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  1. Public Bookmark 99

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    He rubs his palms over his thighs, the rough denim working to soothe the static under his skin. The pressure is still building, vibrating muscle and bone and threatening to tear its way out.

    He’s not stupid, he knows the signs he’s reaching a breaking point, knows what happens if he pushes it. He felt it and chose to stay anyway. It’s happened before, it will happen again.

    But why? Why can’t he be fucking normal?

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    03 Aug 2026

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    “You were all I could think about, you know that?” Louis said, an ache coming low in his gut and a heat sweeping over his brow like a fever. Healing neck wound, Lestat’s hand resting easy against the small of his back. “Head on a skewer, losing myself, the girl in front of me with a blade to her wrist…”

    Lestat said nothing, his heart knocking strong and sure in his chest. He leaned closer, resting his forehead against Louis’ as he spoke. Just… breathing him in.

    “And it was only you. Like a fog hangin’ over me. Like…”

    Or: Following the events of 3x07, Louis and Lestat run away together.

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    31 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 79

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    There actually aren’t that many birds in Nevada. Not that much gardening, either. What there is is a lot of fucking. Fucking and feeding and surprisingly little fighting. Neither of them actually has much of a green thumb, it turns out, but evening primrose is extremely easy to care for. Louis likes the fantasy of it, though, of remaking the acres of land they now have. Of learning how to get dirty, how to work for something real.

    or, louis and lestat's first night in the desert

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    25 Jul 2026

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    Louis is shaken in the aftermath of the butcher shop. There are wounds even blood cannot heal.

    Fortunately, Lestat has never loved Louis by halves.

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    23 Jul 2026

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    “Hollander.” Shane’s head snaps back to his left. Ilya is much closer, pace slightly hurried. “Come here.” His voice sort of mimics the way one would talk to an animal paralyzed in fight-or-flight. Shane is not sure what to make of that.

    He slowly turns his head in the opposite direction, where his vision tunnels on the door for the stairwell. It almost glows like a special item in a video game, like a hint. Without giving himself time to doubt, he bolts.

    “Wha- Hollander, what the fuck!” Ilya shouts in audible disbelief, and Shane distinctly hears matching thuds of frantic footsteps behind him; Ilya is chasing after him. Shane runs faster, positively sprinting at this point. He’s the fastest skater in the NHL right now. He can do this. He flings the door open and bounds down the steps two at a time, hitting the walls with each turn of a corner. If he eats shit on this filthy floor and embarrasses himself in front of Ilya, he thinks, he’ll never let himself see the light of day ever again.

    or alternatively, in which Shane accidentally sends the text, and Ilya chases after him. Like, actually chases after him.

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    22 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 79

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    Post “The Failures”, Lestat is horrified to learn the full extent of what Louis went through at Armand’s hands, and does everything he can to support him through the aftermath. Meanwhile, he’s still wrestling with his own trauma, which rears its head as he and Louis navigate falling back in love with each other.

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    22 Jul 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 65

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    Of car crashes and the inevitability of a reunion that cannot be fought against, no matter what timeline it falls upon. AU of season 1, episode 6.

    Or, what would happen if Claudia wasn't around to stop Louis from going back to Lestat that one time by the car?

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    21 Jul 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 53

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    “Where are we?” Louis asks, finally taking in their surroundings. The coffin seems to be on the ground of a narrow, rather disgusting apartment, filled with wood paneling and far too many windows. And people. There are so many people crowded in the doorway, standing along the windows. Standing outside the windows, banging and shouting to be let in.

    “My tour bus,” Lestat replies softly, “We are at the concert.”

    “The concert--,”

    “I know,” Letstat interrupts quickly. “I know. Gabrielle and the band spirited us here without my knowledge.”

    “Or consent,” Louis adds menacingly.

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    What if Lestat woke up first on the bus?

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    20 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 46

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    Louis returns home after a week away, and Lestat probably missed him a little too much.

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    15 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 11

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    Louis is Beyoncé

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    14 Jul 2026

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    The townhouse at Rue Royale was silent as the grave when Lestat came home late one evening, flushed and sated from his second kill of the night. He heard nothing as he stepped inside, not the crackle of a flame in the fireplace nor the soft turning of a page as Louis read the night away, as he was often wont to do. 

    The silence unnerved Lestat. Something about it just didn’t sit right.

    “Louis?” he called from the door, but there was no answer. 

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    Inspired by the "This is not a life!" "That's 'cause you took my life!" exchange from the trailer and written before 1x03 aired.

