  • Kidnapping
  • Kidnapped Peter Parker
  • Torture
  • Brainwashing
  • Fluff and Angst
  • Drug Use
  • Non-Consensual Drug Use
  • Memory Loss
  • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
  • Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
  • Depersonalization
  • Derealization
  • Disabled Bucky Barnes
  • Disabled Tony Stark
  • metal arm buddies!!!
  • English Is Not the Author's First Language
  • Steve Rogers-centric
  • Peter Parker-centric
  • Multilingual Character
  • Irish Steve Rogers
  • Italian Tony Stark
  • Romanian Bucky Barnes
  • Sensory Overload
  • Married Bucky Barnes/Steve Rogers
  • steve rogers acting as peter parker's older sibling figure
  • Texting Fic
  • Drunk Texting
  • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
  • Alternate Universe - Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies
  • Post-Movie: Avengers: Endgame (2019)
  • super weed(tm)
  • Out of Character
  • no beta we die like the hydra agents as soon as i get my hands on them
  • one of the authors is lwk larping geulps

  Summary

  Peter Benjamin Parker didn't have a great childhood.
  It got better after he became an unofficial member of the Avengers- finally having a place to belong was really awesome.
  It got worse when HYDRA decided he was a valuable asset.
  They were really serious about their motto, huh?

  OR: Peter Benjamin Parker and Stiofán Grant "Steve" Barnes' no-good, really bad summer.
  OR, OR: The HYDRA Peter and Steve fanfic nobody asked for.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  3,139

  Chapters:

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