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    14 Jul 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 46

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    "You cannot sleep like this," Lestat said, like he was scolding a child. "You must relax, or you cannot fall asleep."

    Louis hated him, and that patronising tone of his, hated how he scolded and mocked and humiliated, how he did it so easily, like it was his God-given right. He should be grovelling, Louis thought senselessly, I should’ve made him grovel, and what have I done instead?

    Louis takes Lestat back after six years, and nothing has changed.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    The desire coming with the anger was not a thing Louis could have predicted. He could not have planned for this, what his body would decide to serve up just when he’d thought it devoid of all but the bare essentials. That the anger he’d drawn from Lestat would in turn fill him with something different. Some primal thing he’d thought lost to him a long time ago.

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    Louis and Lestat fight and fuck during their seven years spent underground.

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    12 Jul 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 91

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    When Shane gets hurt in the first period of a game against Boston, he’ll say what he needs to if it means he gets to finish the game, but maybe he should have told Rozanov he wouldn’t be in peak condition for their hook-up after.
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    “When Rozanov pulls his leg, Shane feels his hip pop.”

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    30 Jun 2026

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    “Does it have anything to do with the person who gave you that ring?” he asks, nodding toward the band wrapped around the man's finger.

    For a second, the man looks confused. Then his gaze drops to his hand, and a slow smirk spreads across his face. “Maybe. What would you say if I told you I was married?”

    “I'd ask if you were happy.”

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    Ilya meets hockey's Golden Boy, Shane Hollander, at a party and falls hard. There's only one problem: Shane's wearing a ring, just not the one Ilya thinks.

    The purity ring fic no one asked for.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    “I need—“ Shane cut himself off, trying to will himself to be brave and failing miserably.

    He had never been good at this part, asking for what he wanted when it came to the bedroom. And part of him didn’t want to have to ask. He wanted to be told what to do, and that was part of what made Ilya so appealing.

    “What?”, Ilya asked, raising a single eyebrow.

    “You know,” Shane gasped back, clenching his fist at the base of his dick.

    “Tell me,” Ilya replied, his tone leaving no room for an argument. It was a command, and the heat of it was burning inside Shane.

    Ilya wants Shane to ask. He wants him to beg. And when Shane doesn't, Ilya puts him on his knees.

    Or an incredibly self-indulgent smutty one-shot where Ilya's dominant streak shines, and Shane tries to grapple with why he loves taking orders.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Things like this didn't happen to other people; Shane knew that. He’d been alive long enough to experience the confused glances and exasperated scoffs that always accompanied his discomfort with things other people didn't even notice. He would not fuck this up – not because he couldn't handle the way the sheets touched his skin. The burning of his skin spread to his eyes as his vision blurred. He squeezed his eyes shut and scrubbed his hands over his face. He would not cry.

    The tears fell hot and silent. They pooled at the curve of his jaw and around his chin, puddles of shame and self-contempt. Fucking breathe, he told himself, as he turned the faucet of the shower as far as it could go.

    He stood watching the water pool around his feet and slip down the drain until he heard Ilya stir. At first, he wasn't sure if he had really heard his name.

    “Shane?… Shane?”

    He wanted to yell back, assure Ilya everything was fine, but when he opened his mouth, only a squeak escaped.

    “Moya lyubov?”

    He cleared his throat and tried again: “In here.”

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    26 Jun 2026

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    “You listened to me,” Connor observed as he let his eyes wander across Hudson’s face, taking in the details of the make up that he was dying to ruin. He let his eyes rake further down and took notice of Hudson’s hastily thrown together fit: a pair of shorts and a plain t-shirt.

    Cute.

    “I wanted this as much as you,” Hudson confessed, his voice disappearing into a whisper as Connor slowly leaned in again.


    or: HudCon Met Gala fic

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    22 Jun 2026

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    “You want specifics? Okay. I am thinking about putting you where I want you,” Ilya finally admits. “On the mat. In a position I choose. And you hold it like the good boy you are, keeping your form exactly where I put it. Because you have best fucking form in whole NHL. I think about making you listen. About deciding when you move, how you move. I am thinking of sucking your dick on your favorite mat, moya lyubov. Thinking about ruining your mat and ruining you,”

    Jesus Christ.

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    or: Shane Hollander is unknowingly ruining his husband workout sessions. Ilya does something about it.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    “You can give me another, can’t you?” Ilya says, his voice stickily sweet.

    Ilya overstimulates Shane to tears, just how he wants.

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    16 Jun 2026

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